+basicallY...things dat i will do....+
when I'm STRESS...outttTTTT
1)nOt in d'moOd to even look at anybOdy's face when i talk 2 'em..but im a good pretender,sumhow i cud hiding dis uncomfortable feeling,juz for those who close to me will notice it.
2)a-must-do-activity---listening to d'music dat cud heal mYsoul....
3)eaT a Lot--cant resist..heh!
feeling like want to put dis blog lengthy.but still cant upload any images inside it due to the network's connection which is damneee slOOOww...
btw,cant help dis feeling nowadays.which is d'feeling like "Lazy to work" and "feel sleepY d'whole day"..wonder y i never felt sleepy when im working in d'office eventho it sumtimes or most of d'times took me more than 14hrs non-stop working.most probably bcoz of d'pressure dat i've got frm everybody,or might b bcoz of i had so many things to do while working like chatting and blogging and friendster-ing..=)
=okie,last word for today,lets go off those who likes to bother me,in d'manner of dickens,i shout "u r EVIL,so shhhhh..stay away...hehehhe... dun have dat particular person actually,juz saje2 je,nak ckp camtu,bosan dewh....s i said,nothing to do now...wuwuuwuwu....jgn ade yg terPERASAN plakk....since im bored here,juz feel like yelling to d'whales and dolphin here to wrap away d'boredemnesss dat tailing me since lastday..haihhh......k peeps,im off
Thursday, June 7
Tuesday, June 5
+DIS feeling.......undeniablY happY! =)
updating mYpics in here...wif 1 of mYcolleagues.she's polish and let say she's a very cool dearfren,helping me lots as this trip is d' 3rd trip for her n yeah....she's a very nice buddY..outspoken n talkative a bit..kalah i..hehhe...btw,nothing much to od lately..juz completing mymodules,watching what's acquisition team are doing..facing&hanDling lots of monitors at one tyme.dewh...sleepY babe!
but d'fascinatin' part was when we've watched =PILOT WHALES= yesterday...
dolphin actually wif white stripe on their heads and whoaa....will update bout it later...got d'videO wif me =)..
off peeps..
+ignOre em'--look at d'airguns n streames dat dis ship tow+
+ice creams??enjOying it everYday...at d'supply deck,look at d' ariguns n streamers at d'back+
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+at hellydeck,where's d'chopper landing n taking off+
+hellydeck again =)+--d'great place to jog everyday =)+
updating mYpics in here...wif 1 of mYcolleagues.she's polish and let say she's a very cool dearfren,helping me lots as this trip is d' 3rd trip for her n yeah....she's a very nice buddY..outspoken n talkative a bit..kalah i..hehhe...btw,nothing much to od lately..juz completing mymodules,watching what's acquisition team are doing..facing&hanDling lots of monitors at one tyme.dewh...sleepY babe!
but d'fascinatin' part was when we've watched =PILOT WHALES= yesterday...
dolphin actually wif white stripe on their heads and whoaa....will update bout it later...got d'videO wif me =)..
off peeps..
+ignOre em'--look at d'airguns n streames dat dis ship tow+
+ice creams??enjOying it everYday...at d'supply deck,look at d' ariguns n streamers at d'back+
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+at hellydeck,where's d'chopper landing n taking off+
+hellydeck again =)+--d'great place to jog everyday =)+
Monday, June 4
+8thdaY at philipine's water+
life is being sooo cOlourful nowadays =)
n hey,im strike back in here,bcoz i do miss blogging sooo much =)
btw,for urinfo,im sailing in d'sea rite now,
at philipen's water ,in SULU SEA to b'more specific.
doing exxonmbile's oil explOration.
yeah,heard bout d'blOody pirates over here,
but dis seismic vessel doesnt attract them btw,perhaps! =/
lOve woking in here,have myshift tyme from 12midnite to 12middaY,
many practical things dat i've done so far,
lotz of knowledges dat i've gain from d'acuqisition,positioning and navigation ppl.
since i never know bout how's seismic vessel shooting in d'sea,
about d'streamers,bubbles,birds and all,
now im working wif it,even i have d'chances to go to d'back deck
handling d'airguns and streamers,
enjoY following d'workboat to fix things dat might happen
such as d'bubbles not in d'correct positions,
streamers off bcoz of changing d'line and all.
yet,im eager to do handling jobs which is quite a tough job 4gurls.
but i love wearing coverall,helmet,glove and glass while working.
im happy..dats whutt we call s an engineer--doing tough job--
instead of sitting in fron of d'computer most of d'tyme in d'office
and as an engineer onboard,i need to handle stuff such as d'tapes dat contains
navigation and acquisitiOn data,actually we merge d'informations from both department and take usefull data which is our seismic data and all d'datas dat been recorded will b sent to KL office and definiteley ill will b'working wif dis project again after coming back to d'office..office???
dewh,lotz of pressure there compared to here,
here,ppl tend to work and behave cool and polite.
they even care bout each other much,never yell at other ppl
and they being very understanding.
might b bcoz they appricate other ppl since they are like a small family
so,they tend to show their sense of humanity more than ppl in d'office--hahhahaa.
btw,will upload mypic in vessel soon
ouh yeah,d'tyme here is juz d'same as KL.myschedule here is
12midnite to midday:: wOrking tyme without on mY YM on--ouchh,dedicated huh?
1200-1300hrs::lunch tyme
1300-1330::gYm tyme
1400-1530::finish mYdailY exam and task dat shud be accomplishd for mycourse here
1600-2130::in D' zzZZZZzzz land =)
2200-0000::blogging,chatting,emailing--dun hesitate to YM'ing me at dis tyme ya =)
life is being sooo cOlourful nowadays =)
n hey,im strike back in here,bcoz i do miss blogging sooo much =)
btw,for urinfo,im sailing in d'sea rite now,
at philipen's water ,in SULU SEA to b'more specific.
doing exxonmbile's oil explOration.
yeah,heard bout d'blOody pirates over here,
but dis seismic vessel doesnt attract them btw,perhaps! =/
lOve woking in here,have myshift tyme from 12midnite to 12middaY,
many practical things dat i've done so far,
lotz of knowledges dat i've gain from d'acuqisition,positioning and navigation ppl.
since i never know bout how's seismic vessel shooting in d'sea,
about d'streamers,bubbles,birds and all,
now im working wif it,even i have d'chances to go to d'back deck
handling d'airguns and streamers,
enjoY following d'workboat to fix things dat might happen
such as d'bubbles not in d'correct positions,
streamers off bcoz of changing d'line and all.
yet,im eager to do handling jobs which is quite a tough job 4gurls.
but i love wearing coverall,helmet,glove and glass while working.
im happy..dats whutt we call s an engineer--doing tough job--
instead of sitting in fron of d'computer most of d'tyme in d'office
and as an engineer onboard,i need to handle stuff such as d'tapes dat contains
navigation and acquisitiOn data,actually we merge d'informations from both department and take usefull data which is our seismic data and all d'datas dat been recorded will b sent to KL office and definiteley ill will b'working wif dis project again after coming back to d'office..office???
dewh,lotz of pressure there compared to here,
here,ppl tend to work and behave cool and polite.
they even care bout each other much,never yell at other ppl
and they being very understanding.
might b bcoz they appricate other ppl since they are like a small family
so,they tend to show their sense of humanity more than ppl in d'office--hahhahaa.
btw,will upload mypic in vessel soon
ouh yeah,d'tyme here is juz d'same as KL.myschedule here is
12midnite to midday:: wOrking tyme without on mY YM on--ouchh,dedicated huh?
1200-1300hrs::lunch tyme
1300-1330::gYm tyme
1400-1530::finish mYdailY exam and task dat shud be accomplishd for mycourse here
1600-2130::in D' zzZZZZzzz land =)
2200-0000::blogging,chatting,emailing--dun hesitate to YM'ing me at dis tyme ya =)
Sunday, June 3
+special POST for Stefan+
his birthday was on 2nd of June.hope he had d’blast 1 celebrating it in Algeria.
He forwarded me his in d’sea of land in Algeria.
Ouh,btw westerngecO,Schlumberger not only have marine crew(which is d’team dat im joining in rite now),but they also do oil’s exploration in land.so,dats Y we have land,marine and office crews. Land of course sumwhere in middle east,south Africa and few parts in’d’world dat I might not know. marine team??? around d’wOrld of coz =)
Btw,enjoy d’pic dat given by stef.dat cool huh,plan in d’future
::wanted to join land crew at least once!::
land jobs must b much more tougher than marine jobs.
Seriously!!!
Wif d’hot weather,look at stef,he turned red
Peeps,enjoy d’pics,wOrking tyme =)
And do pray for mYsafety here =)
+D'campsite from d'air,coOl--i want,i want!!!+
his birthday was on 2nd of June.hope he had d’blast 1 celebrating it in Algeria.
He forwarded me his in d’sea of land in Algeria.
Ouh,btw westerngecO,Schlumberger not only have marine crew(which is d’team dat im joining in rite now),but they also do oil’s exploration in land.so,dats Y we have land,marine and office crews. Land of course sumwhere in middle east,south Africa and few parts in’d’world dat I might not know. marine team??? around d’wOrld of coz =)
Btw,enjoy d’pic dat given by stef.dat cool huh,plan in d’future
::wanted to join land crew at least once!::
land jobs must b much more tougher than marine jobs.
Seriously!!!
Wif d’hot weather,look at stef,he turned red
Peeps,enjoy d’pics,wOrking tyme =)
And do pray for mYsafety here =)
+D'campsite from d'air,coOl--i want,i want!!!+
Saturday, May 12
Friday, May 11
+D'solution....+
is let everythin go wif d'flow....
hoping dat dis time all d'promise made will b'fulfild..
all d'things said will b'.....ok-enuff of reminding things for few times...*wee*
d'best word is.....I TRUST......I BELIEVE....I HAVE FAITH....
ok....still dun hav much time to put dis blog lenghty...
woke up a bit late dis morning and went for offshore medical sheck up rushing-lY..
have to wait for a very long tyme n it was freaking me out!
Y they dun want to serve me first?n Y they took a very long tyme eventho want to d a job s-simple-s-doing-Xray?simple?ermm...i have no idea actually...hehee..
but..I HATE WAITING *erggghhh*
nothing much to say....ermmmm...cheer up dis blog wif 1cute girl =)
fullhouse~~~~~~~~~han ji en a.k.a kookoo...yeahhh~~
*always wish dat i was cute s she is.....*uwaa....comel2x.....
is let everythin go wif d'flow....
hoping dat dis time all d'promise made will b'fulfild..
all d'things said will b'.....ok-enuff of reminding things for few times...*wee*
d'best word is.....I TRUST......I BELIEVE....I HAVE FAITH....
ok....still dun hav much time to put dis blog lenghty...
woke up a bit late dis morning and went for offshore medical sheck up rushing-lY..
have to wait for a very long tyme n it was freaking me out!
Y they dun want to serve me first?n Y they took a very long tyme eventho want to d a job s-simple-s-doing-Xray?simple?ermm...i have no idea actually...hehee..
but..I HATE WAITING *erggghhh*
nothing much to say....ermmmm...cheer up dis blog wif 1cute girl =)
fullhouse~~~~~~~~~han ji en a.k.a kookoo...yeahhh~~
*always wish dat i was cute s she is.....*uwaa....comel2x.....
Thursday, May 10
+an intention....+
to LIVE LIFE S IT IS....but i cant...haih....
ouh...btw,will update bout my hanoi's trip soon =)
been very bz lately wif visa application,medical check up and all....
ouh,btw,im happy lately....to go on vessel.
heard dat ill sent there again since they need more engineers onboard..yeayyyyy!!!
wif dat...~daa peeps!
to LIVE LIFE S IT IS....but i cant...haih....
ouh...btw,will update bout my hanoi's trip soon =)
been very bz lately wif visa application,medical check up and all....
ouh,btw,im happy lately....to go on vessel.
heard dat ill sent there again since they need more engineers onboard..yeayyyyy!!!
wif dat...~daa peeps!
Thursday, May 3
+i'll PASS..+
okie,today i think we have to think&learn bout metaphysic s well.
LIFE.D'tranquillity dat we wished and prayed in dis life.LIFE.could b plain n boring.could b monotonous sumtymes.could b hard as GOD give the tests upon us,or we could live rejoicely when we think we have everything dat we want.but LIFE will never be dat easy even u own d'whole world...here i dont have tyme to seek out other people's defects and mistakes,i juz write this post to make me realize bout mymistakes and what i've done so far.i will never blame any1 as every1 has their own opinion n as i've learned since i was young,nobody's perfect.....so,for me FORGIVE&FORGET will b'd'best solution for now eventho it'll leave a small piece of scar in myheart.eventho i think i dont deserve to b treated like dis n dat.but i'll pass.ill juz face this is LIFE.this is D'real WORLD.takde sape2 pon yg boley puaskan hati sape2 kat dunia ni.NOBODY.PEOPLE make mistakes.Y keep on blaming each other?..dats Y i think 4 myself..its better b QUITE.never broadcast it to every1 tru anY medium.not n never thinking dat im wrong,u r correct or u r wrong n im correct i juz think of let assume dat everything had happened in dis life as a "process of learning" for us and it will always b few mistakes done s an imperfect person.what we shud do to improve ourselves here is to minimize d'number of mistakes dat might happen and learn from d'mistakes dat we've made in d'past.LIFE IS LEARN.Plus i juz want to withdraw peacefully from places where idle agruments are going on.dats Y i want to back off. Back off didnt mean ill throw d'friendship down to D'drain,back off didnt mean dat im lose.NO.lets our MIND&HEART decide for ourselves.Never let d'anger or enviness destroy everything. Bcoz i think the fire of envy consumes the body and excessive jealousy is like a ranging fire.so,better b satisfied by what we've got and we've earn today....better we b thankfull for where we r today.So,for me i think,i juz want to leave people to their Creator,leave the envier to death and definitely ill forget bout enemies. i have GOD,if GOD is wif me,then whom do i have t fear?if GOD is againts me,then what hope do i have?so,i dont n never think dat i lose d'world if i wasnt winning a friendship bcoz even all d'people in d'world show their back to me,i still have GOD.i still have faith wif dis life.i do believe on what we give,we'll get it back. in dis life,ive made lots of mistakes.i know.by im very thankfull bcoz usually ill know and being close to sum1 dat cud change me,cud make me realize bout mymistakes.but sumtymes i juz doesnt being thankfull for their effort to change me.i neglected them.SORRY..dats all i can say.but im regrate when d'2years relationship down to d'drain when i really dont want it to happen.i was trYing to HOLD but i was faild.but HE deserve to hate me.myfault.mymistakes.juz i HATE d'way i lost him.but this 1 also ill pass.juz i hope dis GUY "will extinguish the flames of hatred by forgiving who has ever hurt u."n now i have sum1 wif me who always trying to change myself to b s a better person and accepted me for who im.he consults&guide me in everything.thank to u =)
and s for myfriends like sity,we still can hold dis friendship for almost 10years.MUSTANG s well.We've been into fight sumtimes and there was a time when we gave up trying,but still......we tried to hold dis friendship thightly n dont want to lose every single piece of memories dat we shared together since our secondary school.bcoz we know,budak2 saja yg mau gado2 ni,n we know kite tak boley nak puaskan hati masing2,so juz dissolve every1 weaknessess is d'best way.and for R'mc,ive neglected u for many times but still....u care n forgive me n we forgive each other bcoz we noe,this life,takde sape boley predict.unpredictable.hr ni if kite senang,org cari kite,and suatu mase akan tiba,bile kite susah kite pulak akan cari orang.life is juz like a wheel.not always will b'up there.1 day,we'lll go down n better b prepared.ermm....all i hope now is a belssing from GOD and i hope dat soon the flowers will bloom,grief will depart and happiness will prevail.dats all. For people ou there,for frens,pardon me of myignorance,negligence and mistakes dat ive done,and thank GOD for such xperience dat we've been tru together...im learning to minimize mymistakes and for me now, i think ill juz keep dis in mymind "ill show mercy to d'weak and ill b'happy,give to d'needy and ill b well and d'most important thing is do not bear grudges and ill b'healthy.insya ALLAH.may GOD bless ME.U.US.
++++++++++++++end of metaphysic post for today =)++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
okie,today i think we have to think&learn bout metaphysic s well.
LIFE.D'tranquillity dat we wished and prayed in dis life.LIFE.could b plain n boring.could b monotonous sumtymes.could b hard as GOD give the tests upon us,or we could live rejoicely when we think we have everything dat we want.but LIFE will never be dat easy even u own d'whole world...here i dont have tyme to seek out other people's defects and mistakes,i juz write this post to make me realize bout mymistakes and what i've done so far.i will never blame any1 as every1 has their own opinion n as i've learned since i was young,nobody's perfect.....so,for me FORGIVE&FORGET will b'd'best solution for now eventho it'll leave a small piece of scar in myheart.eventho i think i dont deserve to b treated like dis n dat.but i'll pass.ill juz face this is LIFE.this is D'real WORLD.takde sape2 pon yg boley puaskan hati sape2 kat dunia ni.NOBODY.PEOPLE make mistakes.Y keep on blaming each other?..dats Y i think 4 myself..its better b QUITE.never broadcast it to every1 tru anY medium.not n never thinking dat im wrong,u r correct or u r wrong n im correct i juz think of let assume dat everything had happened in dis life as a "process of learning" for us and it will always b few mistakes done s an imperfect person.what we shud do to improve ourselves here is to minimize d'number of mistakes dat might happen and learn from d'mistakes dat we've made in d'past.LIFE IS LEARN.Plus i juz want to withdraw peacefully from places where idle agruments are going on.dats Y i want to back off. Back off didnt mean ill throw d'friendship down to D'drain,back off didnt mean dat im lose.NO.lets our MIND&HEART decide for ourselves.Never let d'anger or enviness destroy everything. Bcoz i think the fire of envy consumes the body and excessive jealousy is like a ranging fire.so,better b satisfied by what we've got and we've earn today....better we b thankfull for where we r today.So,for me i think,i juz want to leave people to their Creator,leave the envier to death and definitely ill forget bout enemies. i have GOD,if GOD is wif me,then whom do i have t fear?if GOD is againts me,then what hope do i have?so,i dont n never think dat i lose d'world if i wasnt winning a friendship bcoz even all d'people in d'world show their back to me,i still have GOD.i still have faith wif dis life.i do believe on what we give,we'll get it back. in dis life,ive made lots of mistakes.i know.by im very thankfull bcoz usually ill know and being close to sum1 dat cud change me,cud make me realize bout mymistakes.but sumtymes i juz doesnt being thankfull for their effort to change me.i neglected them.SORRY..dats all i can say.but im regrate when d'2years relationship down to d'drain when i really dont want it to happen.i was trYing to HOLD but i was faild.but HE deserve to hate me.myfault.mymistakes.juz i HATE d'way i lost him.but this 1 also ill pass.juz i hope dis GUY "will extinguish the flames of hatred by forgiving who has ever hurt u."n now i have sum1 wif me who always trying to change myself to b s a better person and accepted me for who im.he consults&guide me in everything.thank to u =)
and s for myfriends like sity,we still can hold dis friendship for almost 10years.MUSTANG s well.We've been into fight sumtimes and there was a time when we gave up trying,but still......we tried to hold dis friendship thightly n dont want to lose every single piece of memories dat we shared together since our secondary school.bcoz we know,budak2 saja yg mau gado2 ni,n we know kite tak boley nak puaskan hati masing2,so juz dissolve every1 weaknessess is d'best way.and for R'mc,ive neglected u for many times but still....u care n forgive me n we forgive each other bcoz we noe,this life,takde sape boley predict.unpredictable.hr ni if kite senang,org cari kite,and suatu mase akan tiba,bile kite susah kite pulak akan cari orang.life is juz like a wheel.not always will b'up there.1 day,we'lll go down n better b prepared.ermm....all i hope now is a belssing from GOD and i hope dat soon the flowers will bloom,grief will depart and happiness will prevail.dats all. For people ou there,for frens,pardon me of myignorance,negligence and mistakes dat ive done,and thank GOD for such xperience dat we've been tru together...im learning to minimize mymistakes and for me now, i think ill juz keep dis in mymind "ill show mercy to d'weak and ill b'happy,give to d'needy and ill b well and d'most important thing is do not bear grudges and ill b'healthy.insya ALLAH.may GOD bless ME.U.US.
++++++++++++++end of metaphysic post for today =)++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Wednesday, May 2
+Longing for a blissfull moment+
yupp...after quite long in unannounceD hiatus mode,im backk!!!!..=)
juz to inform every1 dat ill b in hiatus mode from 5th-8th may bcoz of HANOI
sadly i hav to leave mymom bcoz of her illness,she's not feeling well lately,was vomittng out everything dat she ate since few days ago,she lookd everything was spininning on d'ceiling*sigh*---GOD please help him *praY*
so,will do backpacking wif d'other 2 stooges (mYc's of coz) n it'll b more fun when i can bully d'other stranger (imran of coz) during our vietnam trip..
tak saba2 nak pergi..aiyoo....=)
ouh,task to B'accomplishD::
1)applY visa to go to d'vessel bY d'end of dis month
2)check d'flight ticket to jB on 13th may and make a confirmation for it A.S.A.P
3)prepare myself physically&mentally to face d'hard life onboard(luckily feroz&alex who r now in norway to attend their school already buzz me yesterday n said dat ill b in d'same crewchange wif em..sgt beshh!!!(ouh,but hafto ignore all d'words dat came from sabby last week regarding to no shopping for two months,no this n no that....sabby sgt jahat.wuwuwuwu..(calming myself--*wee*)
~DAA peeps~~
yupp...after quite long in unannounceD hiatus mode,im backk!!!!..=)
juz to inform every1 dat ill b in hiatus mode from 5th-8th may bcoz of HANOI
sadly i hav to leave mymom bcoz of her illness,she's not feeling well lately,was vomittng out everything dat she ate since few days ago,she lookd everything was spininning on d'ceiling*sigh*---GOD please help him *praY*
so,will do backpacking wif d'other 2 stooges (mYc's of coz) n it'll b more fun when i can bully d'other stranger (imran of coz) during our vietnam trip..
tak saba2 nak pergi..aiyoo....=)
ouh,task to B'accomplishD::
1)applY visa to go to d'vessel bY d'end of dis month
2)check d'flight ticket to jB on 13th may and make a confirmation for it A.S.A.P
3)prepare myself physically&mentally to face d'hard life onboard(luckily feroz&alex who r now in norway to attend their school already buzz me yesterday n said dat ill b in d'same crewchange wif em..sgt beshh!!!(ouh,but hafto ignore all d'words dat came from sabby last week regarding to no shopping for two months,no this n no that....sabby sgt jahat.wuwuwuwu..(calming myself--*wee*)
~DAA peeps~~
++D'value of a frienDship...++
finallY....he left me...n his next stop is a land field crew in algeria...
s u wish stef,sumthing different dat cud gain lots of xperiences for urlife..
from vessel to d'office n now u want to join d'land crew...
long way to go for me...really hope dat we could success together in schlumberger..
Do pray for me...yeah,may we progress...(u r already done much of progressions by joining dis company almost 12years of coz, n now do pray fo me =))
erghh...too bad..cant spend longer tyme wif stef..i'll miss u stef.
now he already took off to singapore for his vacation n he went to redang bforehand.
at least i still had tyme to sit down n talk to him bfore he leave me..thank GOD...
juz ill always remember our valuable tyme together n hope dat dis friendship will last forever.....thanks for everything stef,especially urtyme n gifts.....
"s we go On,we;ll remember all d'tyme we had together"
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....sdeyyyyyyyyyy.....=(
finallY....he left me...n his next stop is a land field crew in algeria...
s u wish stef,sumthing different dat cud gain lots of xperiences for urlife..
from vessel to d'office n now u want to join d'land crew...
long way to go for me...really hope dat we could success together in schlumberger..
Do pray for me...yeah,may we progress...(u r already done much of progressions by joining dis company almost 12years of coz, n now do pray fo me =))
erghh...too bad..cant spend longer tyme wif stef..i'll miss u stef.
now he already took off to singapore for his vacation n he went to redang bforehand.
at least i still had tyme to sit down n talk to him bfore he leave me..thank GOD...
juz ill always remember our valuable tyme together n hope dat dis friendship will last forever.....thanks for everything stef,especially urtyme n gifts.....
"s we go On,we;ll remember all d'tyme we had together"
uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....sdeyyyyyyyyyy.....=(
Monday, April 23
+5daYs left....+
for stef to stay here in 5mesia....
ermmm...i will lose sum1 dat really close to me recentlY..
stef...thanks for everything...
what had happened for d'last few days ek???
+paintballi-ing session on saturday-21st april wif schlumbergerian's n having hi tea at d'palace of D'golden horses hotel...
+went to d' gangstars show last nite-22nd april wif few kiddos--hahhaha+
ouh..ill list down my schedule for next month.
ill overjoy spend mytyme out of d'country probably =)
+5th-9th maY--vietnam trip wif mama&sist
mYdad doesnt allowed to go outside of dis country due to his commitment wif dat stupid United Nation..ouh,sangatla damne!
+13-19th maY--sea survival course at JB--preparing myself wid d'techniques of escaping myself from d'chopper if it hits d'water or if its overshot landing site n other things(i dunno d'exact xtivities but it takes 1 week to finish d'course---ergghhhh....a bit nerves to work on vessel----but its sound tempting tho *wee*
+25th-25th maY--scuba diving trip at phuket--yeay...but definitely will miss slB's family day for dis year(dis year will b s myfirst year celebrating it actually)--sigh*
+30eth maY----will b s myfirst day working on vessel---wuwuuwuw..insya-ALLAH..GOD,safe me please..hehhee....nervous..nervous..but i loike =)
so,ill b in a vey long hiatus since d'date...haihhh...
actuallY----im seeking for a solace rite now...emotionally unstable---huh...sgt damne! take care peeps...~daa
ouh yeah,sabby i went to d;las carritas on saturday nite n d'foods there were really yummy dudette...thanks for d'recommendation.....really appreciate it babe!
for stef to stay here in 5mesia....
ermmm...i will lose sum1 dat really close to me recentlY..
stef...thanks for everything...
what had happened for d'last few days ek???
+paintballi-ing session on saturday-21st april wif schlumbergerian's n having hi tea at d'palace of D'golden horses hotel...
+went to d' gangstars show last nite-22nd april wif few kiddos--hahhaha+
ouh..ill list down my schedule for next month.
ill overjoy spend mytyme out of d'country probably =)
+5th-9th maY--vietnam trip wif mama&sist
mYdad doesnt allowed to go outside of dis country due to his commitment wif dat stupid United Nation..ouh,sangatla damne!
+13-19th maY--sea survival course at JB--preparing myself wid d'techniques of escaping myself from d'chopper if it hits d'water or if its overshot landing site n other things(i dunno d'exact xtivities but it takes 1 week to finish d'course---ergghhhh....a bit nerves to work on vessel----but its sound tempting tho *wee*
+25th-25th maY--scuba diving trip at phuket--yeay...but definitely will miss slB's family day for dis year(dis year will b s myfirst year celebrating it actually)--sigh*
+30eth maY----will b s myfirst day working on vessel---wuwuuwuw..insya-ALLAH..GOD,safe me please..hehhee....nervous..nervous..but i loike =)
so,ill b in a vey long hiatus since d'date...haihhh...
actuallY----im seeking for a solace rite now...emotionally unstable---huh...sgt damne! take care peeps...~daa
ouh yeah,sabby i went to d;las carritas on saturday nite n d'foods there were really yummy dudette...thanks for d'recommendation.....really appreciate it babe!
Sunday, April 15
+what's troublIng me??+
no more.i love myself.i love mylife.
wish dat i was a virtuoso so dat i would write a sweet n valuable song bout mylife.*wee*
im singing a "joget lambak" song rite now.-..-
im happy.life is soo meaningfull nowadays.
without any doubt i admit dis.juz only few little thigs dat keep bothering me.
life is not perfect btw,juz live it.to d'fullest.s i always say.(*grin*)
in life,got certain circumstances dat inevitabled.(*sigh*)
so,y bother?live wif it (again).
But sometimes probs n hard times dat botherd us actually enliven our life from being too plain.so juz be thankfull.treasure this life while u can.
ermm...i better appreciate things dat are now happening,had happend and will happen in mylife =)i better do.*smirk*
erghh...haha,actually im calming myself down rite now.
dah2,sangat teruja lately.wif everything.wif =)
better off...so,mushy2 post.hehehee
no more.i love myself.i love mylife.
wish dat i was a virtuoso so dat i would write a sweet n valuable song bout mylife.*wee*
im singing a "joget lambak" song rite now.-..-
im happy.life is soo meaningfull nowadays.
without any doubt i admit dis.juz only few little thigs dat keep bothering me.
life is not perfect btw,juz live it.to d'fullest.s i always say.(*grin*)
in life,got certain circumstances dat inevitabled.(*sigh*)
so,y bother?live wif it (again).
But sometimes probs n hard times dat botherd us actually enliven our life from being too plain.so juz be thankfull.treasure this life while u can.
ermm...i better appreciate things dat are now happening,had happend and will happen in mylife =)i better do.*smirk*
erghh...haha,actually im calming myself down rite now.
dah2,sangat teruja lately.wif everything.wif =)
better off...so,mushy2 post.hehehee
Thursday, April 12
+healinG d'souL....+
first n foremeost...whutt a bloodY-shit week,wishing for perspicacious weeks ahead so dat i wont drag ppl near me n not even bother to put mybesties in d'condition where they hav to scratch their head n find out d'solution on how to give d'best words to me so dat they could take me out of dis grief.
But sumtyme i feel grievance.wif myself.wif em.wif every1.i need support.i need tyme.i need all.im sighing.sumtyme i juz cant bear wif d'situation which is bothersome me day byday.but im tough sumhow...hahaha..(helping myself to cheer up btw)..ermm but nvm...i dont bother nmore.y bother?. i have mylife. i hav GOD. ouh,i love mylife for now.juz i hate d'bad side of me.ouh,nobody's perfect either.so, Y bother?.iezawani.y bother?.no,im not (haahhaa--sicko)--hey little gurl,cheer up laa....yeah,im!
ok,cut off those craps,let see d'partY ppl--yeah,party ppl in d'house =) (xcepted for anas doinksss--jgn mara =))
off peeps!
first n foremeost...whutt a bloodY-shit week,wishing for perspicacious weeks ahead so dat i wont drag ppl near me n not even bother to put mybesties in d'condition where they hav to scratch their head n find out d'solution on how to give d'best words to me so dat they could take me out of dis grief.
But sumtyme i feel grievance.wif myself.wif em.wif every1.i need support.i need tyme.i need all.im sighing.sumtyme i juz cant bear wif d'situation which is bothersome me day byday.but im tough sumhow...hahaha..(helping myself to cheer up btw)..ermm but nvm...i dont bother nmore.y bother?. i have mylife. i hav GOD. ouh,i love mylife for now.juz i hate d'bad side of me.ouh,nobody's perfect either.so, Y bother?.iezawani.y bother?.no,im not (haahhaa--sicko)--hey little gurl,cheer up laa....yeah,im!
ok,cut off those craps,let see d'partY ppl--yeah,party ppl in d'house =) (xcepted for anas doinksss--jgn mara =))
off peeps!
Wednesday, April 4
+S.N.O.R.K.E.L.I.N.G trip =)~~ +
d'fabulOus pics are coming over here =) =) (stefan cant wait :P)
+hey ya..i'm back!!with daRker face&bodY(myshoulder part is d'worst)n i shoulD bear wif "hey,u look darker than bfore!".."ermm.i dont want to b dat dark,afraid dewh".
"u didnt applY any sunscreen all over ur body,ya?"---all dis Quotes--but i noe they questioned it quizzicallY,but still...it needs time to b healed..to make myself look fair like bfore(i not dat "white"..i noe..but im not dis dark ok.ergghh...tense!+
+i was omitting myjobs in d'office last weekend to breath in difference ambience instead of facing 2desktops&1 laptop in d'office all dis while(life is monotonous latelY),so doing snorkeling in a salt water of perhentian island could b s d'best choice eventho felt ambivalent at first bcoz of d'weather n afraid of d'possibiltY of high tide would happen anYtyme,but hey--i made it!+
+and ouh yeah,mYsonY ericson didnt function at all,probably been screwed up by a drop of water--err salt water i mean when myself trying to get d'beachpics using myfon's camera and ergghh...i noe whutt a stupid action dewh.i should put it into a drybag or sumwhat that can protect it from being exposed to salt water direclty--damne!but nvm..ignorance is a bliss sumtyme =)..bliss?hahahha..i need to spend such a big amount of money to fix it ok.doubledamne!!+
+ok dudettes n dude,pics worth,lets enjoy watching d'beautiful of creatures underwater+ ahaa...wif me in myswimskirt n shorts =)
=) =) =)~~~off
d'fabulOus pics are coming over here =) =) (stefan cant wait :P)
+hey ya..i'm back!!with daRker face&bodY(myshoulder part is d'worst)n i shoulD bear wif "hey,u look darker than bfore!".."ermm.i dont want to b dat dark,afraid dewh".
"u didnt applY any sunscreen all over ur body,ya?"---all dis Quotes--but i noe they questioned it quizzicallY,but still...it needs time to b healed..to make myself look fair like bfore(i not dat "white"..i noe..but im not dis dark ok.ergghh...tense!+
+i was omitting myjobs in d'office last weekend to breath in difference ambience instead of facing 2desktops&1 laptop in d'office all dis while(life is monotonous latelY),so doing snorkeling in a salt water of perhentian island could b s d'best choice eventho felt ambivalent at first bcoz of d'weather n afraid of d'possibiltY of high tide would happen anYtyme,but hey--i made it!+
+and ouh yeah,mYsonY ericson didnt function at all,probably been screwed up by a drop of water--err salt water i mean when myself trying to get d'beachpics using myfon's camera and ergghh...i noe whutt a stupid action dewh.i should put it into a drybag or sumwhat that can protect it from being exposed to salt water direclty--damne!but nvm..ignorance is a bliss sumtyme =)..bliss?hahahha..i need to spend such a big amount of money to fix it ok.doubledamne!!+
+ok dudettes n dude,pics worth,lets enjoy watching d'beautiful of creatures underwater+ ahaa...wif me in myswimskirt n shorts =)
=) =) =)~~~off
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