Jai Ho! yOu're mY destiny -amin

the pictures are herein! =)

31st may 2009. azman & iezawani. we r officially engaged...

pics -courtesy by hanan...


parent welcoming comrades & engagement ceremony started with bacaan tahlil & yassin


D'beginning - make up session-


make over done and discussion between both sides is still ongoing

darlings, gfs, bed, me & us - while waitin' 4 discussion to be finished

captured! covered up my nervousness feeling by torturing mr & miss photographer to take more & more pictures of me - mr boyfren was sweating outside d'house, seems like d'discussion was taking tooo long!!1

yeah, hiding nervous feeling inside wif a warm smile& making graceful steps to the dais.

memorable & unforgettable: the moments i know he's mine and that Tiffany is also belongs to me!!! weeeee


Random piccies!!



ma familia: obviously our theme is pink!!!

future parents in law + mr fiance in pink.. =)

azman & iezawani: eternal love - you are mY destiny baby



ironic: Baby, if love is great, and there are no greater things, then what i feel for you must be d'greatest, mY baby darling =)

we've been seperated miles away but our heart stay together, no matter what...

happiness & sadness,ups and downs, near or far, our love is getting stronger day by day




greatest give from GOD: ill always aprreciate "it" & take a good care of "it" -may happines wil always be ours - amin


London: memories in london in 2008: D'moment he knew he's d'1 for me
eternal: and mY love for him will never fade away...

happily engaged: sorry, im taken!



what satisfies me is who completes me - and its you baby =)



and the story is complete....about our beautiful engagement =)

more pics in : friendster and facebook - iezawani zainuri

the 7-11 -for mE =)

okie,update-update!
about his hantarans to me pulak...
scroll down peeps!*excited* hehehe


fondant cake decorated with pink rosses
nice cake but again, not recommended,
take time to cut d'cake into slices, its damne hard occay
d'royal icing laaa kan of coz!
price : RM 200.
cake maker: around batu caves area - jauh kan?


sirih junjung

telekung
bought in bandung as well =)

fruits- pears ,plums and grapes


baju nikah - d'lace only
d' satin is with me,
cant put it together, too crowded + no space- hehhe


sepasang baju kurung pink- hehehhe
this one bought at jalan TAR
silk eh ayong? i think its pure 100% silk.


D'most important part!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my engagement ring =)


certified diamond solitaire engagement ring
Tiffany & Co
platinum + diamond ring ( extremely craving for it - unnegotiable )
i explaind to mr boyfriend, for me, i put this ring as a high priory thing for engagement,
i dont mind if i pay it by myself, -im not saying i have tonnes of money, its just...its just my DREAM,
its about, what i want! and im willing to "invest" huge amound of money for it
- and mr boyfriend willing to buy it for me-
he said "iskh, i can pay , let me pay"
comel kan? hehehee


OMG - im wearing an engagement ring!!!!!
im engaged already!!!!!

*nak tido sambil senyum sebab fiance dah call tadi =)*

the 7-11 -for him

yerp- as mY favourite no, most beautiful combination in the world! *grin* 7 and 11. =) but the theme- pink and light purple- errr, not really....
ouh,nvm, so i gave 11 hantarans to fiance (light purple), and i get 7 hantarans in return -and of coz in pink! and yes, i chose the sangkar, i really wanna put everything in the sangkar, since 3 years ago, i dreamt of using sangkar instead of box for my hantaran stuffs.

*note for stefan- hantaran is gifts exchange between the bride and groom, it considered as a compulsory for malays.its a tradition anyway. The gifts are normally clothes, some accessories, cakes or 'kuih'( traditional cakes). But for us, we chose to give more sweets and foods for engagment hantaran, no shoes or handbag, ouh n say no to perfume! but for wedding hantaran, i think u will like it a lot stef, bcoz u gonna label us as *gadget freak*- wait, ill list down my wedding hantarans in the next entry...=)


hantaran to fiance and my pelamin =)

purple hantarans =)


mY own design- MU cakes - we r d'fan of MU. so whutt?
cake maker : artisan cake craft
price: RM 380
Taste : tasteless! never go for cake wif thick royal icing
it'll screw up ur appetite! sigh, anyway its a lesson learned
for us as well =(
GODIVA Chocolatier
place i bought: KLCC
price: RM 350


Purple fondant cake
cake maker : Artisan cake craft
price: RM 320
Taste: again! ive made a big mistake! euwwwww

thing dat can represent us!
spongeBob and patrick =)
cute cuppies aite?
i requested and forced agnes to do that for me
and miss agnes feel weird, its not a normal flowery cuppies for hantaran
well,its d' time to be different from others, rite? =P

home made kek lapis
price: free of charge!
special from my beloved aunty
delicious n very d'yummy than other cakes
thanks to my aunt, at least have 1 back up kan? hehe


fresh fruits
grapes and yellow kiwis
we loooveee yellow kiwis anyway


Baju nikah - pure white
bought in bandung, go there and buy anything from clothes to hantaran and door gift,
sure will get cheaper price than here!


old fashioned samping
bought at Jalan TAR

Songkok
bought at Jalan tar

assorted kurma
kurma with zaiton,apricot, cashew, nuts
bought at KLCC
rm 20 per box


sirih junjung

for the gubahan hantaran,actually my mom sent it to her friends, but i didnt like the way she did the gubahan, so i went to the market, get the birds and butterflies and luckily i have a cousin who knows how to make my hantaran look prettier, nicer and better than what i've got before and (credit to kak ila), no doubt! she is very talented in doing gubahan hantaran and actually she do dis kind of bussiness! wanna try? gimme a ring, ill connect u directly to her =) promo2!

my bz cousin -repairing the gubahan for hantaran -woot**

taaataaaa

what's inside the goodie bag? =)

Other than serve our guests wif d'famous malacca assam pedas + gulai nangka + ayam goreng berempah + ikan masin + sambal belacan + otak2 popia goreng + curry puff (ouh yeah, we served malay cuisine and at the same time promoting + introducing people to our 'malacca's most famous assam pedas tetel'), we also gave the guests cute pink goodie bag (follow the theme kan kami?)=)
The purpose behind gift bags for out of town guests is to thank the guests for traveling such distances to be with the bride and groom-to-be ni- InsyaALLAH.
Of course, the best thing about any goodie bag is the special surprise within.special ke rakan2 =) =P

ouh sorry bout the pics- a bit blur plus been edited too much to increase the resolution + to make the colour brighter but ended up some pics look a bit dim even some of it too bright pulak. sigh.


bundle of goodie bags

is it a must or whutt?

pink "Thank you" -handkerchief

home made suji crystal-mom's idea-layankan aje

apollo product- dad insisted after bought it directly from factories
(nearby our house in JOHORE)
Kurma with olive + nuts + apricot

a rottan /bamboo box?

whats inside? Andes + hershey's

cute cuppies =)

agak poyos ye tulisan itu =P

bought from kak mona cuocake - rm4.50 each

booking? text me to get her number occay-promote2...hhehehe =)

tadaaa- small appreciation for our guest who drove

all d'way from KL,selangor,malacca and johore =) to be with us by attending our engagement ceremony on 31st May 2009.

thanks to all and millions of sorry for any flaws from our side and thanks for coming!

loveeee ya!

Our decisions- and place for wedding

since i still dont have edited pictures from mr photographer, lets talk bout sumthing else first.

ok,what have been deicded on dat engagement day between both side-me familia and d'fiance's?

*penting untuk those who'll be getting married soon* =P

so, 3 main things have been discussed:

1) Date of wedding and and also the period of time between proposal and marriage – which may be lengthy or trivial. our decision: engagement period will be six months and d'date of our wedding for my side is on 13th december 2009. our akad nikah ceremony will be on 12th december 2009.

2) Duit hantaran - this one have been decided by encik boyfren (mase tu la kan), my family didnt put any price, so, as agreed, RM25,000,00. kerana saye berusia 25 tahun... if i tau , i ajak die kawen at d'age of 40..hahahahah...but he told me to get married this year, if lambat2,sile cari org laen...hampeh!

3) Mas kahwin- me and beau (mase tu la kan), scratch our head to pick up any possible numbers to make it as our mas kahwin, after pening2 pk, i decided to pick this number - RM114.30. its not our birthday combination ke ape(old school occay =P)..it something related to........ sile teka!!!!! =P sape dapat jawab, dapat sebatang pencil =)

ok, for wedding on 13th December (my side), it will be held at malacca international trade centre (MITC) - *pic of MITC later k, havent capture any pic of MITC- lupeee giler!akad nikah ceremony - 12th Dec at my parent's + malam berinai besar.

for mr boyfren's side- most probably *insyaALLAH* 19th December- at our new home - nanti sat mintak permission kat kak lyn (ayong, dah bley panggil our new home ke?- since we are not married yet =) hhehehe-seb baek dpt bakal kakak ipar sporting camni) actually its my fiance's home. he bought it 2 years ago, which dat tyme we didnt know each other yet, and dat tyme i already paid booking fees and downpayment for my new house at rawang, so, bagusla, sorang beli rumah kat cheras, sorang lagi kat rawang. then we met up. have to let go one house laaa.. i selaku seorang future wife yg taat, so let go my house...cit *ikhlas ni,ikhlas, if tak mr boyfren opps, mr fiance majok*. hopefully he'll get d'key for his house in august, do renovation, cabinet and few important things cket, then d'majlis di situlaaa...here picture of his house, but more pictures in his sister's blog- click here , okie peeps, ngantuk sudaaa...may mr fiance arrive at Dubai safely, then arrive at houston safely, then arrvie at new orleans safely, then definitely he'll be onboard safely -amin- aiyyooo, bnyk tempat transit bfore going back to his 1st home - vessel! uwaaaaa....he'll be away for 8 weeks again! nak nangis sat bley tak? wuwuwuwuw

ok,what have been deicded on dat engagement day between both side-me familia and d'fiance's?
*penting untuk those who'll be getting married soon* =P
so, 3 main things have been discussed:
1) Date of wedding and and also the period of time between proposal and marriage – which may be lengthy or trivial.
our decision: engagement period will be six months and d'date of our wedding for my side is on 13th december 2009. our akad nikah ceremony will be on 12th december 2009.
2) Duit hantaran - this one have been decided by encik boyfren (mase tu la kan), my family didnt put any price, so, as agreed, RM25,000,00. kerana saye berusia 25 tahun... if i tau , i ajak die kawen at d'age of 40..hahahahah...but he told me to get married this year, if lambat2,sile cari org laen...hampeh!
3) Mas kahwin- me and beau (mase tu la kan), scratch our head to pick up any possible numbers to make it as our mas kahwin, after pening2 pk, i decided to pick this number - RM114.30. its not our birthday ke ape..it something related to........ sile teka!!!!! =P sape dapat jawab, dapat sebatang pencil =)
ok, off to nasi lemak bside LJ's studio- roza call it nasi lemak longkang, hehhe..whutever...i loike!

engagement story

-ouh,i got engaged to my beau?

seriously????



macam tak percaye!!!!


heheheh...but Alhamdulillah,after knowing each other for a year +, on 31st may 2009, we got engaged....



ok,
This blog wil be filled wif my engagement stories, starting from preparation part, the hantarans, the guests, door gifts, and the story of engagement day itself ,ouh and picturesof course =)

so,will do it part by part,if i put it all in one entry,im afraid i cant get off my butt from this chair, and i need to sit in front of my lappie for the whole week...kekekke....



so, where should we start? preparation part? not much actually, engagement saje, not wedding yet......but thats what people said..

for me, serabut giler! last minute some more!

but it was fun though, ke"adventure" an berkejar2an d'day before dat was very exciting =P

for me, i cant let people hadle my big day without being fussy or juz agree wif everything they suggest to me and choose for me, and yes, technically, i let my mom handling it, catering part, khemah2, pelamin, hantaran decos and few small things.. but at last, i dok interfere until i think i changed all the plan and things which my mom sudah berpenat lelah settling it 1-2 months bfore i get engaged.

biaselakan, fussy....last2 mommy said, "nanti kawen handle sendiri..takmo die layan i dah..."

hehehhe..."i kawen ade wedding planner la mak, no need ur help pon, mak dok diam2 saje", seraya saye mereply...mommy said "ouh, mak sangat lega, takmo pening2 pale lagi layan kamu"



anyway, dats me..i designed my hantaran, baju, i chose the colour and theme, i decided what to put inside the goodie bag, i designed my cakes, i juz let mommy decide the pelamin part and khemah and make up saje (make up ni hafto la plak,bising pulak die nanti). ouh, but i already have a look on d'pelamin bforehand.

so, i chose the design and deco for pelamin.



orang kate tak lawa, takpela...as long as ,for myself i think its beautiful and great.



so mak kate saye fussy, memang pon.... sangat!



ok, 1 pic from hazel's camera...(d'photographer told my fiance, eceh, fiance babe skarang!kekkeke,he'll give all d'photos to us next week...)

ok, off to nasi lemak bside LJ's studio- roza call it nasi lemak longkang, hehhe..whutever...i loike!

am smiling widely =)

" dalam hidup ini,
harungi semua cerita indah mu,
saat2 remaja yang terindah tak mungkin berulang
kuingin nikmati segala cerita di hadapku,
dan cintamu kasihmu agar KU BAHAGIA!"


Alhamdulillah..the engagement ceremony went well...
pictures? wait! i hafto wait for my 2 professional photographers to give me all the photos
most probably by next week =)
once i got the photos, then u guys will get the story =P

later~~

Happy Teacher's Day

is it too late to wish all the teachers :



"Happy Teacher's Day" ?



i guess not =)

gambar sekadar perhiasan =P

and last saturday was d'first time in my life i SMS'd my lecturers (countin': ouh, only 2 lecturers actually)-hehe... and wish 'em happy teacher's day -and of coz followed by ayat sayu mendayu-dayu penyeri ucapan =) *but i meant it ok*

then, out of my concern, (i mean 4-5 hours i sms'd them-without knowing and hoping for em to reply,) i realized both of em replied my Sms with their "DOA" as well..

i felt touched...thanks to u prof hamzah and dr zaiton.

yerp, i think only 2 of em still remember my existance in UKM and who can still remember my name....because...



back in primary school, i was an active pupil, a prefect (wooOOooo-haha), quite active participated in few competitions like "health quiz, membaca sajak, pertandingan membuat karangan, kuiz umum, and many more laaa eventho only won few of it only...hahahhaa...

never skip classes, never took MC and never lied bout having headache or created any excuses to make me stay at home and sleep d'whole day -wuwuwuww..very innocent rite? i guess, many of us were like that bfore =) so, i think my primary school techers still remember me, plus few of em were my mom's frens, and some of em, live just few minutes away from my house.so, no wonderlaaa they still and can remember my name kan? takla glamour sangat pon...wuwuwuwu



secondary school- honestly, i've changed...either the school changed me, or bcoz of my maturity (ocechhh) level bcame higher than my age or my hormone changed me? ouh, i dunno...

errmm..but i became a lil bit (notice: a lil bit only) wild =)

i formed a group (not only me really formed d'group, all of us are pioneers )kekekeke...

then, we became (once again: a lil bit wild), skip classes, created lots and lots of excuses to not going for our preparation class, not finished tons of excercises given moreover during nak dekat2 PMR (OMG, homework and excercises sometimes are excessivekan?- )sekola rendah always pleased aje, dekat sekolah menengah? felt excessive plak..kekekeke...dah besarkan? then, "fly" lagi, and many more laaa... and dat time we considered prefect as "bulldog sekolah" - sebab menyebok nak kejar2 ktrg time tk dtg prep, time skip classes and time ktrg tgh syok2 tido... haaaa,part Qiamullail-sure almost 100% ponteng! time nak dekat2 PMR,jadi insan paling alim, everyday muke tercongok awal kat surau..heheheh...

s, i think none of my secondary school teachers can recall my name if u ask em about me, maybe 1 or 2 of em can remember, but i doubt it...maybe they can remember my group's name, but not me...whoa,pathetic!



then, changed school-what? boarding school u call? perghhh...

same thing happened..even worse....

band from going to school for a week as a punishment for entering restricted zone for "us"

huh? boys hostel je pon! then, what ek?

oooo, bilik bahase melayu- ceh! itu pon kene mara jugak!

ooo, then kantoi "fly" then? ouh , i cant remember all bad things ive done back in school.

so, i think none of my science muar teachers will remember me...undoubtedly!

read my lips "undoubtedly" occay..plus not a scorer at alll..plus got 400+ students at dat time,plus i wasnt "d'chosen 1" to further my studies abroad!plus....

ouh, so many hurtful things laaa happened to me dat time.



then, matriculation college and university?..still, skip classes even i think i have few frens who were very helpful to tick off my name in attandence lists..

ouh, sangat2 tak paham y diri ini sangat sukat untuk ke lecture hall.kan2?

then,i think no lecturer even know me or notice im one of their student that tyme,

until my final year, i've made dis one mistake, (no need to mention la kan- soo memorable actually), then dis 1 lecturer called me and give me mountain of advices... we called her dr zaiton-(she is strong in opinion but gentle in approach.)

then she became as my fav lecturer and i will refer to her, ask for her advices bfore i do anything (which is linked to study2 part la kan, takkan pasal boyfren pon i tanye die plak).

and another 1 is my dissertation's supervisor prof hamzah(i claim him as a knowledgeable, very charismatic, competent, organized, professional person)



until now im very close to both of em and now i know what is d;feeling of having a favorite person other than my family,frens and my boyfren...hhehehhee...bat d;age of 24 baru rase kan? pathetic!!!!!hohoho...

but anyway, i feel glad, i love em and ill appreciate em forever and ever.....



happy teacher's day all =)



*tak jumpe pic laaa...aiyoooo,my red laptop's charger disfunction plak-sigh*

huh...

uwaaa.....

i keep struggling to update my blog wif brisbane and gold coast photos..but stupid, stupid, stupid blogspot.
when i have too many pics to upload, then it failed at certain pics and screwed up!
give up nak update dah..for those who want to see my brisbane and gold coast photos, go to www.facebook.com -search for iezawani zanuri and do d'same thing in www.friendster.com webbie occay.for now laaa...if i have desire and guts to upload again those pics in here...huh, very frustrating...

anyway, boyfren is here =)..

wif his new guitar hero...
dis time it comes wif drum, guitar and microphone in 1 set.
he bought it in US, ouh, damne stubborn,
i already restricted from walk/browse around US,since swine flu virus already attacked people in US, tapi degil kan...
then, he joyously brought d'set of guitar hero wii tu balik mesia.
then, he tried to play it at home, suddenly, on screen shows
" disc undetected" -padah kerane tak mendengar kate beta =P

know why?
beli wii set kat europe, beli guitar hero set kat US,
they got region lock plak means like set of games bought in other region cant work
wif d'wii set which bought from different region.

sedih je muke encik bf..so in order to make it as a region-free, he might needs to get the free loader,otherwise jadi tukun guitar hero set tu.
takpela kan baby, next week u'll go to norway, so drop by kat amsterdam jap n get d' CD for dat guitar hero set, europe kan..surE match punye.
takpon, esok2 we go get free loader kat sg wang ke?
sian die..... =)
pics of guitar hero set?
esok2 k...
stupid blogspot...geram...

ouh stalkers

wow! recent update!

got few stalkers- stalk at my blog, pick any entry they want and start evaluate the stories d'way they like and tadaaa! successfully created interesting stories which make my ears like terkejut beruk mendengar.but u know what? say whatever u want, create as many stories as u like,
and condemn me as much as u can. i dun mind...i know what type of persons u r, and ur deprecation honestly make me feel nothing! ur words are most of it laughable and none if it can make me feel upset, depress or whatever bad feelings dat u might think while making up those stories. its just i pray to god,dat ull be happier in d'future and may u realize 1 day dat any words in d'world wont break me into pieces.im still strong and even stronger! insyaALLAH, and segeralah kembali ke pangkal jalan.

err but ur visit here much appreciated. i thought only few close frens know my blog link, tak sangke ade org rajin google my name. means whut?
want to know more bout me? silekan...
and i wont make my blog private... as if im hiding anything from anybody.
i love to share my stories, my life and my probs wif anybody in d'world - frens and enemies are included.opps, i dun have enemies! unless they consider they are! *giggle*

anyway, jangan sampai pixies i yg sexy2 tu terlepas ke pengetahuan daddy i ye.
opps, so now, u know who YOU are..... *wink*

1st anniversary =) 01012009

hehehe..lazy blogger..today only update bout occasion that happened like almost 5 months ago
dig out all my old pics in d-considered-as-old-portable-hard-disk as well,
ive found memorable pics of me n mr bf =)
our 1st anniversary early january 2009.
we had a romantic dinner at kl tower. my treat!
*comelkan saye-kekekke*

i requested him to wear exactly d'same attire like during our fist met.
*we met and officially talked to each other during slb's year end party (2007) at ritz carlton hotel*- additional info-hehe.
ok you can go browse this entry D'blast 1, and you'll notice dress i wore dat nite.

so,yerp, after we had cosy & romantic dinner there, we went home
and then he proposed me to be as his wife..whoaa..
dat story will be in another entry =) -giler potong..kekekkeke..

then, he showed me "nice thing" he bought from US, (ouh, we had an issue on dat bag few days before)- i memang spoilt d'surprise.yess it should be a surprise thing for me, but i ruin it.
ampun sayang - tk buat lagi dah.. apelagi, dat lil browny coach tu laa..supe nice!
ade taste jugak bf saye rupenye -hehhhe..
*for me la kan, if u guys think d'other way around,whut to do* hehehhe..

ouh,anyway just finished my pole dance class...super duper fantastic!
i think im gonna like it more!!!wuuwuwuwu...
it just i need a lil bit more time to catch up few difficult steps, ill try harder next time..
and seems like i need dat tiang!it gonna be as my best buddy when mr bf isnt around.
*baby, i want dat pole-pleaseeeee* -wink-
i cant post any video of my pole dancing in here
mr bf doesnt allow me to do so, keep it for himself he said..
yess, baby u gonna watch me play around wif dat tiang..sooon... on december.kekekeke..
another few months je kan? =P

okie, okie pics of ours-1st anniversay...

table no. je =P

My treat baby-eat as much as u can -hehehe

happily being together for a year and 4 months now =)

tetibe nampak winter park..laan jerk...was for xmas kot

our theme: whiteyyy

mY second coach for last year =)

thanks to baby

biasela tu, a couple yg suke berposing depan cam =P

ok peeps, niteyyy....

Thanks to God

apabila doa dan tawakkal di satukan =)

Alhamdulillah...

done wif a very stressful day
went tru my assessment successfully.
so,here i'm still survive.. and keep on surviving...*for money's sake*

and my depression level was very high last nite..
ergghh, but yess, sometimes i juz worry over a very little thing.
sigh. errmm, but stress is inevitable in our lives, rite?
but...(again).. yalar, very psycho u know...every time i heard of my officemates' experiences
when they went tru assessment process, like whoaaa...
damne complicated and how could i survive?

but whatever it is...Alhamdulillah- I PASS.

berkat ayat seribu dinnar...panjang ceritenye... but in short
" beramallah dengan ayat2 Al Quran, insyaALLAH anda akan dibantu apabila berasa di dalam kesusahan"

*reminding myself especially*

ok, want to know more about swine flu?
go visit this webbie,

http://youlovehealth.blogspot.com/

talking about healthy issue, gurls, scroll down and get to know bout fruits and their benefit.

ouh, bfore dat, look at "what i want" list, i've got mY tiffany (resized & engraved) , ordered those cute cuppies and still looking for d'rest....

apples
Protects your heart
prevents constipation
Blocks diarrhea
Improves lung capacity
Cushions joints


apricots
Combats cancer
Controls blood pressure
Saves your eyesight
Shields against Alzheimer's
Slows aging process


artichokes
Aids digestion
Lowers cholesterol
Protects your heart
Stabilizes blood sugar
Guards against liver disease


avocados
Battles diabetes
Lowers cholesterol
Helps stops strokes
Controls blood pressure
Smoothes skin


bananas
Protects your heart
Quiets a cough
Strengthens bones
Controls blood pressure
Blocks diarrhea


beans
Prevents constipation
Helps hemorrhoids
Lowers cholesterol
Combats cancer
Stabilizes blood sugar


beets
Controls blood pressure
Combats cancer
Strengthens bones
Protects your heart
Aids weight loss


blueberries
Combats cancer
Protects your heart
Stabilizes blood sugar
Boosts memory
Prevents constipation


broccoli
Strengthens bones
Saves eyesight
Combats cancer
Protects your heart
Controls blood pressure


cabbage
Combats cancer
Prevents constipation
Promotes weight loss
Protects your heart
Helps hemorrhoids


cantaloupe
Saves eyesight
Controls blood pressure
Lowers cholesterol
Combats cancer
Supports immune syste

demoralized!

i hate tomorrow..
i hate exams, assessments, interviews and all d'stupid systerm in d'world that i need to go tru for several times in my life...sigh..

may GOD help me...

i sense sumthing which is not really good.
ouh, expecting for d'worst!

sigh!!!!

im broke!

a very rare case in my life..
but it happened today.i only have 54rm with me.and today is only 27th.
which means i need to spend that rm54 wisely so that i can survive for d'next 3-4 days. ergghh,, sangatla choy!

where all the money goes?

i think maybe bcoz i spent a lot on wedding, engagement
(wah, giler semangat preparation, so damne early-hehehe)

yess, a lot...which is i dun mind... i really want d'best for my wedding and engagement.

errmmm

lately,im willingly lending my heartbroken pals (plural occay) a shoulder for em to cry on. maybe its putus cinta musim -=P
sometime i need to ensure i say all the right things at the right time and
really need to make sure dat dis mouth wont say any sensitive things dat might offend them in any ways.

takpela, kite kene tolong menolong bukan?

yerp, risau jugak worst case scenario-instead of making my gurls feel better,ive only succeeded in reinforcing her determination to remain in bed and eat vast quantity of ice cream....whoa...big NooOooo!!!!

anyway frens, you can count on me =)