.Live.Life.To.The.Fullest.

S.I.N.F.U.L

2011-11-21T06:27:00.000-08:00

not gonna piffling again this time.he.he.he. lets see...what i had beforeeeee....... going to sleeppppppp.

mariiiii menggemokkssss!

on things yg "dah lapuk dek hujan, dah lekang dek panas".

2011-11-15T06:16:00.001-08:00

ok, flipping back memories bout before my married life. been quite active yo.yes, my work required me to stay in the office untill late night BUT i never consider it as something which stopped me from doing something else eg:socializing with me frens, gym-ing, playing squash, jamming session and many other things.seriously if stay kt office,pergi balik, pergi balik boleh membuncitkan perut kot.better do sumthing which could ease a bit rase-rase tension tu kan? kan?
so below were my activities semase masih anak dareeeee.yeeehaw!haha.

Gymgoer:

actually memang selalu gi gym since mula2 kerja.well u know to tone up the body n mengecilkan part-part mane yg harus dikecilkan or errrr...membersarkan part mane yg harus dibesarkan. eh ade ke? =P
normally,i'll be going early in the morning.somewhere nearby office.took celebrity fitness platinum.so can go everywhere.if pergi pagi2 (yes, pakse diri bagai nak rak bukak mate kol 6,ouh saye kagum dgn diri sendiri).then terus drive ke kl gi gym, then mandi n pi office. if petang,will be going to midvalley.memang menarikkk.selain dr tujuan2 kesihatan, pergi ke gym juga ialah kerana mahu mencuci mate.if x cuci mate,cemane mate nak bersihkan? =P so sile cuci mate anda melihat abang-abang body, ouh my.... sixpacks occcayyy!handsome2 belaka.pheeewitttt (ok,ini xtvt bfore kawen,setelah kawen gi gym tutup mate).eh?haha.

pole dance class:

ini memang tabiat luar biase saye kerana at 1st pergi dance class,then mcm nak lg mencabar gi pole dance class.it was hard in d'beginning but lame2 ok.memang niat di hati nak ade pole kt rumah, siap nk buat show kat hubby.buuutttttt xkesampaian, pasal pas kawen terus stop.hish rugi2.if not,still bley maen2 dgn mane tiang2 yg ade.boleh pnajat2 kesane sini.mesti Azriff kagum.muahahahaha.

my ouh my,i memang teruja giler nak ade pole sendiri at home.

guitar:

gile guitar since zaman sekolah.bnyk kali kene beli pasal jahanam,tali putus bagai.then ade la gi jamming pas kerja n lepak2 ngn member2.sukeeeee sangat tengok mamat2 men guitar.tp since laki i xreti maen,make guitar saye terletak di dlm store.sungguh kasihaaaannnnn.

sila perhatikan guitar mcm nak dibalut tikar.ini keadaan dalma store.sekian.

foreign language:

dulu2 ms kt secondary school, ade srg mamat ni (tgk kt tv) dia polis,tp dia belajar bnyk bahase.so mcm jadi idola kejap. ingat nak jd terror in many languages jugak,tapi apekan daye selalu xsempat after work nk gi class2 bahase (eh melepak ngn kengkawan sempat pulak kan?).mase dulu kt sekolah belajar arabic, jgn tanye dah ape maksud,semua lupa.arabic pon selalu skip class.haha. then uni belajar german language, perggghhh....susah giler ok,budget nak dok german,tp ntah ttahun bile.skrg sudah lupe ape yg dipelajari adelah. then mase kerja belajar mandarin.mcm poyo jap gi class, jap x gi,so ntah ape2 jadinye.langsung lupe skrg.wo ai ni. taulaaa.hahahaha.

ho-ho ini belajar bahase arab mase kecik2.muahaha. mandarin cert tak dapat ditemuai,di bawah katil dekat kampung maybe.sigh.

swimming:

ini kira daily xtvt mase dok kt rumah (dulu stay kt kondo kt keramat) maka sangattlaaa suka swimming.nyum nyum nyummmmmm.

diving&snorkeling:

ni lagila berhabuk, even slb pon ade buat.join sekali je kot.sbab manjang time kene nak gi ade je bende2 hal menyibuk,deadline la,client meetingla, deting time la.eh? pernah few times gi diving dgn member2.start kerja mmg slow.adoi!
but snorkeling memang quite often la,asal gi holiday kt pulau confirm akan pergi snorkeling.heheehe.

adventurous xtvties,

like hiking (panjat gunung kinabalu), camping, travelling with friens (ouh saye memang sukaaa iniiiiii), white water rafting, free fall xtvties adn u name it la.memang sangatttt sukaaaaa.rs mcm nak gi selalu if ade mase.memang release tension habis.

this was 1 of company's activity, mase tu Quay2 still my boyfie.auwww=P

muka ganas:memang nampak sgt exaggerate,pose for d'camera!

naik bot,but i wasnt d'coxwain, encik hubby tau la nk bwk bot,saye tatau!

parasailing... yes we did it!in bali ya'alll.*berlagak mcm bagus=P*

yezza.bali with d'gurls!

langkawiiiiiiii....yeehawwww

hello u,meet my frennnnnnnn...=P

maka itulah ye kawan2, if ade mase lapang sementare muda ni,rajin2kanla berxtvt selain kerja anda.besh ke gi kerja,balik kerja je?u should have hobbies and passions to do things which out of ur ordinary routine.so once u dah pop like me, u'll fell satisfied.like ouh ini i dh try,ini pon dh.heeee.but 1 thing i still xbuat2 lagi is sky diving.serious nak buat but manjang xsempat.hopefully wiLl find time to do it someday!

taaa peeps!

how to survive long distance relationship (LDR)

2011-11-08T19:12:00.000-08:00

for those who are in a LDR and managed to survive successfully so far,i wish you: congratulations.
for me who have been years (ckp mcm lameee giler,padahal its just 4years baru=P) in LDR and can attests : it was hard in the beginning but as time passes by, im getting used to it and Alhamdulillah im going through this calmly and patiently and become more understanding on how to make things work for both sides.makin lame makin pro bak kate org tua2=P

ok, below are my tips actually more to my opinion on how to survive in LDR. if saudara saudari sekalian got extra tips, u r most welcome to add here and there and share with me=)

so, i think first and foremost as usual, UNDERSTANDING:which is the most important part.

understand ur partner's job/situation:

bila dah jauh2 tu,kenela faham2 situations org dekat sana.eg: he/she is there for study, work etc.
mostly because of those 2 right? so, list down priority students and employees of certain companies.
eg: dia ade mase 24hrs ke nak mengadap lappie,in short nak mengadap fb,ym berchatting dgn ko srgje, mcm xde kerja laen nak buat. then xpayahla yg ko pon mengade2 nak ngadap lappie je 24jam tungggu dia online. bawak2la buat kerja laen.eg: memasak,buat tocang rambut,ketip kuku....etc etc...
actually part ni was hard in the beginning, mase kt office pon dulu2 i online psl tunggu si dia online and chat with me.end up both online tp xsempat bertegur sape or borak sepatah dua psl xmenyempat siapkan kerja.macammm hampeh!

getting to know your partner

yela kan zaman2 mase mula2 nak bercinta and in LDR plak confirm u ols memang nak full attention, rase nak dia spend time to chat with u or talk to u on d'phone whole day (ni mostly ladiesla), but pleasela understand ur partner's routine, habit and tabiat! sebab as for certain males yg xberape nak sensitive eg: my hubby, my hubby, my hubby, dr mula2 zmn bercinta mmg jenis bukan bercinta mcm nak rak.meaning dia kerja on shift kt offshore nun for 12 hrs straight, then 12hrs la d'other time nak tidoq,makan,lepak wif frens atas kapal,basuh bj bagai. so aftr work mmg he'll on his ym but xla ngadap je nak chat ngn i.kdg2 tgh chat dia, mcm dia diam skejap,tyn gi mane.ckp gi gym.ek eleh bgtaula siang2 kan? xpon, bc paper online.wahhhhh,geram seyyy i dok ngadap laptop ni mcm nak msk dlm lappie die bley bc online paper.at 1st mmg susah gakla (actually xla susah sgt if krg dpt boyfie yg type dia xbc paper, xgi gym, xlepak ngn kawan2,dunia dia ialah work n u.so memang heavenla u.pas keje je mesti dia ngadap u sampai tertido atas lappie. and org2 camni mostly perot buncit.hahahhaa.so, better my boyfie going to d'gymla and socialize wf his friend.saye rela.kekekee.give him boy time la jugak kan.so silalah fahami ape yg partner anda suka and tak. but the most important thing is toleransi.waahhhh, toleransi tuuuu.hehe. if krg tak bley accept and mmg very clingy xbley accept ur partner's life dekat sane mmg susahla.it somehow can add a whole lot of stress to your already strained couplehood. so chill-chill saja.

DO NOT COMPARE YOUR PARTNER/RELATIONSHIP WITH OTHERS

ok, this part kene stress kan cket because u will always surrounded with friends yg ala-ala sedang bercinta jugak.so nanti mmg u'll always face situations like:

situasi satu:
"td kereta i rosak, kamal dtg tolong repair u,sweet kan, dia dr penang tros turun kl tu nk betolkan tyre i yg rosak punye pasal"

padahal yg u ols plak kenela terhegeh2 tukar tyre sendiri, or else call AAM ke ape, or worst dok situ srg2 berjam2 sementare tunggu rescue.hahaha.
so,silela ade mental yg kuat and make preparation dulu for few things. tak payah compare, ckp dlm hati biarla, boyfie dia dekat,selalu ade dgn dia,romantic lg terus turun dr penang tinggalkan sup hameed yg sedap tu semata2 nk tolong dtg tgk kereta ko rosak, padahal dtg2 tu call mechanic je keja dia, tu bley buat sendiri kot

so tak payah pk sangat, things happen and find ways to solve it.dont blame situations especially ur LDR. like me i mmg know how to tukar tyr kereta since bwk satria kt ukm dulu, bcoz i know i srg2 kt kl,and xsuka if kene susahkan boyfie bab ni.ouh i mmg ade 1 perangai yg bile susah2 i xsuke call boyfie dulu, i suke call my bestfriend .yerp a guy ms kt ukm.so mcm tula, silela belajar few things untuk survive.tukar try bukan susah sgt.tapiii skrgni i rs kene take time la if nk suruh i tukar tyre sbab ms kerja terus beli kereta yg ade tyre RFT( run flat tyre).hahahah.so,bab2 tukar mmg dah lame xberlaku. RFT if ade symbol pancit kt kereta bley drive lg dlm 100km cmtu. so lalalalalala.heheheh. takpela, jgn nak mengada2 sgt,make it as ur own knowledge, guys will find the woman with brain is HOT!heh! dulu mase i dgn hubby deting detong i la yg ajar dia nk tukar tyre, tolong dia pilih rim tyre, hubby i dulu mmg jenis tk give a dam sgt psl baru2 kerja n baru dpt kete,so advantage kepada sy disitu=P

situasi dua:

"ouh my, boyfie hanna giler romantic and cool, mase birthday dia ,boyfie dia dtg senyap2 dkt her house,bwk bunga and then teros bawak shopping you.sekali handbag channel boyfie die zass utk dia!"

takpe, situasi ini memang akan membuatkan u ols rase nak menitik-nitik-nitik air mata sbab rase besh la kan if ade surprise cmtu (eh ke besh pasal ade part channel disitu?).hahaha. so, silelah jgn mengharapkan situasi2 seperti ini berlaku.be realistic la cket. cemaneka boyfie anda nk dtg tiba-tiba wat surprise dpn rumah on ur bithday sedangkan u ols sedia maklum dia jauh nun di perantauan.so,jangan nak pening2kan diri nak2 bg i yg mmg tau schedule boyfie now hubby psl kerja secompany ni.so redha jela dgn "happy birthday sayang" -kat tepon or paling sadis kt screen ym je.haha.ape ade hal.gua tough "sile ckp kt diri sendiri berulang kali".hahahah.

situasi tiga:

"i pg td si zack hantar gi kerja, lunch nanti dgn dia, balik dia ambil, malam lepak2 kat rasta dgn dia n kawan2 dia"

ini clingy tahap serious!dr pg smpai petang semuala nak bersama.so,sila abaikan jika ade kawan2 anda begitu.being clingy bukan care hidup anda.give each other some space and jgn compare dgn org laen.maybe mereka selesa dgn care begitu tp anda tak mungkin face the same situation.maka redha la.tak semua org same.takpe berjauhan dulu skrg,insyaAllah if panjang umur murah rezeki, hari tua dapat bersama-sama.

share the burden

part ni like krg kadang2 share la wif partner krg betapa rindunya, sayangnya krg kt dia but sometimes sedih jugak pasal anda berdua thousands miles away jauhnya.sobs sobs. maka beruntunglah anda if dpt partner yg "i jugak rindu u,sayang u ,kalaula bukan pasla kerja/study ,lautan pacific,atlantic,lautan nil ni i redah semata2 nak bersama dgn sayang yg comel,cun,hot dsb". menangis kegembiraan la anda dpt boyfie yg romantic tahap gaban cmtu, boyfie i yg merangkap hubby i skrg ni,ms dolu-dolu if i ckp cmtu die ckp "alaaa,sekejap je bukan lame, ramai lg org laen camni,ok je,lame2 biasela tu". so sile hantukkan kepala anda ke dinding dgn harapan dpt trus melupakan tentang part dia yg tak berapa nak romantic tu.in short, redha jelaaa.haha. tapi sekali sekala ckp la gak kat dia kan,dia bukannya takde perasaan.actually dia kat sane pon serabut gak,nak gak balik rumah jumpa mak ayah,u ols and member2 dia,tp nak buat cemaneka if dh situasi kerja mmg jauh.

make your time "together" fun

Talking with your partner on the phone is precious time together for you. Ensure you do your bit to make it a fun call. cakap bende yg lalalalala.jgnla everyday call mengadu problem kerja, family problem, and segala problem yg ade.sometimes drg nak offload their work problem for a day ke nak talk sumthing fun n chill2 je.so, tak payah nak asyik2 every call remind both of u psl how hard to survive in LDR, or else asyik nangis2 "i rindu u, i rindu u,i rindu u".so ur partner serabut kot nanti.cerita bende yg fun, if let say ade yg tak puas hati ,tunggu dia balik, dh jumpa baru ckp (yes,i always do that) sbab tak nak burden ur partner mase jauh2.kadang2 tunggu dia balik,sekali dia dh blk tgk muka dia,langsung tak jadi ckp sbab alamakkk muke seposennn arrr balik dr jauh,cute jugak.takpela,lupekanlaa part dia ckp perut aku buncit dr dia ms kat phone haritu.hahaha.ini contoh. perut saye tak buncit ok! wekkkk. hahaha.

dealing with loneliness

get urself busy with something else people! like ur work, study, or hang out more often with ur friends or family. like for me mmg dulu balik kerja lambat giler, lepak2 with friends,since family jauh so pejam celik-pejam celik taddaaaa tetibe sampai time boyfie now hubby balik.kan kan?yes i understand missing ur partner is sometimes the hardest part of all in a LDR. When the phone’s gone down, or you haven’t been able to speak for a few days how do you deal with the loneliness that can sometimes creep up on you. memang serious kadang2 sbab kapal punye satellite out of prospect la apela.so, takpela,redha je.deal with it. i dulu mase bercinta lg besh, boyfie now hubby tu call seminggu skali, dh tunang baru 2-3hari skali,dha kawen 2kali sehari,dh ade anak baru everyday weh!ini fakta!korang boley survive boyfie call seminggu skali je?conversation yg len menerusi email or chat saje.saye boleh sebab saye a strong person.(sile ckp kt diri anda berkali-kai).haha.insyaAllah boleh.i pon bkn yg type mengada2 sgt, if dia nak call seminggu skali biarla, mls nak pk sgt.lgpon masa mula-mula mmgla serious tp xsure bley survive ke tak,lame-lame "alah bisa,tegal biase" bak kate org german.chill je la.hehehe.ouh n i dulu mmg sentiase membusykan diri dgn gi gym after work, join pole dance class, lepak with friends, maen squasy and macam2la to kill the loneliness.kene la tough sikit dah ini jalan yg dipilih.memang selalu ckp dkt diri sendiri.

Appreciate small things

bila dah jauh2 tu kan apela sgt bende boleh buat kan?so, make small things count peeps!like bila u bgn pagi,dia dh ym u ckp "morning sunshine". so sile pk,ouh dia bgn pagi2 dh ingat aku. or else ms dia call u when: let say mom u sakit ke,kucing tergeliat kaki, die terus call sbab tau u sedih n try to calm u down ms dlm kejauhan tu.sile appreciate.jgn ckp "i really hope u were here with me ms kucing i jatuh tadi, i sedih,nape u takde sini.nape?nape?nape?" wahhhh.serabot paleotak partner anda camni.sebenarnye percayelah lelaki rase mcm loser giler bile xdpt buat anything for girlfren/wifey dia yg tgh sdey especially time jauh2 camtu. maka sila appreciate.silalah berusaha!hehe

TRUST YOUR PARTNER

ok,bende2 mcm ni memang payah nak decsribe pasal mase dah jauh2 tu,mula lah kepala pusing pk bukan-bukan.bende yg takde diada-adakan. happen to me few times pon,hehe.cudnt help myself sometimes.but over time kite belajarla kan utk percaye dkt org.at first memang susah,lama2 insyaAllah ok. dan berdoalah.itu saje yang mampu time jauh2 tu. and u ols pula sile jgn nak create scene like

"u tau tak,td i gi mkn kt yong tau fu ampang, ade srg mamat bg fon no,die ckp i cun"

"td boyfie si hajar ckp i cantik,die pandang i semacamla u"

"dkt office i ramai lelaki asyik bg i bunga, call i everyday,hish geramla i"

tak payahla buat bende2 mcm tu sbab nak attention frm ur partner yg jauh tu.tok sah la menyerabutkan kepala dia.1st thing dia pilih anda sbab dia tau anda comel dah. tk payah nak ulang 40ribu kali kot untuk menghighlight yg anda comel untuk dia sentiase beringat2 supaya anda x terlepas ke tgn org laen. and tak payah nak buat dia jealous adn sometimes bende2 mcmtu boleh lead to something yg kita takmo eg: ur partner tak trust u or else rasekan yg dia jauh,ramai org nak kat u,maka u better go to them.hahaha.time ni padan muke anda.sbab ur partner dh surrender.tula ,sape suruh mengade2?=p

okla, above tips memang ape yg share dkt u ols la kan.if got anything, jangan segan2 tambah!=)

update: got 1 more thing i guess.important ni.

Boolayan with other people assumptions

part ni mmg la kadang2 kite kene consider ape org ckp la kan.tp xyah la percaye lebih2 sangat.check sendiri.jgn percaye ckp org melulu n jgn pulak percaye ur partner 200%.everything kene investigate dulu. like mine, org selalu ckp "atas kapal tu bahaye weh, ade pompuan ramai,then drg bile balik darat terus gian pompuan,book ke hotel teros".

like hello, macamla aku tak pernah pergi offshore.tak payah nak ckp bende pelik2.got this 1 fler ni,dia dahla xpernah kerja offshore in fact xpernah kerja oil and gas pon tetibe ckp kt u "i know atas kapal,monthly drg supplier perempuan,dtg via chopper ke kapal,beshla org2 kapal".

well, hello ape kejadah company nak supply pompuan?ini bukan pekerjaan suak-suka,ini kerja 12jam busuk2 atas kapal bersihkan barnacles (uweeekkk), dlm coverall pergi back deck kerja poloh2,pastu offshift time nak tido,lepak,makan tgk dvd ,gym-ing or maen ping pong bang oi. i pon pernah gi offshore.yg ramai ialah lelaki,bukan pompuan. lawak giler bile org luar judge.siap ckp blk teros check in hotel.eh,i ade itenerary laki i laaaa dr die keluar kapal naik chopper,naik 2-3flights baru smpai rumah,semua ade.sent by company lg.nak melencong apenye.and if terdapat keraguan like certain time got cases yg hubby takley call in certain countries, and flight die have to reschedule psl tertinggal chopper bagai, i ade direct contact with company's coordinator utk check.org2 yg hati busuk camni jgn dilayan sbab memang xberpekdah. dia boyfie/laki ko,maka ko je yg paham kerja dia.and jgn pening2 kepala nak percaya org ckp bende karut2.lainla if kerja rig,let say kt vietnam,then seminggu turun rig drg lepak2 kt town itu ade possibility la.ini laki gue kerja kapal ok.KAPAL. maka if time port call pon kejap je naik darat and fyi, sgtla jarang nk stranded kt shore lame giler.if stranded lebih 3hari meh sini i fly brasil,besh gak jalan2 gi ipanema lepak2 kt beach dia.ahhhhhhhh (mcm besh nak suggest ni kt hubby for next anniversary.eh melalut=P) .

ok, peeps,daaaaaaaa

past and present....

2011-11-07T10:07:00.000-08:00

ok, fine.

am feeling depressed/sad all of a sudden!why ouh why? maybe i can whatt??? blame the hormones!yes!haha.kesian jadi hormon asyik kene blame.

ok,come to think of pimple, ill give huge-huge sigh to all the pimples on me face! seriously. if la pimples2 ni bley ckp kt diri mereka "eh biarla kasi can muka minah ni licin setahun" confirm i buat kenduri=P like seriously!

tried sooo many products from cheap to expensive ones but still no changes. dulu2 mase anak dareeeeee...anak dareee ok, pimples jarang nak singgah2 kt muka psl makan hormone pills Dr ting yg famous tu. his clinic situated at jalan imbi. but since after kawen ,takkan pulak nak makan hormone pills nanti takut xdpt baby. ni dah dpt baby, takot makan pills psl nak breastfeed baby,takot effect ke ape (eh xcheck plak with docs kan?bley ke tak ek?. then next year tak bley jugak amek pills because rase-rase mcm nak beranak lg (eh seriously kerja beranak je ke kau?) my frens always ask me that.so bilenye kulit nak smooth like a baby'?haha. well,different org differentla planningnye kan.insyaAllah if ade rezeki =). so godek2 balik pics lame2, dapatla pics time muka tak berape nak ade pimples like skrg, pic skrg krg tak pyahla tgk, sebab baik post pics Azriff kot dr diri sendiri.wuwuwu.

ini masa dating!eh miss that long wavy hair!

inside the cable car.langkawi. zaman2 bercinta.

ok,pics ni mmg sangat sukeeee sbab menampakkan ciri2 kayuan pada seorang yg tak ayu.haha *eh prasan*

1st time got prezzie frm boyfie (now hubby).sweet giler ok.auuwwww=P

berposing ngn "coach" sbab sepanjang kerja xrase nk beli pon,rase membaziq!tp bile boyfie(now hubby) belikan senyum sampai telinge. this time i was 24.wahh muda kan? kan? haha

bab products pulak mcm2 dah try, dr yg made in malaysia, Japan,US bagai.mcm hampeh semua xjadi. *ini fakta seidh sila nangis beramai2*. sobs. products yg i dh try:

1) felissa cosmetics -ok jugak actually product ni pakai ms zaman2 study but the peeling part was too agressive.sakit ok.so stop mase kerja.

2) alken -langsung tak ok!

3) olay - tidak memberikan kesan langsung!

4) tia emilia - ok jugak but after 6 mos dah immune n not working at all.

5) SK2 -pffft!hate this.u buy expnsive products and it was just not match with ur skin type.the pitera was like triggered the pimples to come out more often then it should be!saddddd.

6) took new york skin solutions treatment. it was like everytime pergi ad eje bende kene beli n muka tak ok2 jugak.the heck kan? so, memang benci giler,now just pergi for normal facial je since dah byr beribu2 for the treatment kan.wasted!

well,if u u n u got any suggestions on how to get perfect flawless skin, please do not hesitate to share with me.am dying to get flawless skin.pretty please =) thank youuuuuuu.

tips to handle baby on a long haul flight

2011-11-05T11:07:00.000-07:00

hi, hi, hi

im no pro, but would like 2share few tips -handling baby on a long haul flight. yerp, we went to UK last and that was like a "wow, we meet again london and scotland aftr 3years, with my baby this time.how time flies!"..how was london&scotland?will make my blog lenghty n told ya bout the trip in the next entry. now lets go for the tips!=) as i said, im no pro,please help if you have additional advices or tips =)

1) try to avoid a super duper long haul flight like more than 3 hrs. for us, actually flight to Heathrow for 12hrs, then to aberdeen around 1hr.so total 13hrs.but we stopped over in dubai,so we took 6+6+1 hours flight. phew!

2) make sure (as usual) baby foods, breastmilks or formula milk, plain water are in the baby bag all the time. yes in flight they can served u with the milk and plain water,this one is in case baby lapar kat terminal ke kan. for me i didnt bring much EBM this time just bg supply on demand je.bwk EBM just few je.maleh.haha.

3) ok, during landing and take off try breastfeed baby or let baby chew something or give baby drinks ke, it'd help to relive baby's ear pressure during take-off and landing and for Azriff this time i didnt brest feed him, its either this is his 2nd time in flight experience or because of the pilot was smart enough in making smooth landing and take off,which the pressure gradually chaged during take off and landing,not changed drastically which can course worse ear pressure's effect.auch!

4) hug&play with ur baby during take off and landing.calm him down if he cries.

5) yes, just bear with the 10kgs baby and pagku him sepanjang dia tidur.zzzzz.kebas tangan ok!few ppl asked me y i didnt take extra seat. i) because its gonna be normal price like my tix, membaziq! haha. ii) because Azriff still cant seat properly, nanti takut effect backbone dia, he still needs car seat bile naik kereta, tak boleh just pakai seat belt je.the possibility for him utk gelincir turun is tooo high!hehe. iii) actually we thought he still can sleeps in the bassinet.but obviously NO!he's longer than bassinet.so how!haha.

6) makan time!

7) let him play on the floor, most babies dont like to be carried all the time, they need time for themselves, they want to play with their toys or something.just let em free for a while. but be careful la kan, jgn pulak biar je baby lepas terus dlm flight,silap2 sampai kt kokpit, terkejut pilot.hahhaa.

8) ok, so after few minutes playing on the floor, he bored already, now he wants to go panjat2 and play with daddy.obviously nak main ape yg daddy pakai kt telinga tu (earphone)

9) ok,he wanted to play with the remote.its his new toy for now!

10) ok,nak tgk movie pulak!

11) ok,makannnnnnngggg lagi! yes azriff eats a lotttttt.no wonder more than 10kgs now!

12) ok nak maen dkt bawah! biar aje!

13) so, we are enjoying our in flight dinner and azriff's playing with his toys joyously!

14) ok, seat belt what? thish ish mys toyyysssshhhh!

hope tips above will help u guys a bit la kan=) for babies yg menanigs je in flight, i seriously do not know what to do since Azriff dia auper duper happy if berjalan, if meragam pon a little bit, not much.nangis sikit2 sbab lapar or nak tukar toys or to change environment dia nak maen. tu je la. Alhamdulillah. if got situations like baby nangis all the time, maybe because baby still tka biase with new environment,take time for baby to adapt with new situation, kene try slowly and cuba bace ayat kursi, insyaAllah will be ok=)

till then, taaaaa.

7billions

2011-11-01T23:46:00.000-07:00

ok,this is cool.want to know ur no? if korang nak tau korang no brape dlm dunia ni,maka silalah ke website and check.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-15391515

The world at seven billion

As the world population reaches seven billion people, the BBC's Mike Gallagher asks whether efforts to control population have been, as some critics claim, a form of authoritarian control over the world's poorest citizens.

my no is:

4,815,819,539

hubby's no is:

4,722,606,029

Azriff's no is:

6,943,746,214

ok,this no might be wrong la kan.the chances to be right is tooo low since this just based on assumption. plus this for registered populations only, how bout those who are unregistered? but takpela, just for fun!

on things that matters to me....

2011-11-01T23:35:00.000-07:00

hi all

its been ages since my last update.always remind myself to blog more often but fail tremendously.ouh God huge no-no to my laziness and always claim tak larat to update blog after been very busy whole day. well, nway, will try to update more frequent after this *ouh yes, another promises.wuwwuwu. till then. happy birthday sweetheart saya mr Azman Azis=)

the collection of Hard rock T

2011-07-11T08:04:00.000-07:00

holla peeps,

these are my HRC T collection =)

whenever im going abroad,its a must for me to stop by at HRC and buy the Tshirt.

adding up the tshirt collection and try to not miss it everytime we r traveling.heheehe.

unless if the country has no HRC. special case.

d'lucky 7. yerp got HRC membership card skali. cna get discount worlwide woo

HRC singapore

HRC London

HRC Surfers paradise - gold coast

HRC Amsterdam

HRC Paris

HRC Oslo- Norway

HRC Bali

HRC gotteberg -Sweeden

taa peeps. got class and mid term exam.wish me luck! =)

p/s:HRC didnt pay me a single cent pon,awat aku pi iklan tshirt drg?hahaha

the P.A.C.I.F.I.E.R

2011-07-10T10:56:00.000-07:00

heh,

when it comes to this topic,many of u will say no to the P.

because maybe some of u takot ur kids gonna have protruding teeth or double teeth ke ape kan.

but for us, we dont mind,no la dont mind bout the "jongang" part.

but our parents told us, "korang dulu hisap puting smpai besar,tak jongang pon".weeeee.

so,Alhamdulillah we have beautiful straight teeth.ngeeeeee.hahahaa*terpuji diri sendiri*

both of us memang takyah pakai braces ke ape.so, what we think is,if keturunan xjongang,

insyaAllah tak "J".wahhh,,dat simple maaa?hehe.

actually malas nak lyn,as i said,ms dlm pantang hafto amek exam bagai,so mmg nak senang je...baby nangis,bg puting.but mase baby tido,tarik balik puting tu.dats d'secret of takmo bg baby "J" kot (thats what my MIL told me la,scientific proven?dunno.haha).

plus, when Azriff drinks his milk (using bottle).sumtime he falls asleep while drinking, dah bgn,tepuk2 dia,then dia nak lg susu.about 1oz then tido blk,takmo kejut dia.o just msk puting,make sure he sucks the pacifier so that i know yg dia tak simpan air dlm mulut.(p/s:this situation depends ok,if baby already drink bout 3-5oz,silela tepuk.im talking bout when he drinks very little amount je,yg sumbat puting.malas kejut dia.hehe).

another 1 thing psl i xsuke sgt die melekap kat big BB.serious xsuke.nanti susah nk buat kerja, and another 1 thing bcoz i paaaaliiingggggg TAK sukaaaaaa if baby nangis lame2.if only me.hubby n Azriff at home xpe,but if when the times yg we going out or travelling,memang i tka boleh dgr baby nangis dpn org ramai.annoying giler.bcoz, i memang tak suke dgr baby nangis .rase mcm naks ound mak dia je. (jahat x?dulu xde anak xtau,skrg dh ade anak baru tau,wuwu.) but Alhamdulillah Azriff xde suka sgt nangis.

ouh got 1 time when we were traveling in HK, azriff felt uncomfy while we were queuing and waiting for train to go to The Peak.so got lots of people in front of us,behind,left,right.ouh panas hati i. hubby plak slowje dia nak keluarkan pacifier n bottle susu.i ngamok ok.hubby mmg tak kisah if baby nangis, but i saaaaaangattttt kisah.wwuwuwuuw.smpai hubby sound "biasela tu syg if baby nangis,semua org phm". ouh and mase naik flight pon,ill make sure Azriff dok diam and tido.if menangis dlm flight memang horror la.whenever im travelling,bende paling i tak suke,baby nangis dlm flight.so ill make sure my baby tak nangis dlm flight.hehe.but Ahamdulillah,Azriff is a good boy and if nangis pon,sumbat the P or bIg BB.ngeeee.thats 1 of the benefit of breastfeed baby kan?besh!ape2 pon,sumbatttt aje!

Azriff pulak d'type yg memang when he's asleep,automatically dia luihkan pacifier dia.

so a bit easy for us to monitor him. dont la 24/7 sumbatkan baby pacifier kan.not good la.

actually our Dr pon advice no need pacifier,memang got potential bley "J" and double teeth.

so,thats y monitor jugak.hehe.memang scientifically proven as Dr said.so,dgr jela ckp doc.

tetibe terpk if la i tak pakai pacifier dulu,confirm gigi lg cun dari ni...haha. eh terperasan lagi.grrrrrr! =P

today,Azriff already 4months,he doesnt need pacifier anymore.terus dia takmo dah if bagi.easy right?sangat sukeeeeee.sekejap je die pakai the P =) .but everytime jalan2 bawak jugak,takot tetibe die melalak.pergghhh!jatuh reputasi.hahaahaha.

nitey nite peeps =)

LABOUR ROOM's experience

2011-06-23T09:35:00.000-07:00

ngehehehhee...sampai dah entry ni.yes!

okla,1st of all sorry if this entry got few "18sx" words like "bukaan beberapa cm..." "jolok" and all...heheheeh.cant be avoided la kan in the process...

ok.1stly, during my pregnancy,i have few wishes and really hope that Allah will grant my wishes.

1)my first baby is gonna be a BOY,perfect&healthy -Alhamdulillah Allah granted my wish.speechless.i have 3siblings.all girls.and my mom also hoping that im gonna get a baby boy.everybody is happy when at 7mos of pregnancy (ouh,pemalu anakku cam mak die kan? 7 bulan baru nak tunjuk2 sikit.haha). seriously lots of people told me im carrying a baby girl.only mom said a baby boy ouh and my grandma too.mom said "mak time pregnant dulu muka berseri2,suka make up xmcm ko,pregnant selekeh muka". (padahal mak ku mmg suka bermake up xkire mase.haissshh). but finally,a baby boy.ouh my,so happyyyyyy =)

2)normal birth without epidural -just like how my mom did mase deliver her all 3heroins.hehe. Alhamdulillah Allah granted my wish,normal without epidural. indescribable pain but managed to bear with it patiently and strongly.my a not-so-supportive hubs really helped me a lot in went through the critical moment by saying "sayang,sayang boleh punya,sikit je lagi, syg dh tahan lame dah".eh i yg nak bersalin,dia pulak yg boleh.haha.

3)if possible,can my baby born in between time after Thursday maghrib-bfore solat Jumaat?-because its consider as Friday in islamic calendar.

actually Azriff was born in the same month wif our prophet Muhammad S.A.W (rabiulawwal). was hoping as well,that he gonna born on 12rabiulawwal,but terlajak sikit.but Alhamdulillah still thursday night (mlm jumaat).

4)water birth-haaaa,bab ni terpengaruh kt novel shopaholic,ouh my god,cool kannnnn????but whut to do,my gynae bfore this was working in Arab Saudi,she said arab saudi nye water birth much better than malaysia.here just a small pool,the plastic one like for kids tu and no jakuzi and all bfore the process.so,not recommended.ouh soo sadddd!after googling,i found only hospital pantai,penat pergi.skali Dr tak recommend.so, fine la.we go for the normal process,on bed punye (hubs kate ngade2 je nak dlm air bagai).actually i can use his privilege tau, can deliver baby anywhere in the globe, sure company cover.i dh request kat UK ke US ke tp xdilayan.nyampah!hahaha.(budget if branak kt overseas muka anak cam omputihla?)haha.

ouh my God,macam2 kan my wishes,certain people claimed im a "freak". hahahaha.

so, during my pregnancy,my gynae ouh my good very islamic,experienced and very good in assisting patients.mmg everytime nak check ke,everything she wanna do like rubbing lotion bfore she scan my tummy she'll bace doa,tgh2 check bace doa,and crita je ape prob kat dia.ade je doa dia suruh bace.so,jatuh cinta with her.haha.she told me with her,insyaAllah takde sakit2 emergency nak beranak ni,dia akan monitor frm time to time.i pon cuakla.alamak,camane nak monitor,because normally what i heard frm others,semua sakit2 nak bersalin baru gi hospital.what a good thing bout experienced Dr ni, dia bley agak dah bila nak bersalin.so,my EDD actually on 25th february but i really hope dpt deliver awal so that during confinement hubs will be here wif me.(giler x aci ok,dlm pantang srg2,nak amek exam bagai). so a week before i deliver baby,dh ckp kt Dr nak deliver next week (which is week yg 17th feb tu),so Dr ckp,if nak bersalin awal kene buat 3things:

1)ok,segan sikit nak tulis but since all my readers are ladies(i hope),haha.

having sex regularly like 1/2 times everyday.

2)play wif nipple.(suruhla hubs yg buat,jgn buat sendiri pulak,serious xfeel.haha)

3)pray continuously

so, after a week,went for check up,doc ckp dh bukak 3cm (ok,i dah cuak.gilo.xsakit xape,tetibe doc ckp dah bukak.ouh my God).that time rabu ptg(15th feb).so doc ckp balik rumah pack brg,lek2 gi hospital.and guess what?ktrg ni dah set in mind,since no rushing at all dr ckp nanti time bersalin,ktrg ape pon xprepare brg2 hospital.boley?haha.so, blk after maghrib,gerak pi Tropicana Medical Centre. then sampai sane dok tido je smpai the next day (thursday).pasai xsakit ape2pon.hehehe.then Dr dtg subuh tu ,she checked still 3cm, and asked "tak sakit ka?".i ckp "takde pon".then my doc ckp "ok,i tolong ni...." and she ...errrr jolok2 cket. few minutes after out of sudden my water broke.ouh my god,pebende yg doc buat td???hahahaha.then since after subuh tu barula rase sakit sikit2.the pain was like gradually increase.mase tu baru 4cm bukak.i tido bangun,tdo bangun.hubby?ouh kesian dia,kene tdo atas sofa,psl dlm labour room 1 bed je.tp nyenyak ooo die tido.takde la cuak ke ape.cettt!

then,after zohor ke asar baru rase sakit cam mencucuk2 sikitla,tahan lagi.tido bangun,selera makan xde dah.actually boring kot dok je atas katil.tp ade one nurse tu ckp,when my water broke,i cannot go anywhere,kene rest atas katil.gerammmmm jeeeeee!!!!org nak jalan2 barula bley distract sakit ni.but when nurse checked,still 4cm.apekaaaa???dr subuh td 4cm.grrrrr....then,after asar tu barula kemuncaknye.every 3mins sakit,every 3 mins sakit.then,ckp kt hubs,nak amek epidural la.actually nurse dah offer awal2,doc pon,but i reluctant to take it at first.mmg dah set takkan ambil epidural.no matter what.nak rase sakit beranak cane.hubs plak ckp "dosa u tu dahla banyak, bawak2la rase sakit sikit,baru insaf".cetttttt...wife mithali dikate dosa banyak.hahahaa.

then,when dah sakit2 tu,ckp kt hubs nak amek epidural,he said "sayang mesti ok,sayang dh tahan dr after subuh lg,ni tinggal sikit je,syg boleh".hangin gue.i yang sakit,dia yg boleh.tp mmg kuatkan smangat pon,bende yg keep on playing in y mind is what my mom gonna say bile amek epi.ooooo,mak i pedasssss wooo.hahahaha.die dh ckp awal2 "nenek ko beranak kt rumah,releks je takde epidural ke pejadah tu? mak dulu pon okje.ko jgn nak ngade2 amek bende2 yg tak tau effectnye...pot pet pot pet..." nanti if i amek,confirm die sebut2 smpai dapat cicitlaaa.hahaha.tu yg xmo.tp mcm dah sakit sgt kan,so,i ckp kt nurse call dr soh cepat dtg,bley amek epidural lg ke tak.nurse call dr,selambe dr ckp tunggu dia dtg.org dah sakit2 ni dr after Asar tu,bley plak doc dtg dkt2 nak isyak.dia ade operation buang ovari patient.kesian patient tu, tgh pregnant,ade cancer ovari pulak but they saved the baby,just buang 1 ovari.dont ask me how.dunno.after asar tu nurse check still 4cm bukak.haiyerr,pehal slow sgt tak bukak2.

then,dkt2 isyak doc sampai,dr check and she said "ok,dah bukak 10cm,we r ready k,boley start push".ok, menggelabah giler.apekah td nurse ckp 4cm tak gerak2.grrrrrrrr.....fyi, i tak mkn since lunch tu pasai tak selera,n rs mcm sengal giler dok hospital lame2,terbaring atas katil.serious the 2nd one nanti i nak gi jln2 pusing2 hospital tu kasi nak freshen up my mind and it'll distract myself frm thinking bout the pain.apedaaa nurse sengal, xkasi jalan2 pulak.

then,when everything was ready,dr ckp "bile rase sakit je push..."so,pushla bile rs sakit,i actually xdengar ape yg hubs i ckp mase tu die kene tlg ampu my head and push it towards the chest mase i push.doc suruh.so,maybe dia diam je kot.i mmg dah pesan awal ,jgn ckp "sabar yang" and yg seangkatan dgnnnye.org tgh sakit ckp sabar,mmg nak kenela.hehehee.so,maybe beliau diam dgn jayenye.hahaha. then halfway push i bley ckp "saye tak mampula dr...""...hahaahaha,bile ingat2 part plg lawak tu la.adeke bley ckp camtu mase push.doc ckp "eh,jgn maen2,baby dah engage,kene cepattttt...pushhhhh"....haiyerrrrr..so push la lagi.finally baby keluar Alhamdulillah.

so,the metaphor "mase bersalin mmg sakit,tp bile tgk baby hilang semua sakit"..booooo..tipuuuuuu...hahahaahah.din applied to me.1st time doc showed Azriff ms after mandikan dia,mase daddy dia nak taknikkan dia tu, i pandang je dia.dlm hati i ckp "budak ni la td yg nak keluar bkn maen susah"..bley ckp gitu?i bukan not being grateful.but i was blank.tak pernah layan budak kecik and actually i dont really like kids pon.i tak pernah babysit anak sape2,even my sist.psl gap jauh2 and mom never asked me to help her.and for us,yg beria2 nak anak was my hubby.i mase tu xde prasaan,husband ckp nak anak,kita layankan aje...hehehe.thought nak tunggu after i finish my master,but hubs tortured me la wehhh.everyday kt offshore called ckp nak baby.penat telinga dgr,6months after get married,production pon start Alhamdulillah tros jadi.heheeh.if la xplanning, maunye bunting pelamin.xdapekla gi eurotour.eh pasal tu plak i pk.hehe.

so,that was the process la.Alhamdulillah it went smoothly as planned, after deliver doc siap ckp "ok,dah deliver khamis mlm jumaat, as you WISHED =) ,nama dia ade muhammad lagi better psl ambil keberkatan Jumaat tu". at 1st ktrg tgh pk nak letak ke tak muhammad tu,bile dr dh ckp camtu,tros decide letak je muhammad. so,MUHAMMAD AZRIFF NAASHIF =). ouh i tak menangis pon mase sakit bersalin and mase push nak bersalin.mase tgk baby pon tak menangis.like certain mom,tgk anak terharu kan.i takde pon.wuwwuuw.am i a bad mom??? mase tu mcm2 yg ade dlm kotak fikiranku,dgn nak exam,assignment.few dys after deliver baby dh start pegang buku.wuwu.and my hubs pon takde nangis plak mase i deliver.grrrr.husband org laen siap ckp "if kite dpt 1 anak ni pon takpe,after this u takyahla bersalin lg ye,abg tak kesah".perghhhh...husband i?dlm pantang lg dh ckp "pasni Azriff dh 2years,dpt adik baru lg ok".i tny dia "nape syg tak nangis ms i deliver?" ."nak nagis watpe?"...uwaaa..kayu betul husbandku.tp since i pon tka nangis,so i tak rase apela.few of my frens said maybe sbab everything went smoothly.i takde terjerit2 sakit dlm tu,takde bende2 pelikla yg jadi like air ketuban tk cukup,baby cant breat ke ape.everythng was going ok.Alhamdulillah sangat2.thats y both of us rase mcm okey if ade baby lg insyaAllah =).

but i need to mention here,actually i feel glad,got hubs sooo kayu like that,certain women dont like that type of guy,a -non-romantic-type of guy (which is good laaa kan,takde org len nak.muahahaha).sometimes because of him,i become stronger and not easily give up.nak mengade2 pon tak boleh.mmg takkan dilayan.wuwu. and fyi, i didnt face any nausea,morning sickness,sakit pinggang ke ape throughout my pregnancy.Alhamdulillah.sebaliknya siap lagi bnyk berjalan and kehulu kehilir lagi.hehehe.mmg feel grateful sangat.im blessed wif excellent health during my pregnancy.puasa full sebulan =).yes,i should be strong for my baby.hopefully baby will be strong like mommy&daddy =)

till the next post.daaa =)

ouh my,schooo cute!

2011-06-17T06:40:00.001-07:00

cute tak????eippppppppp!!!! cant wait to see azriff wearing these! =)

his hobby:scratching his own face =( tak ensem dah anak mommy

randomness

2011-06-16T04:21:00.000-07:00

hey,im back!

ouh this entry wont be labelled under "baby/mommy" ok.dont worry.i know people will be getting bored if all entries are bout baby&mommy:P

oklah.scroll down to know more bout my idol.Tan sri syed Mokhtar AlBukhary.jika ade rezeki nak jadi mcm dia jugak.wuwuwu.got this info from few websites when i was doing for my masters assignment last semester. fyi,this tycoon is among 40 richest in malaysia.no 8 tu!hats off!

50 Perkara Dari Tan Sri Syed Mokhtar Al-Bukhary

1. Ada sebab kenapa saya bekerja seperti tiada hari esok. Agenda sosial dan kerja-kerja kemasyarkatan itulah antara sebabnya. Saya mahu meninggalkanwarisan untuk anak bangsa yang kekal berpanjangan

2. (berkenaan know who) Bangsa lain tak mengapa tapi orang Melayu kena berdamping dengan orang politik sedikit-sedikit. Tapi masalahnya kita tidak mahu melalui kesusahan; banyak yang mahu senang dengan mendampingi orang politik semata-mata.

3. Tiada apa-apa rahsia. Saya ini hamba Allah biasa, budak dangau macam saudara semua juga. Tuhan jadikan manusia ini sama sahaja. Proses kematangan saya yang membezakannya. Saya percaya sesiapa pun boleh menjadi apa sahaja asalkan mereka berusaha dengan tekun. Tetapi tentulah ia memakan masa. Tiada jalan singkat.

4. Saya mengenali kekuatan dan kelemahan saya. Apa yang tidak mampu buat saya akan minta orang lain tengok-tengokkan. Saya melalui jalan yang susah tapi itulah jalan yang kekal.

5. Kita perlu menggunakan kepakaran mereka (bangsa Cina) kerana mereka jauh lebih maju dan mahir daripada kita. Apa yang kita kurang faham kita berkongsi dengan tujuan untuk belajar dengan mereka. Apabila sudah faham baru kita boleh menjaga kepentingan kita.

6. Saya sedih melihat sistem sekolah pondok di Kedah. Saya ada cita-cita mahu memodenkan sekolah pondok. Kita kena maju.

7. Saya terlibat dalam perniagaan ini kerana saya tiada pilihan lain.

8. Untuk memajukan perniagaan, memang kena banyak sabar dan kuat berusaha.

9. Tidak ada jalan singkat. Saya belajar tentang perniagaan ini sejak kecil lagi dan saya juga biasa kena tipu.

10. Saya pun suka kemewahan. Saya pun suka tengok dunia, ke Tokyo , New York dan London . Saya pun suka pakai baju elok. Tapi kita hendak bermewah setakat mana, hendak pakai baju banyak mana, hendak tidur dalam berapa rumah satu malam, hendak makan pun sampai larat mana ?

11. Dalam hidup ini kita sebenarnya tidak ada status; ada masa di atas, ada masa di bawah.

12. Ketika Allah memberika kemewahan, kita kena turun ke bawah, tengok mana-mana yang boleh dibantu. Allah beri rezeki melalui kita untuk kita tolong orang lain. Rezeki itu bila-bila masa dia boleh ambil balik. Jika ada orang korporat Melayu yang tidak mahu turun ke bawah mungkin kerana bayangan duit itu lebih kuat daripada yang lain.

13. Korporat Cina turun ke bawah membantu. Orang Cina ada pelbagai persatuan. Kita tidak ada; kalau ada pun berpecah. Orang Melayu kita tidak mahu bekerjasama kerana perasaan dengki menguasai diri. Sudahlah tak mahu berusaha, apabila orang lain berusaha mereka marah

14. Rezeki yang ada itu sebenarnya untuk orang lain. Memang dari segi hukum pun begitu. Kita kena keluar zakat dan fitrah. Tetapi zakat fitrah banyak mana sangat. Islam agama yang adil; ia minta sedikit saja. Oleh itu, kalau ada duit yang lebih ia seharusnya dibelanjakan dengan baik.

15. Saya tak kisah kalau saya tak buat semua ini. Saya boleh tak buat apa-apa dan balik ke Alor Star. Tetapi saya rasa hidup ini sia-sia. Orang Kedah kata kalau mati nanti mata tidak tutup rapat kerana tanggungjawab depan mata kita tidak buat. Orang lain ambil kekayaan kita, ambil hak kita dan pergunakan kita, kita masih tidak buat apa-apa !

16. Saya ada emotional attachment kepada agama, bangsa dan ummah. Saya bukan individualistik. Diri saya tidak penting. Pangkat dan gelaran ini kepada saya tidak mustahak .

17. Saya sedih media tonjolkan saya begini. Saya malu kerana orang Cina kaya beratus-ratus kali ganda daripada saya. Tapi saya tahu orang Melayu kalau hendak berjaya kena kerja kuat tidak kira siang malam. Kita ada kekuatan yang tuhan beri melebihi daripada bangsa lain. Tetapi untuk maju kita perlu berusaha.

18. Saya asal daripada tidak ada apa-apa. Apa yang saya tidak tahu saya belajar, minta tolong daripada orang. Saya tidak malu. Saya bukannya mencuri. Saya usaha sendiri. Sikap pemalas dan pemalu ini yang orang Melayu kena atasi. Kita kena berani kerana benar. Apabila kita dapat keuntungan dan rezeki lebih, bolehlah kita menolong orang.

19. Kaya itu bukanlah kepada diri sendiri. Kaya itu adalah kepada kumpulan perniagaan ini, kepada bangsa dan kepada orang ramai. Saya hanya memegangnya untuk sementara sahaja.

20. Saya tiada keinginan untuk menyimpan kekayaan ini untuk anak dan isteri. Duit ini tidak akan kekal. Saya percaya hanya perkara yang baik yang kita lakukakan akan kekal. Bukan duit yang akan melindungi saya nanti tapi apa yang saya lakukan sekarang.

21. Saya perlu terus mencari peluang dan perniagaan lain supaya kita terus dapat bantu orang lain mengembangkan diri masing-masing. Saya bukan buat semua ini untuk diri saya semata-mata.

22. Ada juga yang saya usaha tapi tak dapat dan orang tak tahu. Apa yang saya dapat itu yang jadi masalah kononnya Syed Mokhtar sapu semua. Bangsa lain memegang pelbagai kepentingan dalam ekonomi, siapa pun tak kata apa. Ini masalah orang Melayu. Di kampung orang Melayu berpecah kerana politik, di bandar berpecah kerana ini (wang).

23. Saya percaya kalau rezeki itu Allah beri kepada saya ia bukan untuk saya tetapi untuk orang ramai juga. Orang tidak tahu banyak syarikat yang saya ada ini gagal dan tidak maju kepada saya tetapi orang tidak tahu.

24. Banyak orang percaya bahawa dia mesti ada RM10 juta atau RM20 juta dalam tangan baru hidup boleh selamat. Ini yang menyebabkan mereka hanyut daripada menolong orang lain. Mereka lebih takutkan diri sendiri. Mereka lupa bahawa kekayaan tidak boleh membantu selama-lamanya.

25. Orang kata saya takda duit tapi banyak hutang. Orang berniaga mana yang tak berhutang. Tapi mesti tahu bagaimana hendak meminjam dan membayarnya semula. Ada cara boleh kita buat. Tapi sebelum berhutang RM100 juta mesti sudah fikir bagaimana hendak membayarnya balik. Mesti ada tanggungjawab. Banyak orang mahu senang tapi tidak ramai yang mahu bertanggungjawab.

26. (perasaan setiap kali mendapat rezeki) . Saya ini kata orang Kedah, lebai kodok bukan lebai pondok. Tapi saya tahu hal-hal asas. Kalau mahu saya minta terus dari tuhan. Tuhan beri manusia akal dan fikiran. Kalau hendak pakai baju dan seluar biarlah padan dengan badan.

27. Kesenangan yang saya perolehi ini datang dengan tanggungjawab (bila pinjam bayar balik dan buat amal jariah). Kalau hendak dibandingkan dengan bangsa lain, perniagaan saya ini tidak ada apa. Tetapi walaupun sedikit tetapi yang sedikit itu ada berkatnya.

28. Saya suka kalau nikmat sedikit yang saya dapat itu orang lain boleh berkongsi sama.

29. Saya kadang-kadang kecewa dan sedih melihat anak orang alim yang sesetengahnya lupa diri setelah mendapat kekayaan. Saya pun sama seperti orang lain suka hendak ke luar negara tetapi kita tidak boleh lupa kubur kita dan asal usul kita. Di kampung kita mungkin ada jiran-jiran yang perlukan bantuan .

30. ……kalau tidak mungkin saya sudah ke Haatyai dan jadi nakal. Saya manusia yang banyak buat kesilapan. Tetapi saya insaf, beristighfar dan jalan lagi. Sejak awal saya ada kesedaran mahu mengekalkan hak kita sebagai orang Melayu.

31. Saya kata kepada diri sendiri kalau kerana itu saya terpaksa bersusah sedikit pun tidak mengapa.

32. Kekayaan ini tuhan beri kepada saya untuk saya menolong orang lain pula. Saya percaya kepada keberkatan rezeki. Hari ini kita tolong orang, esok lusa orang akan tolong kita pula dengan cara yang lain.

33. Kalaupun tidak sanggup tunggu 34 tahun seperti saya berilah sedikit masa untuk faham selok belok perniagaan, Insya Allah boleh maju.

34. Kita jangan cepat putus asa. Putus asa boleh tapi kena cepat-cepat kuatkan semula semangat untuk bangkit balik. Jangan jadikan agama hanya satu tempat untuk kita bergantung apabila kita susah. Tanggungjawab ibadah adalah tugas seharian.

35. Lifestyle ? Saya tidak ada lifestyle yang kena masuk kelab sana dan sini. Tapi tak semestinya saya tidak boleh turun ke kelab. Orang Melayu kalau hendak ke depan mesti ada cara hidup yang fleksibel, boleh naik dan turun.

36. Lifestyle ini sebenarnya satu penyakit. Saya biasa pakai Mercedes tapi sekarang saya pakai Proton Perdana untuk sokong kereta nasional. Kereta itu pun cukup untuk bawa saya ke mana-mana.

37. Tiada sebab kenapa orang Melayu tidak boleh maju. Ini saya berani perang dengan sesiapa pun. Orang Melayu boleh maju . Kalau saudara jadi wartawan saudara kena tanam semangat suatu hari nanti mahu ambil alih akhbar ini. Tidak ada sebab kenapa ia tidak boleh berlaku.

38. Kejayaan dan kelemahan orang Melayu bukan disebabkan oleh bangsa kita dan agama kita. Ia berkait dengan sikap dan cara kita berfikir. Gigih, tekun dan tidak mudah putus asa merupakan kunci kejayaan kita. Tapi perkara ini kurang wujud dalam cara orang Melayu berfikir.

39. Tuhan memberi peluang kepada siapa saja yang bekerja kuat. Apa yang ada pada saya ini hanya usaha. Kalau anak dangau macam saya boleh, tidak ada sebab orang lain terutama mereka yang dari pekan tidak boleh.

40. Kita tidak usahlah selalu mengulang-ulang perkara yang boleh memberikan kesan psikologi negatif kepada orang Melayu (kereta dan rumah besar). Kita kena kurangkan bercakap tentang kereta besar dan rumah besar .Sesiapa pun mahu pakai kereta mewah tapi bukan itu matlamatnya.

41. Orang Melayu sebenarnya kena membantu diri sendiri, kena bekerja keras dan fokus.

42. Sikap merendah diri perlu sentiasa ada dalam diri seseorang walau setinggi mana pun kejayaan dicapai.

43. Apa yang saya buat ini (kerja-kerja sosial) semuanya bermula daripada didikan orang tua saya sendiri.

44. Saya sendiri berhutang sambil berniaga dan buat sumbangan amal jariah. Saya tak mahu tunggu hutang habis baru hendak buat semua ini. Saya takut kalau hutang habis saya pun mati dan apa pun tak sempat saya buat.

45. Saya biasa saja. Hidup saya tidak berubah, dari dulu beginilah. Saya terima apa saja nikmat yang diberikan oleh Allah. Tidak ada segelas air, ada setengah gelas pun saya bersyukur.

46. Kalau kerana sedikit bantuan itu mereka lulus peperiksaan dan hidup mereka menjadi lebih baik, saya sudah gembira. Saya tidak boleh buat banyak. Alhamdulillah, lebih baik buat sedikit daripada tidak buat langsung.

47. Saya tiada minat untuk beli kapal layar atau kapal terbang. Saya fikir kalau saya beli sesuatu biarlah orang ramai boleh pakai. Saya suka kalau saya beli sesuatu yang mahal, biarlah orang ramai boleh pakai.

48. Saya gembira dapat membantu. Saya mahu orang lain merasai (kesenangan) apa yang saya pernah rasa. Saya tahu bagaimana perasaanya.Saya kata kepada diri saya, apa yang saya dapat saya mesti beri orang lain merasainya sama. Jangan beri kurang, lebih tak mengapa. Itu yang membuat hati saya seronok.

49. Saya rasa saya ingin menyumbang lebih daripada ini. Saya kata kepada kawan-kawan ini baru warm-up saja; kita belum berjalan lagi.

50. Saya rasa kita terlalu banyak ketinggalan.

EBM & travelling

2011-06-08T23:36:00.000-07:00

holla peeps =)

ok, malas nak intro2.will go straight bout EBM&traveling.

normally me prefer backpacking, but hubs not really prefer the too much hassle,or in short not a relaxing vacation.he prefers to stay in the nice comfy hotel,sleeps on bed,having coffee and tea in the room.i pulak suke bab2 challenging like tido kt train station time travelling.done that in sweeden and amsterdam. 2nights in a row slept at train station, kene halau dgn police drg,tido dkt bus station.mandi?man-man aje dkt public toilet!muahahahaah.itu gaya org muda travel (padahal sbab duet cukup2 makan aje).heheheh. when we did our eurotrip last year.got 1day actually unintededly to stay in Milan, but we stuck in that fashion city because that time there was big celebration going on in that city,so all hotel fully booked,ended up we stayed at train station,i mcm biase.cool.so,managed to sleep soundly lagi.haha.bising ka,apa ka.tarahal!but poor my baby,woke up in the morning he asked "how can u sleep when semua org bising2 ke sane kemari,bunyi announcement bagai".hahaah.dia xdpt tido rupanye...kekekeke.ok,so conclusion nye dh ade baby,lagila xley back pack.sian baby.wuwu. (eh just now i said no intro,but intro terpanjang pula-sigh).

ok 1st thing 1st.important stuff for baby when we are traveling (kawan2,pls bear in mind,im not an expert,so, if got missing here and there bout my way doing this and that,please correct&guide me k,much appreciated =) ).

1) cooler box for EBM - it depends on how long the journey is.like our trip,only took about 4hrs.so checked in the cooler box with our luggage.dont forget to write "fragile" on urbaggage.takot drg campak sane sini dgn harshnye. because EBM still frozen,so lambatla die cair sendiri.sampai HK still half frozen lg. got two packs of EBM yg ktrg make as hand carry,but already informed the stewardess earlier,so ok je.and can ask for hot water dlm flight if nak warm the EBM.

so,if we gonna be in a long journey like more than 5hrs,we can carry the cooler box as hand luggage.already asked stewardess,they said ok, but hafto fill in the form ke ape prior check in.nanti in october ktrg bgtau ye how's the procedure bcoz flight to UK is about 12hrs.

brand-coleman.bersepah kt jusco.hehehe.

ok,so when everyday we want tog o out frm the hotel,so just bring 1 beg for baby stuff.depends la if u all nak beli brand ape.i din buy any,bcoz when we bought medela,it came wif biiiggg bag (just like our handbag in bigger version),so mmg gune tu la.and got travel kit as well.so,use that tu put EBM and cooler pack.soo senang.buy 1 set of medela,got many things for free.hehehe...

put EBM &cooler pack inside.easy right?if u r going out whole day,budget2 how mane EBM nak bwk,like me i gilir2 so dat xyah pump =)

so this is the medela bag.dr bag ni terhumban dlm store buat pekasam,i gunela bag ni as baby bag for now.gantung dkt stroller,so i still can carry my handbag.huh, i really against the statement like 'xyahla bwk hangbag,ade baby,baby bag tu la handbag ko'.welll i dont practise that.(still mau bergaye tu).hahahha

but for hubby,of course he doesnt like to carry this bag ,so bag yg kt atas tu gonna be used bile i keluar wif baby and my frens ke,or to shopping mall.but when we r travelling,gunela backpack tu.so,senang we&hubby nak carry.lgpon time travel jrg bwk stroller,bwk baby carrier je.

2) travel changing mat

easy to use,anywhere&everywhere.hygine sikit and badan baby xsakit letak mane2 pon =) esp when its time to change his diaper.

the brand is -first year.boleh lipat2 sampai jadi kecik.msk beg.tadaaa.

3)diapers& baby wipes -

if going out for jalan2,bwk baby wipes yg travel pack aje.tkyah yg besar gedabak tu.wuwu

minyak yu yee if perut baby meragam,maklumla time travel takut mkn bende tk tentu hala.effectnya kat baby jugak.wuwu.

4)baby's toiletries&handkerchief& minyak yu yee cap limau

5) blanket -bley gune untuk kegunaan dibwh,as baby blanket or fold it nicely and become a baby pillow.(maklumla,time travel,nak jimat space bag,xkan nk bwk bantal,hehe)

7) thermometer &nail clipper. thermometer is important,manela tau bwk baby jalan2 tiba demam ka.haiyerr...kan susah.heheehe.

9) water flask

10) pacifier-if ur baby needs it

11)baby bips and napkin

11) baby carrier -actually i prefer baby wearing but bila pk2 blk,takpela,biar daddy carry azriff.mommy wanna rocks that 2/12 inch boots.hehe.actually nak biar daddy&son bonding tu lebih sikit psl daddynye selalu xde.so, belila baby carrier.

ouh God, i looooveee my boys! =)

12)clothes -spare-mane tau tetibe nak mandikan baby kt baby's room inside the shopping mall.or baby poo a lot smpai tembus ke kan.

so,thats all,if got extra tips,please share =) im still learning!

till then..taaaa

about EBM,EBM storage

2011-06-08T00:56:00.001-07:00

actually and seriously im not familiar with the terms :EBM,DF...blabla...haha.sungguh malas nak amek tau.

actually when i was in confinement, omg agak horror because at the same time i hafto do lots of assignments and study for exam.i dont want to defer my exam or rest for 1 semester just bcoz im having a newborn baby.and yes,in the beginning ,semua org giler2 advised tu jgn amek exam,sila pentingkan anak bla bla bla...which is i cannot relate amek exam time pantang dgn xpentingkan anak.yg plg horror dlm pantang me&hubs je yg jage baby.my mom dtg sekejap2 psl mysist sekolah lg kan.PIL plak ade another cucu that need to be taken care of.so, ktrg pon jage baby ber2.at 1st ms mule blk frm hospital,baby sejam bgn,sejam bgn..whoaaa.so,ktrg just gave a blank look to each other.sad la that time bcoz,bz study,assignments at the same time jage baby lg.dahla zero experience.but hubs really helped me and motivated me to be strong even got times we have minor arguments as well.haha.yela, hubs pon ckp defer semester,but im stick with my decision,nak habis cepat.so,nak jugak amek exam.due to my stubbornness semua malas lyn saye.hahaa.last2 slow talk with PIL n my parents,mintk drg dtg rumah jugak tlg jage baby dekat2 my exam week.Alhamdulillah drg agree.so, thank god and fyi, i passed my exam and can proceed to the next sem =) Alhamdulillah.

ok so during confinement,i already teach my baby using bottle dah,not breastfeed all the time.i have to study,buat assignment bagai.so,if direct bf how?plus if breastfeed,baby kan will fall asleep so fast and then wake up again after 1-2 hrs.so, if bg bottle 20z (Azriff minum 2oz mase baru lahir,then 30z) sekaligus drg terus tido,2hrs after baru la minum lagi.phew.

so,process mengepam susu mmg berjalan lancar and Alhamdulillah ms dlm pantang dpt gather all 132packs of EBM (30z).Azriff minum sehari 9-10packs,so dptla simpan stock for 13-15dys for him in case if im away due to something...something..plus my concern is when im bck to work,senang dh ade stock.

and hubs was very macho,stylo,the bestest in the world when he bought me medela freestyle.so sad swing have to put inside the store =(. much easier to pump breastmilk+ time consuming is lesser than using swing.10-15mins max!phew!so during confinement i pump 2-3hrs sekali,and gilir pump or breastfeed baby.so dptla bnyk stock.at 1st i pack 3oz je dulu.then after 2and half months Azriff minum mak aihhh,5oz sekali minum,so i pack 5oz je la.people say baby boy mmg kuat menyusu.so doa2 jela supply tu ade smpai dia 2yrs.insyaAllah. after pantang i pump 4-5hrs sekali until now.

ni pics mase 1st 2weeks pantang.

pack of 5oz-

actually for breast milk storage,dulu2 im using yg kt atas tu.lupe dah name.yg ikat pakai gelang getah,save cost cket.100plastics for belas2 ringgit rasenye.but when i call quite few numbers of baby stores,drg dh xjual.cisss...so, i use autumz and then suri.but i like autumz more.its no longer sold in the baby store which nearby my house ni.saddddddd!

so till next post pees!

p/s :since ive got so many Qs in facebook on how to travel wif EBM,ill write about it in the next post.insyaAllah =)

if u guys have suggestions/opinions about EBM please share ye.appreciate it much!

about being a mom

2011-06-07T09:58:00.001-07:00

Alhamdulillah my baby was born on 17th feb 2011- khamis mlm jumaat or considered as friday in islamic calendar.which was as my wish,hope and pray.thanks Allah.with normal procedure and managed to bear the indescribable pain ,without taking epidural.just like our moms did it dulu2 kan?hehe. the experience and process of giving birth will be told in the next-next post la ye.for now,since i have so many Qs in facebook regarding where i buy my baby stuff,BF,deep freezer and all (and those Qs make me back to become an active blogger).no,im not an expert mom,i just want to share knowledge with all moms out there and i also have few Qs which need to be solved.so, here we go...sharing is caring right?i really hope can get feedback from all moms or future moms or maybe opinions from experienced dads as well =)y not kan?

so, we started to buy our baby stuff on december (so,plus minus 7months of my pregnancy),and lucky us coz dat time got so many sales for baby stuff, furnitures and all.YEAR END SALE katenye...wuwuwu.we googled here and there, what stuff needed for baby,where n when we can get cheaper or best price on certain things.so here goes the long list:

EVERYDAY
Baby Napkins	Bottles Cleanser	Bottle Detergent
Bottle Brush	Bottle Tong	Bottle / Food Warmer
Diaper	Wipes / Wet Tissue	Thermometer
Feeding Bottles (6-8)	Bottle Drying Rack	Nappy Liners
Pacifiers (2-4)	Sterilizer Unit	Nappy Rash Cream

BABY CARE / BATHING
Baby Bath Foam	Baby Shampoo	Bath Towel
Bath Mat	Baby Powder	Baby Powder Puff Case
Bath Sponge	Bath Tub	Baby Cloth Detergent
Cotton Buds	Baby Lotion / Oil	Baby Nail Clipper/Scissor
Nasal Aspirator	Rubber Cot Sheet	Bath Thermometer

ON THE GO
Baby On Board Sticker	Baby Carrier	Infant Car Seat/Car Seat
Baby Stroller	Head / Neck Support	Baby View Car Mirror
Hot / Cold Pack	Nursery Bag	Car Back Seat Organiser
Water Flask	Travel Changing Mat	Milk Powder Container
Bottle Warmer	Pacifier Keeper	Baby Sling

COT / BEDDINGS
Baby Cot	Mattress	Playpen / Travel Cot
Baby Pillow & Bolster	Bedding Sets (2-4)	Changing Table
Blanket	Rocking Chair / Bouncer	Baby Swing
Diaper Stacker	Mosquito Net & Stand	Electric Cradle
Sping Cot / Net	Cot Bumper

MATERNITY
Breast Pad	Breast Pump	Milk Collection Shell
Feeding Pillow	Nipple Cream	PreNatal Heart Listener
PreNatal Talk & Tunes	Nursing Bra	Nipple Former
Maternity Back Support	Breast Milk Storage Kit	Pre / Post Natal Girdle
Nipple Shield	Nursing Dress

CLOTHING
Bibs	Diaper Pants	Baby Abdominal Binder
Hats	Handkerchief (6-8)	Mittens & Botties (4-6)
Long Pants	Long Sleeve Shirt	Romper
Shorts	Short Sleeve Shirt

TOYS
Baby Rattle	Crib Toys	Musical Mobile
Play Gym	Play Mat	Stroller Toys
Car Seat Toys

HOME SAFETY
Baby Monitor	Bed Rail	Night / Crib Light
Mosquito Repellent

so, for us we bought few important things saje,not all that have been ticked pon.haha.

below are some of the stuff we managed to buy bfore our baby was born.the rest of course after kesedaran diri menjelma,ini xcukup,itu xcukup after baby lahir.kekeke.

medela swing (yes,at this time still have zero knowledge bout breast pump,thought swing is enuff )-price rm 700+ (if im not mistaken,pls do ur own survey.tq=))

2 avent feeding bottles.price-cant remember.bought at sg penchala. (mybaby store)

kedekutkan?we only bought travel pack of baby lotion,baby powder,baby bath.actually we havent decided which brand is suitable for our baby.thats y beli travel pack aje.hehehe.

stroller&car seat-cybex rocks!hehe.myabe some of u never heard of this brand like d'famous Mclaren,actually this brand is still new in malaysia,its from German and the shape&design actually not much different from Mclaren.so,because the brand is still not establish yet in mesia, the price is quite cheap.please google-cybex.sarrah michelle gellar&britney spears are among big names who r using this brand =)

baby bath tub-looked at mothercare and other stores.the price is crazy-y we have to pay for more than 100rm for a blahdy piece of plastic?got some with bath thermometer and all.rase pakai tgn sudaaa.so,we go for rm25 punye kt baby store.haha.

baby crib (without the toys)-will story bout toys later =P.ouh we bought baby crib and stroller at ioi mall puchong.got sales at that time and lotsa cheap stuff there.ok,if u notice the green colour int he picture its actually baby's blanket,sungguh bnyk kegunaannya.bley gune mase breastfeed baby,or as a pillow ms baby kt dlm stroller.bought at isetan.brand-bumble bee.

deep freezer.bought at seng heng.dpt discountla,voucherla.mcm2.hehe.

so,people do ur own checklist.nail clipper,thermometer and others that have been ticked above also kene beli before baby kite semua lahir la kan.hehe.ouh,for diaper im using huggies-because its cheap.haha.

ok,people..till the next post! but i've got Q here.

my baby was born with thick hair,after his aqiqah,cukur jambul.rambut nak tumbuh balik mcm lambat.betulka baby's pillow is the reason of it?

the wedding =)

2011-06-05T23:27:00.000-07:00

tadaaa..im backkk!been away for few days.was going to Hong Kong for Azriff's 1st trip and his 2nd trip will be to UK in October.insyaAllah=). so will make this entry lenghty as usual but only wif wedding photos on hub's side.venue:our home. wedding planner:Nurul Shukor Touch.make up:Nurul Shukor. y i chose Nurul Shukor? got this 1 fine day years ago, i did my hair at this one particular saloon at the curve.i was asking for professional hairstylist, he consulted this and that...bla bla..he said i have high forehead and advised to use bangs with little or no volume to cover my forehead.so i asked him "siti tu got high forehead,selamber selak rambut dia kebelakang,nampak ok je"(ok,im not comparing my look wif her,of coz ehem...she's much cuter than me:if u say so-haha),but please take note that im talking bout HIGH forehead here.

so,my hairstylist said "u tau tak siti tu nampak cun sebab nurul shukor make up kan dia.nak byr nurul shukor mahal ok".so,since that day i promised myself to find out who is Nurul Shukor and absolutely i'll use his service/speciality during my wedding.

so,finally i when the wedding prep was ongoing,i went to his shop at ampang(nearby ampang point),and asked him bout make up.to my surprised,my hubby (at that time was my fiance) terus hire him as our wedding planner.and of course i was d'one who convinced him yg nurul shukor ni bagus.so,u guys see the outcome la ye =)

for more photos: please visit facebook- iezawani zainuri-azman

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.403216964280.164813.764799280

http://www.facebook.com/media/set/?set=a.403228604280.164826.764799280

life & miracle

2011-05-25T08:07:00.000-07:00

ouh yes.Allah is gracious.im super happy when Azriff was born in this world.
well, in a long distance relationship-i mean wif his 5 weeks offshore&5 weeks onshore routine,
of course within the 5weeks that he's away from me,im missing him like hell,
now whenever i miss him, i'll kiss my baby Azriff and yes,terubat jugalah rindu=)

so these are the pictures of Azriff

mommy like to buy jumper wif meaningful&funny words printed on it=)

this is sum kind like flashback kan blog ni?sekejap what's happening now and sekejap flashback of what has happened within last year and dis year. and as i mentioned before, recap on few things saje=)

so, again and again what happened on 12/12/09? yes.my solemnization and malam berinai (its kinda traditional&must do things in malacca.but seriously its fun tho!had a chance to fit myself into tiong hua,indian&jawa costume.i looked funny.lol) and got me in kebaya wif 'sanggul lintang'.honeslty i loike dat sanggul lintang.epic!haha

malam berinai in kebaya&sanggul lintang =)

baju jawa

baju tiong hua

outdoor photo shoot after solemnization

solemnization:121209

ouh yes.Allah is gracious.im super happy when Azriff was born in this world.

well, in a long distance relationship-i mean wif his 5 weeks offshore&5 weeks onshore routine,

of course within the 5weeks that he's away from me,im missing him like hell,

now whenever i miss him, i'll kiss my baby Azriff and yes,terubat jugalah rindu=)

so these are the pictures of Azriff

so, again and again what happened on 12/12/09? yes.my solemnization and malam berinai (its kinda traditional&must do things in malacca.but seriously its fun tho!had a chance to fit myself into tiong hua,indian&jawa costume.i looked funny.lol) and got me in kebaya wif 'sanggul lintang'.honeslty i loike dat sanggul lintang.epic!haha

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this and that-a long update

2011-05-24T19:20:00.000-07:00

hi all.

ok,since the last day i blogged..for about ...errr 2years ago (see the entry below-29.10.09).

i think my life is going like how i wished it to be...im married, and now having an adorable son.life is soooo amazing, isnt it? and im doing masters in MBA now and having my own business right now.so today, im a wife, a mom, a career woman, a businesswoman, a student.nahhhh...multitask enuff??hehehe.

so and so,i think im gonna blog about what happen today in my life and do a recap bout what happened in the past.i mean...few interesting that happened in my life since the last day i blogged.( i think i update u guys wif my engagement,my prep for wedding,so better jump to the wedding part and make it short.i have lotsa things need to be updated in here.isnt it?gosh!

recap: 13/12/2009-my wedding day =)

so, the wedding went well Alhamdulillah even got few things dat regretfully happened on wedding day like kelam kabut a bit because of no specific no for specific guests on the table, but luckily my helpers(sisters,relatives,cousins,friends,wedding planner) managed to control the situations and Alhamdulillah everything turned out ok. that one is wedding on my sidela. ive got the theme that i always dreamed of.fairytale+garden wedding. thats why u gonna see my dais looks like cinderella wedding horse or ala-ala horse drawn carriage.ok,pictures speak thousands word...lets browse...

for more photos-please visit my facebook :iezawani zainuri-Azman

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2011-04-20T06:19:00.000-07:00

Ouh my GOD!ive been on hiatus for errr....almost 2years!big applause!

i think im going to blog again...yes,bout many things.started with few interesting stories that need to be shared with you guys.will keep u posted! promise.xx

life and destiny

2009-10-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

UNDO

and

DELETE

if that "thing" keep on burdening my mind and torturing my feeling,
i'd rather stick with my 1st thought,

"be thankful...i know im lucky and and i should be grateful wif what 've been given to me"

is it easy to be deleted?

nope.

im struggling.

sigh.........

update!

2009-10-28T09:14:00.000-07:00

breath in....

breath out....

fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

dusty sungguh blog ini.... =P

wedding prep progress???

DONT ASK!

horror!

okie, blog update wif my bali pic 1st- 1 pic for tonite peeps =)

mi familia

2009-09-10T06:47:00.000-07:00

iftar -felda villa restaurant - family

pink is our theme =)

before dat: shopped at pavillion

i call it "a perfect day wif my family"

cheers

about being lucky and unlucky -

2009-09-01T06:39:00.000-07:00

we cant be happy all the time right?

an update:

yesterday me had buke puase session wif future in laws.
It's vital to get to know your fiance's parents, rite?!
so.. tadaa..now, im still learning on how to deal and handle my in laws
it will may take some effort - (but seems like everything is fine & in control so far)
2 way communication between me & 'em make my life easier,
yeah, sometime i feel like my schedule is very tight,
but still i can spare the time wif his family
seriously, family harmony is definitely worth the effort!
*bling2...i feel soo lucky in this part*

some time im kinda worry wif my desire.
i think it could make my life miserable,
I do not want to jeopardize my pleasant life,
but....ergghhhh, i should face whatever that might happen in the future right?
* ouh, i hate this part right hereeee-=P*

may GOD bless- amin

salam merdeka

2009-08-31T07:07:00.000-07:00

Looking back all the years, all the sacrifice
If you want to be the best you've got to pay the price
You learn it from the very start just how hard you must try
'Coz if you don't spread your wings then you can't fly
Look at where you are today
Did you ever think that you would come all this way ?

And now you're
"Standing In The Eyes Of The World"
Only moments away from what can be
There's a passion in the hearts of a few
ever waiting inside to be set free
When the time comes and your spirit
takes flight and you reach into
your soul and live it with all of your might
And there's no surprise that you're
And everyone tries when you're
"Standing In The Eyes Of The World"

Many have hopes and dreams that will not come true
And all of them left behind now they will live in you
Everyone feels the same once a day in the sun
But sometimes there is only room for one
Never ever been so near now the chance is finally here

the words and phrase motivates me to study hard and bring the victory home everytime after sitting for examination *yeah, d'big exam of course*

it also encourage me to prove to everyone that i can be as a successful person one day...

but seems like until now , in the age of 24, im still the old me, neither a successful person nor the one who can be as someone's idol. *yeah, i know i should be grateful for who i'm now and what i have at this moment- thanks to ALLAH*.. but in term of happiness *minus the relationship part- ouh yeah,im talking about my job now* seems like it still below par..
how can i be happy if i put my job as a priority and leaving all d'other things behind but im still not good at it, not really understand what im doing, how everythings works, how to do this, how to do that and i wonder how many days, months or years i can survive if i continuously doing thing that i dont really like, which is not my interest at all plus not even close to my ambition since i was young. nobody knows the pain that i endure, the thing is people judge me with materials, people judge the outside of me, yes i look happy, but no one knows how miserably my life is, when i have to worry about my job every single day,about my performance, about other people's perception of me and duh....so many things i hafto worry. moreover, no holidays for me, weekend in the office or work from home. ive tried sooo hard to give my best in what im doing, seems like sooo many things distract me, and other obligations require me to not really spending my time in the office during weekend. i miss my parents, i miss my fiance, i miss my friends.
but y on earth i always have no time for them? esp my parents? and why mommy still forcing me to keep this job? y mr fiance tell me to hang in there, things will work out? y dont anyone understand what i want and let me do things that i like?

yes, im trying to evaluate things in a very professional way,
i analyse things from different view, but i still stuck wif my first thought
" this is not the job i want and this is not what im suppose to do"

but why i dont dare to change it and just sitting on the chair that i used to sit for more than 3years? OMG!

can i survive wif lower salary?
can i survive if my salary is just around 4K permonth *if i got new job later*
can i survive if i have no money at all?
can i survive if im not who im today?
can i survive with the new job title?

can i?

and the big step i would make is to step from of oil n gas industry.
its not my thing, not my field and not my cup of tea.
yes, i can work wif O&G, but not as who im today, i love management & marketing more.

GOD, please help me. its such a pain in the ass when i have to wake up every morning and drag myself to work unwillingly with an unhappy face.

*i really need help*

about xoxo!

2009-08-26T06:44:00.000-07:00

uwaaa.. i cant get chuck bass's face out of my mind lately...
:the interesting chuck bass:
yummy!!!! hahahahah
dammit!and i loike blair waldorf a lotttt!
sigh *penangan gossip gurl*
i want sharp LX-d'side kick fon - *spotted*- haha..
i juz stared at blair's fon, mesmerized. gulp! -errr for 5 minutes!!!!!!
i wanttttt!!!!
dammit! or else, i want something like that..

and yesterday, me ,jules and mai went to low yatt, they accompanied me surveyin' n looking for d'fon *ala-ala xoxo-haha* for me.
and spotted! HTC touch pro-blergh- soo ala2 xoxo - uwaaaa..
slide fon for nokia,samsung and sony are too boxy, this 1 its like,curvy & tempting..
but the price--errrr...
ermmm,i dont want to think about how much it cost, or to think about those noughts.
the point is im going to use it for years!
and its good tho, really nice and practical. ok what else? *purposely convincincing mr fiance*
ahhhhhhh.....whatever it is, maby i should buy it in spain this november? *grin*

bottomline:
every1 will stare at me in confusion when i say i loikeee chuck bass, but i dont mind.
im pretty sure of who i loike, who i love and who i hate for real (but of course i dont have any1 whom i deadly hate at dis mo)

lastly : *spotted* u r reading my blog! xoxo! =)

ache

2009-08-20T10:13:00.000-07:00

*pole dance progress*

i can do the serpent now =) *happy mode*
will be struggling to do scorpio next....

but i need to practice more, to get myself "into" every movement that ive learned .
im rarely go to the class,
always skip summore. sigh. malaskan?
and i dont have a pole, that's the main reason y i always fail to perform well,
as i said to get myself doing well in this thing, i need to practice more and more.

cant wait to live in the house wif a pole attached to the d'ceiling..
most probably by end of this year kan baby? =P

Ramadhan is cominggggg..happy ramadhan all - semoga Ramadhan kali ini penuh makna...insyaALLAH.

S.A.G.I

2009-08-17T22:12:00.000-07:00

i've found this somewhere in FB:

I'm Sagittarius:

You are truly romantic. You are very trustworthy. You tend to get sentimental and feel very bad if someone breaks your trust. You enjoy a great rapport with the opposite sex. Acting mushy comes naturally to you. You are very active and adventurous in your romantic quests. Commitment is a feared word for you. You take time to commit. You do not get too possessive. You love fun and excitement in your relationships. You love to flirt with the opposite sex. You like your independence and want space in your relationships.

Your kissing style:
You are an impulsive kisser. Your deeply passionate kisses are remembered forever.

*i miss him soo much...*
OMG..ive been through this ctuation for more than one and half year already.
i should be more tougher...
and yes,i know i'll survive this time. just like bfore. *wif GOD's willing.*
i should conceal my sadness,as patrick also surely need me to be happy while he's away from me. i should gather all the strengths i have and do exactly the same like he does.
*do not think too much about the distance, he's just away for 5weeks to get his handsome monthly wages*
ok, now i feel better. all things in the world have pros and cons right?
sacrifice is needed some times. thats what im doing.
*Dear ALLAH,
may mr fiance reach new orleans and monarch safely-amin*

- stay & remain : all the happiness in the world-

2009-08-17T00:58:00.000-07:00

* hati berbunga riang,
bagai ada pesta bunga api!*

-remember this quote?-
and do you still remember Lagenda Budak Setan?
ahadiat akashah?

*lalallallalalalaalalalalalalaaa* - im loving my life-lalalallalalalallaa again.......

the Diary: Our sweet, sour, bitter 14 days....=)

2009-08-16T18:30:00.000-07:00

recap : me & fiance's activity for the whole last 2 weeks
since: after kursus kahwin -

dinner wif fiance's family at tupai2.
the steamboat taste realllyy goood.!
yummydelicious~~ woohooo...

katie got extra bonuses this month!
so, all the gurls got free marco's pizza-hooray!
*congratz katie n thanks a lot*
lucky u having the bonus, me? uwaaa..... dont ask! pathetic! i wish i have bonus2 as well.

-reunite after more than 2 years- thanks to d'ladies-

-Dudes-

then,i took 2 days off last week to settle my wedding thingy.
we chased time and seemed like 24 hours per day is not enough for us, i wish i have more time for our wedding preparation and on top of it, i really hope mr fiance will be in mesia longer than 2weeks. but.....
nvm, up to today, we managed to settle few things :

1) had meeting with our wedding planners for both side, confirm about or theme (our theme wont be revealed now,will let you guys find out-by attending our wedding) , colour, wedding costumes and make up. - so for both side-DONE!

2) HIV test, borang nikah,- filled up!-DONE! (but didnt get approval from imam yet, he told mr fiance to come again in october because the validation date for nikah form itu will only last for 3 months. so, better submit it in october- see malaysia punye birokrasi- grrrrrr

3) Hantaran stuffs - for wedding it'll be 9th-11th. we've got all the things except for 3 things -so, more or less 85% done la kan ?am i right?

okie, continue with the update- so, i took 2 days off (thursday and friday, we bz-ed ourselves with HIV test, *i got the long story for this*- d'day bfore i took day off, mr fiance showed fever and flu symptoms, so i advised him to go see doc, but he hesitated to go and insisted it was a normal flu & fever. so, i told him,if his condition getting worse,we need to go to clinic asap n he agreed. so, ok, we went for our HIV test. after the process done ( thank GOD we r free from HIV), we were about to step out from hosp and suddenly he collapsed on d'bangku2 kt hosp tu. i was shocked. asking the guard and people there to call doc. then sum1 came wif a wheelchair and i still holding my fiance , i looked at him, his lips & face turned white.very pale. ok, "dont panic i told myself", so i gave all infos to the d'doc, like he' juz coming back from US last week, he had fever and flue since yesterday and bla,bla,bla....they checked his BP, sugar and heart beat. dr claimed he had low sugar level( hipoglisemia- mind my spelling-keke) . he was half conscious. and dr asked whether he ate anything since morning, he said no. ceh! geram beta! bley plak tk makan since morning, if he's in healthy condition, i dont mind, but he was having flu and fever at that time.so, dr said, " kene masuk glukos la ni". mr fiance tros segar when he imagined the big needle and jab? whoaaa, patrick sgtla allergy.-hahaha.lawak2... trs die ckp "no, im ok"... then, i ran to petronas nearby n bought him 2 buns, mineral water and milo. dr n nurses let him rest for few minutes bfore another checked up and after that, they measure again BP, heart beat n sugar level, n they satisfied with the improvement of those, so, they allowed him to go home. then we straight away drove to pavillion, met my wedding planner ,talking & discussing & bla,bla,bla, only after 2 hours later we had proper food at madam kwan's (sian mr fiance, lepas sakit tros kene gi discuss2 n pk2 pasal wedding, then br makan).
then, around 1900hrs, we packed our stuffs and drove all the way to malacca. of course i drove that night since mr fiance wasnt feeling well. almost 2200hrs we arrived at malacca, planed to visit our kiosk, but mom already do the closing. so, juz straight away go to mom's. porridge and chicken soup was ready for mr fiance (my mom mmg bias dkt encik fiance, bile tau die sakit,tros je prepare food for him, cube kalau i..harapan!), then we watched CSI miami (abang HHHHHHHHHHHHHHH =P), ceh sekali tk mati pon, tipu btol. then we went to sleep.

the next day, we went to malacca mall, visited our kiosk, big boss eager nk tgk kiosk die, then he checked the cleanliness,arrangement of the things like this thing need to be in first compartment, that 1 should be on the left side, bla,bla.. (tell you he's more concern bout food quality,cleanliness and stuffs arrangement than money that we've got that day, so i checked stocks in and out, money in and out and many thingsla we discussed and plan to improve few things in future.
then, we had lunch at grannny's. grandpa siang2 dah kopekkan kelape mude untuk mr fiance yg demam, and grandma cooked us few kampong dishes. kami makan joyously. hehe. then, borak2, gelak2 n my baby di served with biscuit kampong tu, alaaa, yellow colour ,thick, n hard biscuits but when u dip it into hot water, it taste better than its look. then we headed to mom's. we planed to go back to to kl that evening (thursday), because we have another meeting wif nurul shukor d'next day. but bfore that, we went to clinic nearby mommy's home, bf got examined, dr confirmed he got high fever-seee, degil,awal2 tkmo pi jumpe dr. so,again i drove back to kl.

big boss checkin' the kiosk

- gambar ini hanyalah dapat dilihat bila anda berada di kawasan perkampungan-

-mommy and grandma- kami adalah keluarge yg tak akan gemok!hehehehe-insyaALLAH.

patrick bermesra2an dgn grandpa-kene belajarla kan

our reflections

serious nak focus kt grandpa's kebun but patrcik selalu ngelat focus kt die =P

my baby wif booties-haha

the next day, P.A nurul last minte told us the meeting will be postponed to sunday.sigh - if we knew it earlier,we'll stay at mommy's much longer. but nvm, mr fiance had a good rest dat day, he spent the whole friday morning and evening on bed and at night we went to his parent's.

on saturday -was our hantaran hunting day- ouh, we went to dzull de classique first. tempah babju melayu for nikah n baju kurung for khatam Quran. then we went to starhill galllery and pavillion -shopped for our hantaran. after 6hours melepak di pavillion, we realized that we spent...err... biasela, for us yg tak biase wif branded stuffs and spending that much money perday, so for us its quite like..whoaaaa...wth? and when i placed my palm on patrick's forehead "baby demam lagi,panas ni?", "mane tk panas syg, banyak keluar duet today"..
ngeeee- so better the kasut hantaran, ill buy by my own, nanti patrcik pengsan when he look at the figures (ouh,im not gonna buy damne luxury brand for heels, its just you knowla patrcik ni tk biase, some time not too expensive pon,but he still thinks its expensive), i dont know what's the limit for my hantaran heels, patrick didnt say bout the price limit yet, but i think im gonna propose the price to patrick,if he didnt agree, then better i buy it by myself. ouh, we bought his mom and dad a handbag n wallet for hari raya (see, bakal menantu yg baik, reminding patrick to buy new things for his parents-heheheh)
then, at nite lepakin' at william's wif d'gurls (nadia and azwa) n then droped by at mina's, then balik rumah.

On sunday, i went to the office,checked jobs running and submitting jobs and then off to fiance's sister's. at first, i planed to cook few dishes for patrick n the family, but plan changed last minute due to unavoidable reasons, kekekee..ended up patrick's sister served us wif her nasi ayam. menarik kannn..kekekke....

then,we went to nurul shukur touch, confimed n discussed bout this n that... for our wedding of course... then, we had dinner at yong tau fu.

so, dats it laaa....the story for d'last 2 weeks until yesterday.until d'day i sent him to KLIA, sacrifice again for his work. yerp, for d'next 5 weeks.may he reach monarch safely. we had pretty tight schedule for 2 weeks, but we had quality time together, we shared our own moments, wasnt juz a happy part,we shared our sad, sick time and involved ourselves in a lil arguement as well- yeah,that's d'true colours of relationship.we shared everything. it seems perfect. because we cherish each other and we being thankful to GOD for who we r. we never expected more than what we have now. and because we care, we love and we appreciate each other..Muccchhhhhhh!

i love you baby.I really DO.

happy?

2009-08-09T07:49:00.000-07:00

+saye dan kesopanan dan kesusilaan =)+

kursus kawin done!!!! hooray!!!!! =)
so, what else left?

1) HIV test - wednesday
2) fill in borang nikah -him
3) bring borang nikah from both side to malacca , meet the "imam" , me & dad sign it witnessed by imam and tadaaa!!! done =)

see, Alhamdulillah we are few steps moving from bfore, (static n still like almost zero preparation for our wedding..)

he'll be here for only 2 weeks and we r a bit bz settling many things. includin' looking for wedding planner, wedding costumes, make up ,whoaaaa and many2 things.

so now we got our make up artist, wedding costumes and wedding planner for his side.lega2....

all will be done by nurul shukor touch - for his side -so from head to toe ill use nurul's talented touch! gile dying for nurul shukor. but for my side she wont be available on that day, anak sedare die kawen...wuwuwuwuuw... whut to do...sgtla choy!

so, babes, i will keep you updated wif my wedding plan . =)

spongebob n patrcik n bikini bottom - with their wonderful life

2009-08-06T07:35:00.000-07:00

amin...

patrick is backkkkkkkkkk =)
so, stop wondering why im on hiatus for about 1-2 weeks..hehhehehe.
we r spending our quality time together...
mushy2 everyday, gado2 for a minute or two... n most of the time bz preparing for our upcoming wedding day...

we'll go for our "kursus kahwin" in setiawangsa this weekend.
meet my wedding planner, make up artist n lots of things need to be discussed.
n hey, patrick is back form paris and guess what he bought for me?
i think most of you know the most irresistible thing from paris =)
but patrcik doesnt allow me to post any pic or talk about "that thing" here.
jangan show off die kate...
bukan show off kan,,.,juz sharing my happiness wif you guys kan?
i should be rewarded wif that thing and many other things for my patience after a long waiting without complaining right?
i endure all my probs, burdens and emotional things by myself without complaining and redha je kan wif the distance. nice lady kan i? hhehehehe....
you should be proud of me baby and thanks for "that thing " darl =) *kisses*

*may this happiness belong to us forever-amin*

lets talkin' bout P.A.R.I.S =)

2009-07-27T06:16:00.000-07:00

i wont make this blog lengthy... juz will let you guys scroll down and enjoying me& frens' pics in paris, france.
sincere comment: after spending like 3-4 days in paris, i think paris is not the best place to go for honeymoon as many other people may think, paris is juz a normal city,wif hustle and bussle , crowded (say something positive bout other people country occay ) and yeah of course the beauty of old buildings that can be explored (if u r soo into art), or museums (like musee d'louvre- also a piece of art that can be treasured) or if its been ur ambition since childhood to mount eiffel tower, so definitely paris is d'best place 4 you to go, but err....for honeymoon, i stick wif my thought. huge NO! *more pics in my facebook and friendster*

*note to mr fiance: baby,if u eager to mount n be on top of eiffel tower, i think you can go without me , darl,take ur chance to explore musee d'louvre as well, dear! bcoz i wont be going there again unless if i have a chance to go shoppin' for LV there =)..hehehhee... ouh, keep in mind u have important obligation there too - u know what sayang =)* and im waitin' =P

disneyland, parissss

warner bross

paris disneyland

musee d'luovre

eiffle tower

i mounted eiffel tower =)

beautiful scenery from d'top of eiffel tower

its windy on the top of eiffel

awesome kan paris?

theeee

birthdaY party 2H

2009-07-21T07:14:00.000-07:00

occay2..*hands up*.. i take back all my words(like whatever have been said in my previous entry)-well, (u can call it an emotional entry anyway, =P),
i hafto admit sometimes my emotion can be influenced by few bad hormones or even by a bunch of morons.
occay, i dont blame any1 here, literally i blame myself more,
how can i let others' bad minds dominating my thoughts?
like wtf? i cant control myself and my mind. sigh.
occay, blame the hormones as well, today is my first day of menstruation.
too bad la kan?
ouh, ill update bout this thing in the next few days.
im kinda not in the mood to "fire" people rite now,
oyeah apparently staying away from any arguements is one of my virtue isnt it?*prasan mode*
ouh, but at least i know now, i have few loyal readers, i thought i only "syok sendiri" all dis while wif my boring blog...hhehe..thanks to all 4 ur support.

okie, back on track, last 2weeks my future-sis-in-law held a bitrhday party for 2H (Haziq and Haikal) , the party went well. but i think it was sort of gathering session for 2H's mama pulak,hehe. Their mama bz eating , talking and of coz camwhoring wif her friends while 2H bz wif their prezzies. and i was a photographer on dat day.

ouh, before the party: me, haziq,dik min (my niece) together wif future bro-in-law went to midvalley to watch transformers 2. boring? u judge it! its better i go with the nice and nephews than going alone rite? since all the darlings already watched it wif their lovers. occay, im not complaining, i respect those who have their loves one around em everyday, i cant complaint bout them and being selfish juz bcoz my patrick is not here rite? ouh, im not that shallow pals. i chose this so-called-long-distance relationship, so im gonna live wif it.i juz swallow d'bitter part and stay wif the things, activities and people who could keep me happy. thats it. i dont feel miserable juz bcoz my fiance is far away from me, i always be POSITIVE, thats my point. even some time i fail.kekekeke... blame the hormones again..hahaha....once in a while baby =)

okie, pictures =)

bottomline: its sad when me and patrick dont have chance to web-caming while he's in portugal and spain. really hope we'll get the chance to ber-webcam when he's in france next week.sigh. *web cam sorang2 boley*

his aunt n dad

few of d'guests

D'foods

2H - haikal excited tgk candles

cute: his attempt to blow out the candles.

candles off

2H's Ben 10 cake

me & dik min -on the way to ayong's from midvel.

maksu yg baek =P :swatch for Haziq

maksu yg baek =P : Thomas and friends for Haikal

mY cute little nephews and niece

me, angah and his dad

2009-07-19T05:12:00.000-07:00

+ this blog will be closed soon,
new blog - only for invited readers..
few entries have been taken out , due to some reasons,,
till then, c ya +

word of d'day : its not worth it to hold anything which is not belong to you, its better you realize it now than never.....

adios...

beautiful coincidence - M.U at mandarin oriental

2009-07-17T09:00:00.000-07:00

" MU is coming to mesia for 3 days, ko peminat MU kan?" my colleague told me

"yeah, i know" - concentrating on the screen in front of me and typing my weekly status report briskly.

"hey lunch time, lets go to KLCC, MU will be there shortly", and my other colleague dragged me to klcc for lunch

so, we go lepak at aseana cafe, while we were waitin' for our order....

"weh, look at those busses, maybe got MU stars inside, lets go to mandarin oriental!!!!"-which is juz nearby, 5secs je pon, hihi...

then?

"garnesh, please lend me ur iphone" - and happily capturin' few pics of all the Stars.
but where is owen?

*shrug*

and hey, rooney?

*ouh,shorty......*

ryan gigs?

*ermm,yummy*

edwin van de sar

*gulp, tempting*

hahhahahahaha... only few names i knowlaaa....

okeh,piccies....

bottomline: ooo, u DO NOT like MU? so whutt? i dont care and dont even bother 'bout what u like and dont-excuse me ya!

rio ferdinand

wes brown

from left: edwin van de sar, wayne rooney, michael carrick, and berbatov far behind

-ryan gigs, wayne rooney, edwin van de sar

uncle botak =P

nani

-darren fletcher, john o'shea

Quest of the viking spirit -Norway

2009-07-16T08:10:00.000-07:00

Hi all,

(while waiting for few of my running jobs to be finished, i pleasantly went through every labels on the left side of my blog-in case u didnt noticed all this while) ,and when i clicked on "going places" i juz realized i havent updated about my trip to norway, it wasnt a holiday trip or what, but it was a short course or school we called it, which we need to attend for 2 months and i tell ya, it wasnt fun and it was more to learn about new things (something related to what im doing right now-seismic!!!!), new softwares and to learn more bout company, and the exams are quite difficult compared to any exams ive ever took. (maybe because it wasnt my background and my field at all-)-so,it was considered as new things for me. that was the worse part and i was having a very hard time there. in 2 months we need to take 8 theoritical tests and 2 pratical tests. damne scary,huh? and if u r fail, then u'll be fired! hahahahhaaa...sgtla choy! okla ,enjoy d'pixxies!

ouh, i think got another visited countries i need to update in here as well, such as:

-Paris, France
-Amsterdam
-Sweeden
-Dubai
-vietnam
-Gold coast & Brisbane

later ya!

afterwork, hang out wif classmates at pizza stua.

me and olga -shite, i hate it when i can see myself obviously look short in this pic -of course..wuwuwuuw!

mY classmates-2 russians, 3 malaysians, 1 brazillian, 2 middle eastern, (2 lecturers, american and australian) and the rest are indians.

boating in oslo wif malaysians

Holmenkollen Ski Jump-Norway's most popular attraction for travelers.

1st experience- flying 100 meters in the world famous ski jumping hill inside the ski-simulator.

its look like real right?

cYcling day in norway =)

juz arrived : asker, Norway

mY little daily__fresh =)

2009-07-14T08:33:00.000-07:00

juz addin' on 1 more obligation for myself:

owning, handling & monitoring small daily fresh kiosk - we r 1 of daily fresh franchisee based in malacca.

-we have multiple choices of waffle cake, cup corn and various type of ice kimo-

big thanks to mr fiance for allowin' me to do this small business and d'most important thing is he allocated quite huge amount of money to invest in this business. *hugs and kisses*

its always been my dream to have my own business when my age reach 25 and he lived my dream.

truthful confession: mr fiance always live my dreams, many things happened and he was a responsible person who tried to make me happy by fulfilling few of my dreams and ..... i shall say, im pretty lucky having him as my partner, and to ALLAH i pray, may this guy belongs to me forever because no matter what happen in the future, i'll share his happiness and sorrows, his ups and downs, his joys and his tears, no matter what, i wont let him to be alone and if he still needs me, ill always be by his side- forever and ever-insyaALLAH.

and pray to ALLAH to continue give His blessings on us and our business.

mY little daily_fresh at malacca mall

+ bile boss turun padang =) +

customers , staffs and kiosk

my mom unofficially became as an operation manager on that day =P

mY big boss =P -picture of him in old trafford

OMG, its already 5 weeks and i miss him soooo much!
no wonderlaaa, everyday keep posting mushy entries,
bear wif it readers, my *rindu mode to patrick* dah datang! =P

nitey nite babes!

Random~~

2009-07-13T09:29:00.001-07:00

story 1

request unapproved!
application declined!
paris??? who r u? -ignoring-

uwaaaaa......

redha..redha...

his words - "siap berkomplot dgn ayong nampak, nak pujuk i to let you go to paris, tak jalan jugak-haha *evil laugh*"

blurp *merajok mode*

rethinkin' and reconsiderin'

majok? useless! jenis2 patrick ni buat penat je nak majok kan.

if i say "baby, i majok"

"ermmm", his prompt reply

"ermmm ,je? i majok betul2 ni tau, tk reti2 pujuk ke?"

"ooOOOooo, kene pujuk eh?, nape sayang majok?"

Oooouh my GODDDDDDDD...will u continue sulkin'?

when u know dat person wont bother to coax you or even not taking serious wif ur *majok* mode?

ceh! penat kan majok??? siap nak kene explain plak nape majok n sometime siap kene explain care2 nak pujuk n kasi kite cool,bley?

yeah, that's my patrick, so i decide not to majok...plus i know and i believe he always knows whats best for us....

like last time mase i ckp "baby, nak gi london n scotland,thinkin' of attendin' ku'in's convocation day in aberdeen,scot"

"ok, syg, i survey tix n d'place"

and when i requested to go to gold coast early dis year, at first i majok gak,die mcm tkmo pergi, then, suddenly he said "ok2, i book now, lets go to gold coast"

terus kite senyum...comel jugak patrick ni some time kan? heheheheh...

so, dis time he explained to me bout money planninglaa ,(plus we'll be getting married this year, we should save more money for our big day plus++ return tix is 10K ++ occay -last minutelaaa...cittt...)

so, takpela, tak majokla ngn patrick....but patrick still tak chomel, comot and tak ensem bcoz patrick didnt allow me to go to france wif u ....

*mogok cket* =P

story 2

"hello, wanie ye?"

yawning wif half eyes closed, "ye, wanie"

"pakcik ni, ape khabar"

shite-jump off from bed, dis time my eyes fully & widely opennn

"yee, pakcik,errr"-mumbling-cursing myself

"lame tak dengar cerite, ape khabar?"

errr,lame - (last week- bali trip, this week- my staffs having training at sunway-damne bz monitoring and pick em up after training and drove all the way to sunway form kl.

"oooOOooo, maaf pakcik, dr balik bali tu macam sibuk cket, pakcik sihat?"

"pakcik sihat, Alhamdulillah, ni tido lagi ke?"

this eyes automatically have a quick look at the tick-tockin' clock - half past eight in the mornin'???? ni dah kire kantoi dgn bakal daddy in law ni-uwaaaa, change the topic or juz make an innocent confession? *thinkin'*

"errr, a'ah pakcik, semalam man call sampai lewat malam,lambat tido" - spontinously the idea came form the brain, so simply the mouth pouring all the words and nicely say it with full of confidence, - blame the fiance!!!!! hahahahahahhaha - good idea- *big grin*

patrick mmg call pon dat nite kan darling? hehehe...

then 2-3 days after, i innocently told patrick the story, and he came wif loong lecture

"i tak tau syg,smpai bakal ayah mertua call, kite nak hidup ber2, syg kene jage hati......bla..bla...bla", cit ...nyesal cite....kene ceramah plak...

the i said" oooo, macamla, baby selalu call my mom, jgn sampai my mom call baby atas kapal tu, haaaa, baru tau"

he laughed and i smiled - silently i told myself "patrick ni cute bile gelak-ceh, padahal tk nampak pon dlm fon-hehehehe-

deep inside im telling myself - only he can bring me laughs and tears, and only he who could understand me better than others - i love you sayang...

hhahahhaha...mushy post- dont puke darlingsssss!!!! =P

= fiance & france =

2009-07-07T08:14:00.000-07:00

i wrote a letter to him since we r farther form each other at this moment-

Baby,

may i accompany you- to shop our wedding gifts in france?
eventho i've been there once, but this time it would be different because im gonna spend every single moment there wif u, browsing and shopping in paris would give us new experiences and well, you & me know u have a good tase in choosing handbag and shoes for me, but errr baby.... choosing it together would be more fun & memorable for us right?

love,

ur quay2...

alaaaa......approve tk baby? =(

Jai Ho! yOu're mY destiny -amin

2009-06-29T05:06:00.000-07:00

the pictures are herein! =)

31st may 2009. azman & iezawani. we r officially engaged...

pics -courtesy by hanan...

parent welcoming comrades & engagement ceremony started with bacaan tahlil & yassin

D'beginning - make up session-

make over done and discussion between both sides is still ongoing

darlings, gfs, bed, me & us - while waitin' 4 discussion to be finished

captured! covered up my nervousness feeling by torturing mr & miss photographer to take more & more pictures of me - mr boyfren was sweating outside d'house, seems like d'discussion was taking tooo long!!1

yeah, hiding nervous feeling inside wif a warm smile& making graceful steps to the dais.

memorable & unforgettable: the moments i know he's mine and that Tiffany is also belongs to me!!! weeeee

Random piccies!!

ma familia: obviously our theme is pink!!!

future parents in law + mr fiance in pink.. =)

azman & iezawani: eternal love - you are mY destiny baby

ironic: Baby, if love is great, and there are no greater things, then what i feel for you must be d'greatest, mY baby darling =)

we've been seperated miles away but our heart stay together, no matter what...

happiness & sadness,ups and downs, near or far, our love is getting stronger day by day

greatest give from GOD: ill always aprreciate "it" & take a good care of "it" -may happines wil always be ours - amin

London: memories in london in 2008: D'moment he knew he's d'1 for me
eternal: and mY love for him will never fade away...

happily engaged: sorry, im taken!

what satisfies me is who completes me - and its you baby =)

and the story is complete....about our beautiful engagement =)

more pics in : friendster and facebook - iezawani zainuri

the 7-11 -for mE =)

2009-06-18T03:40:00.000-07:00

okie,update-update!
about his hantarans to me pulak...
scroll down peeps!*excited* hehehe

fondant cake decorated with pink rosses
nice cake but again, not recommended,
take time to cut d'cake into slices, its damne hard occay
d'royal icing laaa kan of coz!
price : RM 200.
cake maker: around batu caves area - jauh kan?

sirih junjung

telekung
bought in bandung as well =)

fruits- pears ,plums and grapes

baju nikah - d'lace only
d' satin is with me,
cant put it together, too crowded + no space- hehhe

sepasang baju kurung pink- hehehhe
this one bought at jalan TAR
silk eh ayong? i think its pure 100% silk.

D'most important part!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my engagement ring =)

certified diamond solitaire engagement ring
Tiffany & Co
platinum + diamond ring ( extremely craving for it - unnegotiable )
i explaind to mr boyfriend, for me, i put this ring as a high priory thing for engagement,
i dont mind if i pay it by myself, -im not saying i have tonnes of money, its just...its just my DREAM,
its about, what i want! and im willing to "invest" huge amound of money for it
- and mr boyfriend willing to buy it for me-
he said "iskh, i can pay , let me pay"
comel kan? hehehee

OMG - im wearing an engagement ring!!!!!
im engaged already!!!!!

*nak tido sambil senyum sebab fiance dah call tadi =)*

the 7-11 -for him

2009-06-15T03:27:00.000-07:00

yerp- as mY favourite no, most beautiful combination in the world! *grin* 7 and 11. =) but the theme- pink and light purple- errr, not really....
ouh,nvm, so i gave 11 hantarans to fiance (light purple), and i get 7 hantarans in return -and of coz in pink! and yes, i chose the sangkar, i really wanna put everything in the sangkar, since 3 years ago, i dreamt of using sangkar instead of box for my hantaran stuffs.

*note for stefan- hantaran is gifts exchange between the bride and groom, it considered as a compulsory for malays.its a tradition anyway. The gifts are normally clothes, some accessories, cakes or 'kuih'( traditional cakes). But for us, we chose to give more sweets and foods for engagment hantaran, no shoes or handbag, ouh n say no to perfume! but for wedding hantaran, i think u will like it a lot stef, bcoz u gonna label us as *gadget freak*- wait, ill list down my wedding hantarans in the next entry...=)

hantaran to fiance and my pelamin =)

purple hantarans =)

mY own design- MU cakes - we r d'fan of MU. so whutt?
cake maker : artisan cake craft
price: RM 380
Taste : tasteless! never go for cake wif thick royal icing
it'll screw up ur appetite! sigh, anyway its a lesson learned
for us as well =(
GODIVA Chocolatier
place i bought: KLCC
price: RM 350

Purple fondant cake
cake maker : Artisan cake craft
price: RM 320
Taste: again! ive made a big mistake! euwwwww

thing dat can represent us!
spongeBob and patrick =)
cute cuppies aite?
i requested and forced agnes to do that for me
and miss agnes feel weird, its not a normal flowery cuppies for hantaran
well,its d' time to be different from others, rite? =P

home made kek lapis
price: free of charge!
special from my beloved aunty
delicious n very d'yummy than other cakes
thanks to my aunt, at least have 1 back up kan? hehe

fresh fruits
grapes and yellow kiwis
we loooveee yellow kiwis anyway

Baju nikah - pure white
bought in bandung, go there and buy anything from clothes to hantaran and door gift,
sure will get cheaper price than here!

old fashioned samping
bought at Jalan TAR

Songkok
bought at Jalan tar

assorted kurma
kurma with zaiton,apricot, cashew, nuts
bought at KLCC
rm 20 per box

sirih junjung

for the gubahan hantaran,actually my mom sent it to her friends, but i didnt like the way she did the gubahan, so i went to the market, get the birds and butterflies and luckily i have a cousin who knows how to make my hantaran look prettier, nicer and better than what i've got before and (credit to kak ila), no doubt! she is very talented in doing gubahan hantaran and actually she do dis kind of bussiness! wanna try? gimme a ring, ill connect u directly to her =) promo2!

my bz cousin -repairing the gubahan for hantaran -woot**

taaataaaa

what's inside the goodie bag? =)

2009-06-12T04:21:00.000-07:00

Other than serve our guests wif d'famous malacca assam pedas + gulai nangka + ayam goreng berempah + ikan masin + sambal belacan + otak2 popia goreng + curry puff (ouh yeah, we served malay cuisine and at the same time promoting + introducing people to our 'malacca's most famous assam pedas tetel'), we also gave the guests cute pink goodie bag (follow the theme kan kami?)=)
The purpose behind gift bags for out of town guests is to thank the guests for traveling such distances to be with the bride and groom-to-be ni- InsyaALLAH.
Of course, the best thing about any goodie bag is the special surprise within.special ke rakan2 =) =P

ouh sorry bout the pics- a bit blur plus been edited too much to increase the resolution + to make the colour brighter but ended up some pics look a bit dim even some of it too bright pulak. sigh.

bundle of goodie bags

is it a must or whutt?

pink "Thank you" -handkerchief

home made suji crystal-mom's idea-layankan aje

apollo product- dad insisted after bought it directly from factories
(nearby our house in JOHORE)
Kurma with olive + nuts + apricot

a rottan /bamboo box?

whats inside? Andes + hershey's

cute cuppies =)

agak poyos ye tulisan itu =P

bought from kak mona cuocake - rm4.50 each

booking? text me to get her number occay-promote2...hhehehe =)

tadaaa- small appreciation for our guest who drove

all d'way from KL,selangor,malacca and johore =) to be with us by attending our engagement ceremony on 31st May 2009.

thanks to all and millions of sorry for any flaws from our side and thanks for coming!

loveeee ya!

Our decisions- and place for wedding

2009-06-08T09:16:00.000-07:00

since i still dont have edited pictures from mr photographer, lets talk bout sumthing else first.

ok,what have been deicded on dat engagement day between both side-me familia and d'fiance's?

*penting untuk those who'll be getting married soon* =P

so, 3 main things have been discussed:

1) Date of wedding and and also the period of time between proposal and marriage – which may be lengthy or trivial. our decision: engagement period will be six months and d'date of our wedding for my side is on 13th december 2009. our akad nikah ceremony will be on 12th december 2009.

2) Duit hantaran - this one have been decided by encik boyfren (mase tu la kan), my family didnt put any price, so, as agreed, RM25,000,00. kerana saye berusia 25 tahun... if i tau , i ajak die kawen at d'age of 40..hahahahah...but he told me to get married this year, if lambat2,sile cari org laen...hampeh!

3) Mas kahwin- me and beau (mase tu la kan), scratch our head to pick up any possible numbers to make it as our mas kahwin, after pening2 pk, i decided to pick this number - RM114.30. its not our birthday combination ke ape(old school occay =P)..it something related to........ sile teka!!!!! =P sape dapat jawab, dapat sebatang pencil =)

ok, for wedding on 13th December (my side), it will be held at malacca international trade centre (MITC) - *pic of MITC later k, havent capture any pic of MITC- lupeee giler!akad nikah ceremony - 12th Dec at my parent's + malam berinai besar.

for mr boyfren's side- most probably *insyaALLAH* 19th December- at our new home - nanti sat mintak permission kat kak lyn (ayong, dah bley panggil our new home ke?- since we are not married yet =) hhehehe-seb baek dpt bakal kakak ipar sporting camni) actually its my fiance's home. he bought it 2 years ago, which dat tyme we didnt know each other yet, and dat tyme i already paid booking fees and downpayment for my new house at rawang, so, bagusla, sorang beli rumah kat cheras, sorang lagi kat rawang. then we met up. have to let go one house laaa.. i selaku seorang future wife yg taat, so let go my house...cit *ikhlas ni,ikhlas, if tak mr boyfren opps, mr fiance majok*. hopefully he'll get d'key for his house in august, do renovation, cabinet and few important things cket, then d'majlis di situlaaa...here picture of his house, but more pictures in his sister's blog- click here , okie peeps, ngantuk sudaaa...may mr fiance arrive at Dubai safely, then arrive at houston safely, then arrvie at new orleans safely, then definitely he'll be onboard safely -amin- aiyyooo, bnyk tempat transit bfore going back to his 1st home - vessel! uwaaaaa....he'll be away for 8 weeks again! nak nangis sat bley tak? wuwuwuwuw

2009-06-04T04:43:00.001-07:00

ok,what have been deicded on dat engagement day between both side-me familia and d'fiance's?
*penting untuk those who'll be getting married soon* =P
so, 3 main things have been discussed:
1) Date of wedding and and also the period of time between proposal and marriage – which may be lengthy or trivial.
our decision: engagement period will be six months and d'date of our wedding for my side is on 13th december 2009. our akad nikah ceremony will be on 12th december 2009.
2) Duit hantaran - this one have been decided by encik boyfren (mase tu la kan), my family didnt put any price, so, as agreed, RM25,000,00. kerana saye berusia 25 tahun... if i tau , i ajak die kawen at d'age of 40..hahahahah...but he told me to get married this year, if lambat2,sile cari org laen...hampeh!
3) Mas kahwin- me and beau (mase tu la kan), scratch our head to pick up any possible numbers to make it as our mas kahwin, after pening2 pk, i decided to pick this number - RM114.30. its not our birthday ke ape..it something related to........ sile teka!!!!! =P sape dapat jawab, dapat sebatang pencil =)
ok, off to nasi lemak bside LJ's studio- roza call it nasi lemak longkang, hehhe..whutever...i loike!

engagement story

2009-06-04T03:41:00.000-07:00

-ouh,i got engaged to my beau?

seriously????

macam tak percaye!!!!

heheheh...but Alhamdulillah,after knowing each other for a year +, on 31st may 2009, we got engaged....

ok,
This blog wil be filled wif my engagement stories, starting from preparation part, the hantarans, the guests, door gifts, and the story of engagement day itself ,ouh and picturesof course =)

so,will do it part by part,if i put it all in one entry,im afraid i cant get off my butt from this chair, and i need to sit in front of my lappie for the whole week...kekekke....

so, where should we start? preparation part? not much actually, engagement saje, not wedding yet......but thats what people said..

for me, serabut giler! last minute some more!

but it was fun though, ke"adventure" an berkejar2an d'day before dat was very exciting =P

for me, i cant let people hadle my big day without being fussy or juz agree wif everything they suggest to me and choose for me, and yes, technically, i let my mom handling it, catering part, khemah2, pelamin, hantaran decos and few small things.. but at last, i dok interfere until i think i changed all the plan and things which my mom sudah berpenat lelah settling it 1-2 months bfore i get engaged.

biaselakan, fussy....last2 mommy said, "nanti kawen handle sendiri..takmo die layan i dah..."

hehehhe..."i kawen ade wedding planner la mak, no need ur help pon, mak dok diam2 saje", seraya saye mereply...mommy said "ouh, mak sangat lega, takmo pening2 pale lagi layan kamu"

anyway, dats me..i designed my hantaran, baju, i chose the colour and theme, i decided what to put inside the goodie bag, i designed my cakes, i juz let mommy decide the pelamin part and khemah and make up saje (make up ni hafto la plak,bising pulak die nanti). ouh, but i already have a look on d'pelamin bforehand.

so, i chose the design and deco for pelamin.

orang kate tak lawa, takpela...as long as ,for myself i think its beautiful and great.

so mak kate saye fussy, memang pon.... sangat!

ok, 1 pic from hazel's camera...(d'photographer told my fiance, eceh, fiance babe skarang!kekkeke,he'll give all d'photos to us next week...)

ok, off to nasi lemak bside LJ's studio- roza call it nasi lemak longkang, hehhe..whutever...i loike!

am smiling widely =)

2009-06-02T08:38:00.000-07:00

" dalam hidup ini,
harungi semua cerita indah mu,
saat2 remaja yang terindah tak mungkin berulang
kuingin nikmati segala cerita di hadapku,
dan cintamu kasihmu agar KU BAHAGIA!"

Alhamdulillah..the engagement ceremony went well...
pictures? wait! i hafto wait for my 2 professional photographers to give me all the photos
most probably by next week =)
once i got the photos, then u guys will get the story =P

later~~

Happy Teacher's Day

2009-05-19T04:59:00.000-07:00

is it too late to wish all the teachers :

"Happy Teacher's Day" ?

i guess not =)

gambar sekadar perhiasan =P

and last saturday was d'first time in my life i SMS'd my lecturers (countin': ouh, only 2 lecturers actually)-hehe... and wish 'em happy teacher's day -and of coz followed by ayat sayu mendayu-dayu penyeri ucapan =) *but i meant it ok*

then, out of my concern, (i mean 4-5 hours i sms'd them-without knowing and hoping for em to reply,) i realized both of em replied my Sms with their "DOA" as well..

i felt touched...thanks to u prof hamzah and dr zaiton.

yerp, i think only 2 of em still remember my existance in UKM and who can still remember my name....because...

back in primary school, i was an active pupil, a prefect (wooOOooo-haha), quite active participated in few competitions like "health quiz, membaca sajak, pertandingan membuat karangan, kuiz umum, and many more laaa eventho only won few of it only...hahahhaa...

never skip classes, never took MC and never lied bout having headache or created any excuses to make me stay at home and sleep d'whole day -wuwuwuww..very innocent rite? i guess, many of us were like that bfore =) so, i think my primary school techers still remember me, plus few of em were my mom's frens, and some of em, live just few minutes away from my house.so, no wonderlaaa they still and can remember my name kan? takla glamour sangat pon...wuwuwuwu

secondary school- honestly, i've changed...either the school changed me, or bcoz of my maturity (ocechhh) level bcame higher than my age or my hormone changed me? ouh, i dunno...

errmm..but i became a lil bit (notice: a lil bit only) wild =)

i formed a group (not only me really formed d'group, all of us are pioneers )kekekeke...

then, we became (once again: a lil bit wild), skip classes, created lots and lots of excuses to not going for our preparation class, not finished tons of excercises given moreover during nak dekat2 PMR (OMG, homework and excercises sometimes are excessivekan?- )sekola rendah always pleased aje, dekat sekolah menengah? felt excessive plak..kekekeke...dah besarkan? then, "fly" lagi, and many more laaa... and dat time we considered prefect as "bulldog sekolah" - sebab menyebok nak kejar2 ktrg time tk dtg prep, time skip classes and time ktrg tgh syok2 tido... haaaa,part Qiamullail-sure almost 100% ponteng! time nak dekat2 PMR,jadi insan paling alim, everyday muke tercongok awal kat surau..heheheh...

s, i think none of my secondary school teachers can recall my name if u ask em about me, maybe 1 or 2 of em can remember, but i doubt it...maybe they can remember my group's name, but not me...whoa,pathetic!

then, changed school-what? boarding school u call? perghhh...

same thing happened..even worse....

band from going to school for a week as a punishment for entering restricted zone for "us"

huh? boys hostel je pon! then, what ek?

oooo, bilik bahase melayu- ceh! itu pon kene mara jugak!

ooo, then kantoi "fly" then? ouh , i cant remember all bad things ive done back in school.

so, i think none of my science muar teachers will remember me...undoubtedly!

read my lips "undoubtedly" occay..plus not a scorer at alll..plus got 400+ students at dat time,plus i wasnt "d'chosen 1" to further my studies abroad!plus....

ouh, so many hurtful things laaa happened to me dat time.

then, matriculation college and university?..still, skip classes even i think i have few frens who were very helpful to tick off my name in attandence lists..

ouh, sangat2 tak paham y diri ini sangat sukat untuk ke lecture hall.kan2?

then,i think no lecturer even know me or notice im one of their student that tyme,

until my final year, i've made dis one mistake, (no need to mention la kan- soo memorable actually), then dis 1 lecturer called me and give me mountain of advices... we called her dr zaiton-(she is strong in opinion but gentle in approach.)

then she became as my fav lecturer and i will refer to her, ask for her advices bfore i do anything (which is linked to study2 part la kan, takkan pasal boyfren pon i tanye die plak).

and another 1 is my dissertation's supervisor prof hamzah(i claim him as a knowledgeable, very charismatic, competent, organized, professional person)

until now im very close to both of em and now i know what is d;feeling of having a favorite person other than my family,frens and my boyfren...hhehehhee...bat d;age of 24 baru rase kan? pathetic!!!!!hohoho...

but anyway, i feel glad, i love em and ill appreciate em forever and ever.....

happy teacher's day all =)

*tak jumpe pic laaa...aiyoooo,my red laptop's charger disfunction plak-sigh*

huh...

2009-05-09T06:20:00.000-07:00

uwaaa.....

i keep struggling to update my blog wif brisbane and gold coast photos..but stupid, stupid, stupid blogspot.
when i have too many pics to upload, then it failed at certain pics and screwed up!
give up nak update dah..for those who want to see my brisbane and gold coast photos, go to www.facebook.com -search for iezawani zanuri and do d'same thing in www.friendster.com webbie occay.for now laaa...if i have desire and guts to upload again those pics in here...huh, very frustrating...

anyway, boyfren is here =)..

wif his new guitar hero...
dis time it comes wif drum, guitar and microphone in 1 set.
he bought it in US, ouh, damne stubborn,
i already restricted from walk/browse around US,since swine flu virus already attacked people in US, tapi degil kan...
then, he joyously brought d'set of guitar hero wii tu balik mesia.
then, he tried to play it at home, suddenly, on screen shows
" disc undetected" -padah kerane tak mendengar kate beta =P

know why?
beli wii set kat europe, beli guitar hero set kat US,
they got region lock plak means like set of games bought in other region cant work
wif d'wii set which bought from different region.

sedih je muke encik bf..so in order to make it as a region-free, he might needs to get the free loader,otherwise jadi tukun guitar hero set tu.
takpela kan baby, next week u'll go to norway, so drop by kat amsterdam jap n get d' CD for dat guitar hero set, europe kan..surE match punye.
takpon, esok2 we go get free loader kat sg wang ke?
sian die..... =)
pics of guitar hero set?
esok2 k...
stupid blogspot...geram...

ouh stalkers

2009-05-04T06:02:00.000-07:00

wow! recent update!

got few stalkers- stalk at my blog, pick any entry they want and start evaluate the stories d'way they like and tadaaa! successfully created interesting stories which make my ears like terkejut beruk mendengar.but u know what? say whatever u want, create as many stories as u like,
and condemn me as much as u can. i dun mind...i know what type of persons u r, and ur deprecation honestly make me feel nothing! ur words are most of it laughable and none if it can make me feel upset, depress or whatever bad feelings dat u might think while making up those stories. its just i pray to god,dat ull be happier in d'future and may u realize 1 day dat any words in d'world wont break me into pieces.im still strong and even stronger! insyaALLAH, and segeralah kembali ke pangkal jalan.

err but ur visit here much appreciated. i thought only few close frens know my blog link, tak sangke ade org rajin google my name. means whut?
want to know more bout me? silekan...
and i wont make my blog private... as if im hiding anything from anybody.
i love to share my stories, my life and my probs wif anybody in d'world - frens and enemies are included.opps, i dun have enemies! unless they consider they are! *giggle*

anyway, jangan sampai pixies i yg sexy2 tu terlepas ke pengetahuan daddy i ye.
opps, so now, u know who YOU are..... *wink*

1st anniversary =) 01012009

2009-05-01T08:31:00.000-07:00

hehehe..lazy blogger..today only update bout occasion that happened like almost 5 months ago
dig out all my old pics in d-considered-as-old-portable-hard-disk as well,
ive found memorable pics of me n mr bf =)
our 1st anniversary early january 2009.
we had a romantic dinner at kl tower. my treat!
*comelkan saye-kekekke*

i requested him to wear exactly d'same attire like during our fist met.
*we met and officially talked to each other during slb's year end party (2007) at ritz carlton hotel*- additional info-hehe.
ok you can go browse this entry D'blast 1, and you'll notice dress i wore dat nite.

so,yerp, after we had cosy & romantic dinner there, we went home
and then he proposed me to be as his wife..whoaa..
dat story will be in another entry =) -giler potong..kekekkeke..

then, he showed me "nice thing" he bought from US, (ouh, we had an issue on dat bag few days before)- i memang spoilt d'surprise.yess it should be a surprise thing for me, but i ruin it.
ampun sayang - tk buat lagi dah.. apelagi, dat lil browny coach tu laa..supe nice!
ade taste jugak bf saye rupenye -hehhhe..
*for me la kan, if u guys think d'other way around,whut to do* hehehhe..

ouh,anyway just finished my pole dance class...super duper fantastic!
i think im gonna like it more!!!wuuwuwuwu...
it just i need a lil bit more time to catch up few difficult steps, ill try harder next time..
and seems like i need dat tiang!it gonna be as my best buddy when mr bf isnt around.
*baby, i want dat pole-pleaseeeee* -wink-
i cant post any video of my pole dancing in here
mr bf doesnt allow me to do so, keep it for himself he said..
yess, baby u gonna watch me play around wif dat tiang..sooon... on december.kekekeke..
another few months je kan? =P

okie, okie pics of ours-1st anniversay...

table no. je =P

My treat baby-eat as much as u can -hehehe

happily being together for a year and 4 months now =)

tetibe nampak winter park..laan jerk...was for xmas kot

our theme: whiteyyy

mY second coach for last year =)

thanks to baby

biasela tu, a couple yg suke berposing depan cam =P

ok peeps, niteyyy....

Thanks to God

2009-04-30T09:44:00.000-07:00

apabila doa dan tawakkal di satukan =)

Alhamdulillah...

done wif a very stressful day
went tru my assessment successfully.
so,here i'm still survive.. and keep on surviving...*for money's sake*

and my depression level was very high last nite..
ergghh, but yess, sometimes i juz worry over a very little thing.
sigh. errmm, but stress is inevitable in our lives, rite?
but...(again).. yalar, very psycho u know...every time i heard of my officemates' experiences
when they went tru assessment process, like whoaaa...
damne complicated and how could i survive?

but whatever it is...Alhamdulillah- I PASS.

berkat ayat seribu dinnar...panjang ceritenye... but in short
" beramallah dengan ayat2 Al Quran, insyaALLAH anda akan dibantu apabila berasa di dalam kesusahan"

*reminding myself especially*

ok, want to know more about swine flu?
go visit this webbie,

http://youlovehealth.blogspot.com/

talking about healthy issue, gurls, scroll down and get to know bout fruits and their benefit.

ouh, bfore dat, look at "what i want" list, i've got mY tiffany (resized & engraved) , ordered those cute cuppies and still looking for d'rest....

apples
Protects your heart
prevents constipation
Blocks diarrhea
Improves lung capacity
Cushions joints

apricots
Combats cancer
Controls blood pressure
Saves your eyesight
Shields against Alzheimer's
Slows aging process

artichokes
Aids digestion
Lowers cholesterol
Protects your heart
Stabilizes blood sugar
Guards against liver disease

avocados
Battles diabetes
Lowers cholesterol
Helps stops strokes
Controls blood pressure
Smoothes skin

bananas
Protects your heart
Quiets a cough
Strengthens bones
Controls blood pressure
Blocks diarrhea

beans
Prevents constipation
Helps hemorrhoids
Lowers cholesterol
Combats cancer
Stabilizes blood sugar

beets
Controls blood pressure
Combats cancer
Strengthens bones
Protects your heart
Aids weight loss

blueberries
Combats cancer
Protects your heart
Stabilizes blood sugar
Boosts memory
Prevents constipation

broccoli
Strengthens bones
Saves eyesight
Combats cancer
Protects your heart
Controls blood pressure

cabbage
Combats cancer
Prevents constipation
Promotes weight loss
Protects your heart
Helps hemorrhoids

cantaloupe
Saves eyesight
Controls blood pressure
Lowers cholesterol
Combats cancer
Supports immune syste

demoralized!

2009-04-29T04:54:00.000-07:00

i hate tomorrow..
i hate exams, assessments, interviews and all d'stupid systerm in d'world that i need to go tru for several times in my life...sigh..

may GOD help me...

i sense sumthing which is not really good.
ouh, expecting for d'worst!

sigh!!!!

im broke!

2009-04-27T07:47:00.000-07:00

a very rare case in my life..
but it happened today.i only have 54rm with me.and today is only 27th.
which means i need to spend that rm54 wisely so that i can survive for d'next 3-4 days. ergghh,, sangatla choy!

where all the money goes?

i think maybe bcoz i spent a lot on wedding, engagement
(wah, giler semangat preparation, so damne early-hehehe)

yess, a lot...which is i dun mind... i really want d'best for my wedding and engagement.

errmmm

lately,im willingly lending my heartbroken pals (plural occay) a shoulder for em to cry on. maybe its putus cinta musim -=P
sometime i need to ensure i say all the right things at the right time and
really need to make sure dat dis mouth wont say any sensitive things dat might offend them in any ways.

takpela, kite kene tolong menolong bukan?

yerp, risau jugak worst case scenario-instead of making my gurls feel better,ive only succeeded in reinforcing her determination to remain in bed and eat vast quantity of ice cream....whoa...big NooOooo!!!!

anyway frens, you can count on me =)

beautiful vacation wif baby's family

2009-04-25T07:35:00.000-07:00

another getaway after bandung and london?*ngee*
baby was soo baek hati brought me along wif his fam for another vacation.
bandung again? nvm, dis time wif his fam and i gave myself a chance to see
whether i can survvie or not but that tyme actually I didnt know at all what I should be careful of, such as affection, conversation,attire (ouh,yes, i shoped for decent clothes beforehand and dressed conservatively- haha, sound like segunung baju2 yg ade tu sume nye tak spoan langsungkah? hehehe) etc. yes, i admit sometimes I feel like they're observing my every movement, plus I've been with my boyfriend for just almost a year, so that tyme was too early to judge about anything, whether they like me or not( eventho all dis while, i think they already accepted me for who im plus they care a a lot about me and our relationship )- i tell you what, im very2 lucky having such a very sporting sister-in-law to be, easy to talk with even sumtyme i'll mengadu domba bout the boyfren-hehe,we sometime having lunch together, discussed about many things,and i feel lucky that his parents and other siblings can accept me for who i'm, to be honest, they never discriminate or comparing me with other people, they just so easy to pleased.-maybe because of my good-behavior as well-ahha,kasi credit cket kat diri sendiri-hehe.but i dont know la if got sumthing they dun like bout me, its not easy to please everybody, but ill try my best, for the person i love d'most in d'world, im willing to learn and change things if i have to, but so far, Alhamdulillah, i have no problem wif his parents and siblings. apparently im very confident wif myself-haha..

but anything pon has it limit rite? dats what i hold and believe, but i never act like im an angel in from of em, i never act like im not myself like others know me, until know i just being for who im, minus the attire part, of coz la kan, ikut occasion la if nak berpakaian tu kan?

i've heard many things bout people who cant get along wif their bf's family, like tak boley berbaik langsung wif d'bf's sister, which is soo damne pity, and like d'bf parents dont like d'gurls. good luck for those who are having that prob, hope u can survive.but itula, bersyukur sangat i havent face dat ctuation so far and i pray that it wont ever happen in my life *praying*

i'll love his family like i love my family- ouh, counting days for us to become as a family sayang =) ... amin.

okie,shhh..stop blabing, pictures =P

angah's family (his 2nd c's)

abg lan's family - his big bro

me & his parents in plane

me, ayong and lil haikal

haikal si peminat spongebob =)

OMG, cute kan?

bandung airport

me & dik min

ayong's fam (his eldest c's)

sigh.... blogspot damne slow.will upload our pic at tangkuban perahu in next entry.daaaa

abg lan's family - his big bro

me & his parents in plane

me, ayong and lil haikal

haikal si peminat spongebob =)

OMG, cute kan?

bandung airport

me & dik min

ayong's fam (his eldest c's)

sigh.... blogspot damne slow.will upload our pic at tangkuban perahu in next entry.daaaa

updated: finally managed to upload all pics...

a smile and it's story =)

2009-04-22T08:22:00.000-07:00

im staying at rozana' place for now.....since my darling rmc is no longer stay wif me at my place. sunyi rupenye bile cik hamidah takde-wuwuwuuwuw...
haihh...need to find new house next month (my 1 year contract wif d'owner will be finished in may)- but its not easy to find a place where you would stay for 5 or 6 months only. yeah,i will consider service apartment and i think i need to put it in the list but will make it as my last resort. and d'new place should be around keramat or setiawangsa area (im strictly will not consider a place that will take me more than 15 mins to reach office everyday)-thank you. *sigh*

okie, that wont be any problem for me to find a new place *hoping*,if susah sgt consider lanai gurney service apartment sudaaa...OMG, broke laa for another 5-6 months! cittt....

there are reasons for me to keep on smiling and enjoying dis life =)

1. Daily fresh franchisee application-approved!
2. MBA application- approved!
3. Engagement ring -(resize and engrave)-Done!
picture? wait until my engagement day =P
4. preparation for engagement - 90% Done!
(wow! semangat,am i?, a month to go baby =) )
5. my weight now? 50kg- hooray! berjaye! *big grin*
(i think its consider ideal for me, i dont want to have skinny leg and have no 2B's =) )for those who understand)

pending things

1. boutique application - ongoing,am working hard to make sure i can open a boutique 1 day
2. tanah kelapa sawit - hanya org2 yg mengetahuinya saje yg akan paham apekah gunenye *shrug*
3. other things that can be considered as properties for investment when we own it.
4. scholarship for MBA (i already put quite huge amount of money aside to pay for my MBA fees, but if i can get scholarship, it would be better kan)

ouh, 1 important thing apart from above: 4. for boyfren to come home
i didnt hear his voice for 4 days since last week. chitt....sgt choy!
grrRRrrr....... tak boley consider lagi..esok tak call. mogok lapar! hahahahaa

mysterious

2009-04-14T06:48:00.000-07:00

im questioning myself:
ive lost my dgcam last 2 nites
which i din know who took it?
sigh.
most probably sum1 took it or other people said "toyol" took it with that 'paris purple bag'- which d'bag i put all my stuffs and clothes inside it?
mum, sisters and dad questioned it to every1 as well.
and "that thing" took our money too?
but no sign of sum1 broke into the house.
then, who took it?
toyolkah?
soo now it sound soo damne mysterious.
and im afraid to spend even a single nite at my parent's house anymore..
uwaaaaaa.....
shite! and i lost my dg cam wif all d'pics still in the memory card.
i havent transfer amri's engagement pics to my portable hard disk yet.
erghhh! tension!
sigh! sigh! sigh!

ouh, suddenly i found below pics when dis finger gatal2 browse my hard disk
those was october last year, both of us semangat meng 'wax' ing ourcars.
=) nice and beautiful moment. but thats d'only tyme we spent our tyme waxing the cars, after dat juz drop the car at any car wash and ask them to wax and polish it..
lebih mudah bukan?
mr bf said wait until end of dis year, when we move in to his house,
he'll do all the "considered-as-a-man-job" thing to d'car by himself.
juz wait and see if he'll do it =)
im not underestimating here, im hoping n praying baby. =)

huh! it took us 1 and half hour waxin' d' jazz

pure2 saje tu, actualy d'gf waxed every inch of dat jazz body =P

yes2, i waxed it alone *poor me*- hehehe

proven! its very obvious dat a lady in d'picture had been bullied by her bf -aiyooo

tadaaaa: inilah hasilnye =)

1st getaway wif babY boo =)

2009-04-09T05:57:00.000-07:00

ouhh.... the vacation was in July, last year actually-
the plan was to visit ku'in on her graduation day.
so, alang2 tu i pujuk rayu mr bf *dgn gaye mengade*
to spend few days in london which is quite miles away from aberdeen, scotland
*approximately 2 hrs by flight*

we spent 3days, 2 nights in london (ouh, dont ask! tak puas shopping =()
and 3 days 2 days 1 nite in aberdeen, scotland.
(ku'in said: u came all d'way from mesia to UK, then u juz spend 6 days je kat sini?)

yeah, weird...but what to do...got other obligations woooo..wuuwuw..cant spend longer time there, plus as u know...mr bf's schedule is very thight
*org tu nak pergi pon dah nasib baek* *grin*
errmm...but for me, i'll remember d'moment we were in london & keep it in my mind
for forever and ever....1st July & ME...
ouh.... some things best left unsaid...right?
tapi mr boYfren memang...sangat chomell!!...hahhhahah..
ok, no mushy2 post...pics worth!

shopping at harrods

finally managed to buy 1 handbag after bz multiplying the price wif 7 :sigh

JOM MAKAN :new malaysian reastaurant

in front of HRC London

waiting for tube

Royal Albert Hall

London bridge

Buckingham palace

we r going underground! poyo

pause: there are to many pics for u to browse isnt it?

the picture tells: madame tussaud london

pause again : keep on viewing

my all time fav comedian: jim carrey

soon to be a successful director =P

sile abai kan d'lady in red ituuuu

k peeps!... daaa