+ d' E.N.V.Yness inside me+


i dunnO..im okay..im okay..im not ok...yeah2,...i need to solve d'diffuseness in me,me myself is absolutelY in a big trouble by having a streak of jealousy n envy wif sumbody else who i should say here are almost perfect!
but i noe the fire of envy consumes the body,and excessive jealousy is like a ragging fire. but i juz coudnt help to change this nature and b more thankfull to GOD for giving me living in a life of tranqualitY,security and now im wishing for contentment....and how bout d'person who gave me lots of pains and headache???
might b i shud juz withdraw peacefully from places where idle arguements are going on
for d'tyme being n i think i should retain d'anger which is dominating me day by day....n then,i should stop babbling bfore it might b getting worse.....opsss..people..nway,happY chinese new year,enjoy ur holidays..done!

+ stress wrapping me around wif dis....+


evaluating ppl by their behavior is d'best way i think instead of their attire or performance in front of others..whutt i mean here is,when she/he is being or staying wif u n u both r getting closer day by day,then u'll noe what his/her attitude and straightlY u cud noe n remember it bY heart..i dunno ppl,when it comes to humanitY thingy no one cud teach u on how to communicate wif others without making each word sounds annoYing, or how u need to survive wif ursurrounding without hurting each other and no 1 cud tell u which is d'best way to make others being satisfY wif u n how could u do every single thing properlY.im now suffering myself to bear n face dis small2 things apprehensivelY bcoz im afraid if 1daY ill burst out things loudlY...*big applause to mYfortitude*--im in a very hard tyme okie =( all dis things cause me to feel stunned or bewildered---erghhhhhhh*daze state*----sumbodY pls help me on handling sum1 dat really "sempoi" until dunno dat she might hurt mYheart wif her "kesempoian" tu...damne!im not dat type who can sound other ppl strictlY---i may sound her while im laughing and she mighy think dat im juz joking..is it bcoz i look like a clown?whatever dudette---damne!

okie,stop complaining iezawani,it'll makes u feel hurt n u'll get heart attack easilY n ull die young...oh..nauzubilaah...perhaps no..i juz want to feel more comfortable n breating d'fresh air again bY writing bout dat.okie,then i shud stop bfore thing is getting worst...

ehmmm...whutt else?ouh,tomorrow is a V-day n i juz not give a damn wif it bcoz i never celebrate it plus i dun hav anY1 to share d'meaning of dat V-day together wif me *ouh,ok so now it sounds pathetic aite???*so,for me i juz spend mytime in d'office untill late at night or might b going for movie "d'holidaYs" alone without any companion..ouh,whatt a sooo called antisosial me =P---darn!

uhhhhhhhh...relief..thank GOD..got to go...=) continue working iezawani..u said dat u meet urlife here,sooo????go on n keep up d'good work..hahahaa...-----erghhhhhhhhhh

+opps i did it again =P+

im pretty happy wif dis new obession--paintball-ing dat i could resist nowadays..*woot*woot*
again we made it (dis tyme wif mycolleagues..schlumbergerian) and dat was a revenge tyme when it was d'only tyme dat i can shoot myprojectleader (mr.seng hor)--hohoho but i didnt manage to make it real when obviouslY i was dealing wif almost-a-sharp-shooterist--hahahha..and for dis tyme i felt more advanture bcoz we didnt juz shoot behind the obstacles to get the flag but we could run tru d'forest and hide in d'building--whoaa-really like d'games dat guys used to play in d'comp(dun ask me to name it k,im not into gaming thingy)...i wish for another paintball in muDtrekker again sumdaY n actuallY me&mygfs are looking forward to it..yeayyy!

erghh..guess whutt,im updating myblog from home *grin* bcoz finallY myfren helped me to find out d'wireless dat we could steal from myhouse..yeayyyy...stealing d'network coverage is consider as a criminal ke???*stop nodding k*---

dis stupid *free wireless*, suddenly turn on n off unpredictably and uploading all dphotos in here sluggishly..eiyoo sluggard,i need to do other stuffs k..please b quicker...darn!ok,picture worth...without captions..huhuhu..i need more tyme to rest...off peeps!

+changging d'addiction =)+

lastnite i watch kyle XY n guess whutt???he's sooo "yummy"===dat john doe really make me sick thinking of his smile but still..rYuzaki is d'best...hehehe n d'same goes for heroes..i like d'story dat i ignored it bfore dis...urgh...



+kyle XY hero-yeah+

i think his smile draw d'attention more than he shud get from any ladies out there bcoz when we look back at his face,he juz has d'average type of handsome face,rite??hehehehe..

ouh,i juz booked d'flight tickets for myvacations and seems like im afraid if mymanager wont approve my leave application *ergghhh* bcoz ill take soooo many leaves on may but ermm..it juz 6days i think (in early n end of may)but still...it seems weirdo when i take different date of vacations *ergghh again*
i plan to go hanoi (vietnam on 5th-9th may) n then having d'scuba diving trip to phuket on 25th-29th may)...i really can smell d'sea now...it will b' s d'1st trip wif myfrens (bfore dis i used to go wif mydadDy)and wow..its tempting,dude!

okie,i need to off for swimming now,im getting fatter day by day,uwaaa.....depress2=(

+good gurl keep a diary,but i prefer to sum it alltogether for dis month+


*whoot*whoot*---im striking back in here =) s per requests,so many requestor who r missing to read myblog(we hav d'proof in d'taggie k =p),so i need to free myself from those pending works which is need to be finished suppose on tuesday but i juz finishD it yesterday evening(too bad la kan =( )and im logging in here at least to add up 1 more posting so dat d'number will increase up to two posting 4 dis month *sigh*
so ppl,such a lotz of interesting part dat had happenD in in dis month and got i terrible moment in my life tho..ll list it up 1 by 1 k--

1)got fight wif 1 of mYgf but settled it down eventuallY--thanks sayaang...ignorant is a bliss sumtyme,dudette =)

2)wanie&sushi??? what happened?okie,finally dido,munira n dayot dragged me to d'sushi king which i hated it soooo much bfore (i cannot imagine u guys put dat raw fish into urmouth--yuuuuyyyyy)--but finally i can adapt myself wif dat food slowly..but still i juz ate tempura,unagi and please not dat rawss!!i got picsss =)





~what d'gurl did best =)~





+right after dat not-too-freakin'-sushi-4 me..hehe+




+but w r rreallY frekin'hot!! =)+




+dido+munira+dayot+me+

3)lemme tell dis 1--we were doing paintball!yippy-kay-yeayy(bruce willi's quote)
we did it,we dared to lose n finally we got d'bruises galore--aiyoooo




+d'paintball is coming back again*whoot*whoot*+




~we r infield,we dare to lose--hehehhe~




=we extremelY love d'xtreme sport--yeayy--=

4)mYmom got sick n been hospitalized 4 five days--how terrible mylife at dat mo---she got clot in her brain,so d'doc xpected dat she will get stroke soon.i got shocked but juz pray to GOD,praying for everyting gonna b fine n Alhamdulillah,she juz need to b concentrate on her medication and need to avoid foods&things dat she should avoid--n now im thinking of not to live off myparents once again,so im in d'process to get 'em b wif me no matter what happen(move to kl is d'rite word shud b),but mYdad seems like to reject dat opinion n i think i understand d'reason goes bhind it but ppl,what do u think bout living wif urparents after u get married???is it a very good idea???i duno dewh....yeah2,im not into d' "marry" thingy itself soon but im juz asking if it might happen in 5-6 years ahead..life is sooo unpredictable rite???? *sigh*

5)squash-swimming---it bcome s mYdaily routine now (ouh,i dun hav soo many things to do lately n im quit happy wif it and i think being single make me talk&act more sensable than bfore =) is it??yeah,,probably...

6)OMG--i LOIKE sumthing unique--n dats Y i loike Ryuzaki in d'deathnote(both 1&11),i like d'way he picking up his fon and he's adorable...how cud i describe it--ermm...yeah,he GOT style!!..any1 want to follow me to watch dat movie 1ce again??? =p

~Dudettes--enjoYing d'freaking warming house partY~

D'sudden plan wif mYna while YM-ing last friday,really turnd to such a freaking hot event and yerp i mean it was like small reunion wif mY xhighskoolmates&xcollegemates (*nodding*)---finallY--opps we did iT!
we enjoyed cooking d'mushy2yummy salmon cheese(urghhhd,real delicious shredded cheese on it (*drooling*),black pepperbeef switchd to salty ketchup beef (but wif a smirky face)--eventho it wasnt going s d'pland but still we did mess around wif dat beef untill we drawn it into d'ketchup and it tasted delly in dat black liquid----hohoho---but it seemd like everything went wrong when myhouse really2 not a better place to do d'cooking stuffs especially when i dun hav a blender, sharp knifes to chop d'meats, any cubes such as chicken or ikanbilis, and d;most embarrassing part was when i didnt have any mieral water left for us to drink...hahaha...wth--im really sorry dudettes for such incomplete things...i was shirking on dat necessary stuffs which are sort of d'necessary+compulsary stuff in each house especially in d'house wif 3young ladies in it..*sigh* and myna had to go back to her house for seeing any chickenstock to make soup, black pepper, more plates (for 8dudettes), belacan(*wee*) and even d'mineral water.---haishhh---too bad la kan,sorry myna for giving u a hard tyme,but luckily myhouse and myna's not really far and uhhh,munira also needed to bring along d'blender to myhouse and after dat she had to turn it back to her mama bcoz of cozla her mama needed dat blenderkan (dis event occured during lunch hr k---*gosh*---haihsss--cowee munira sayang...*zonked*
but,but,but----we still managed to serve alltogether 5dishes plus dat kacang botol for us eventually.. yeayyyyyy!!!!and d'menus were:

~~cheesy salmon cheese (u can guess how cheesy it was when we added d'balance uncooked shredded
cheese on it)
~~ketchup beef (we pland d'blackpapper beef at first =( )
~~sambal ikan bilis
~~fishball soup
~~ulam ku si kacang botol--hoho

and urgghhhh.....fried mushrooms (better than yankies heart tau)--hehehhe

ouh---d'icecream wif chocolate topping on it s our dessert(home made ok,sorry for prOudly mentioning it--huhu)



-kathryn messing round d'kithcen--she was our talented chef on dat daY=)-


-me,half of mYna and d'raws-


-those raw salmons were really tempting kan???-


-they were do-ing d'PS2 ke? :P-


-from raws to delicious-finally!


-threesome--wif gurlfrens dat i missed for these 3years-

and whutt a surprised when dido suddenly volunteered herself to join dis party after having a small (ermm..considered as -wee-) fight wif her youngr bro&sist n r'mc also managed to drive to myhouse eventho a bit late at nite (sayang,b cool ya,u hav lotz of ppl who loves&cares for u all this while n it will bcontinuous chum),amy also came rite after she finishd her work n whoaaa--she juz cut off iguana's knail n dat's sound sooooo tempting dudette--I WANT TO DO DAT!!!---im sure..really sure--ouh she's an aquarist btw,i think im going to apply dat job s my part time job sumday---hehe...its tempting--REALLY!!!


-okie,dis photo has been cropd bcoz i was wearing juz a super shorty short--+P-

and here is d'list of dudettes who were spending dat rejoiceness moment wif me:
**Dayoth
**mYna
**kathryn
**munira
**Dido
**Amy
**R'mc
**mYself (WEE)

urghhhh...and mY kooKoo doinks~~~(ia adalah sejenis burung)---hahahaha

and definitely after cooking and makaning session of coz we need to do an xcercise (without waiting all d'foods in d'tummy completelY digested)and swimming in d'pool at mYcondo seemd s 'd'best therapy for us by dat tyme,hoho--


-freestyle,doggiestyle or frogstyle--juz name it!hohoho-


-"we'r doing d'boyband's pose S in mangga"--mYna--pheewittt =P-

ouhh---im off foe sushi wif didO,munira n daYoth--yeah i hate sushi to b'honest but i hav to..since they forced me to join d'sushi session bfore d'cutie dido fly off to UK dis wednesday---ouh,didO--muahxx!!XOXO

~on present&past tense~



New year of 2007 is coming...happy new year everybody and dis was myfirst tyme celebrating it in front of TV at home instead of concert-ing or zouk-ing s a teenagers like i used to b bfore---i even used to b in front of KLCC counting every seconds to meet d'new year eve. that tyme i felt like--"omigoshh---dis is a real life of a teenager,how could i resist it"....i never imagined myself being s a "home alone" during d'day of "merdeka celebration" or "new year celebration" ... but now i realized that it was a so-calld teenagers life as im growing up n d' xcited feeling upon d'day of celebration is gone by time..for now i think "what a wasted dude lettng urself been in a very crowded places,been trapped in a damn sluggish traffic jam and urgghhh---whatt a peacefull being at home=====yeah,d'tyme mature me..d'tyme teach me how to grow up,showed me how to think&act synchronize wif mymind&myheart. and yeah,tyme also envy me to stay young,strong n beautiful everlasting (choong's qoute for me =) )......but honestly,i think i juz cannot let go d'year 2006 easily as i wishd for it to stay wif me forever n ever....but,how cud i say like dat,uhh~~

2006---- d'year when i met mylife,i met a piece of bliss moment in me,i met d'money dat i earn by my own, i met myself s i mmeet d'REAL me, i met d'happiness dat i always wishd for,i met what they call a satisfaction, i met things dat i never met bfore,i met various nature of people dat i never met bfore, i met a streak of strength in me, i met d'real fren who never left me bhind so far,i met dis blog(and keep on blogging),i met everything except i lose 1 thing dat i shud call it s KARMA (what goes around,comes around iezawani) and i met d'limitation of giving a hope.....s i said----i met LIFE...... in short----I LEARNT A LOT BY TYME.


And i think, for d year of 2007,i need to identify an attribute of d'in-blood resentment so dat i could seperates it from myself forever&ever.....amin----ouh, n i need to list down d'cashflow so dat i cud save d'money more then i usually spend it out......im doin' D'financial tracking &ill post it by d'tyme its being updated k =)
ouh, bfore i forgot for d' paradigms who perform haj by dis year,congratulations bcoz of d' Akhbar Haj dat entitled to em..dis is what we call "REZEKI" kan...its like we perform 100times Haj...n for those who never performed it (like me =P),d'Akhbar Haj will comes in d'next 10 years when d'WUKUF DI ARAFAH falls on d'BLESSINGS FRIDAY----- so peeps,wish&pray for dat glorious day(drooling =) )--amin----off *whoot*whoot*

hehe--feel like want to catch ur eyes on me by uploading dis photo..huhuhu--Aidiladha photo btw *grin*

~me in a variable mode at times~

i got few minutes bfore i move mylzybutt off to bed,so i spend sum tyme doing dis survey--d'title is "D'guy dat will b s mycrush sumday in d'future" or "D'guy dat i dreamt of" , or D'guy's characteristic dat cud win myheart sumday"...hohoho...i pray dat i cud meet mysoulmate 1day--amin..XOXO...yet,im still looking for d'greatest companion of myself =)


1. My guy/girl's hair style should be
[ ]long
[ ]curly
[ ]clean cut
[x]spike----(all depends on the person)

2.The color of his/her hair should be
[x]black---perhaps!
[]brown
[ ]pink
[ ]red
[ ]multi-colored

3.He/She should be a
[]performer
[ ]gamer
[x]not quite, can't do anything aboutit---every guy got d'talent in him.
[ ]leader
[ ]athlete
[]musician
[ ]honor student
[ ]prince/princess

4.He/She should be
[x]tall
[ ]6 footer
[ ]small
[x]just not shorter than me

5. He/she should be
[]romantic
[ ]bad boy/girl
[x]simple---simple but fascinating!
[ ]nerd
[ ]shy
[]smart

6. His/her skin should be
[ ]dark as an african
[ ]mestizo/mestiza
[ ]moreno[ ]anak araw
[x]tan
[x]fair----its a compulsary!but not too fair ya *wink*
[ ]i dun fcuking care bout his/her colour.

7. He/she should be good in
[x]sports----haih,i dun care actually s long s he got sumthing special to b attractive+im not demanding btw =)
[ ]math
[ ]science
[ ]art
[]music
[ ]cooking
[ ]fortune telling


8.My ideal guy/girl's eyes should be
[ x]big as an owl---eiii beshnye but sepet eyes also concider ok--either 1---*teehee*
[x ]chinito/chinita
[ ]round eyes
[ ]none of the above
[x]natural

9. the color of his/her eyes should be
[]blue
[]green
[x]brown
[ ]red
[ ]pink
[ ]gray
[x]black
[x]natural

10. He/she should be
[ ]an atenista
[ ]a lasalita
[ ]a UP student
[ ]Ust
[ ]Povedan
[ ]letranista
[ ]Bedan
[ ]a student in FEU
[ ]CEU .
[ ]an augustinian
[x]human---*flummoxface wif dis Q*

11. our age gap should be

[x]just a few months
[x]1 year ------in short,i dun care s long s he's not older or juz a bit younger from my dady--ouchhh!!!pathetic.dude!
[] 2-5 years
[]more than 5 years
[ ]nothing younger or over 5 years

12. our date should be in
[]a restaurant
[]park
[]cinema
[x]paris
[x]sea shore
[ x]an island
[x]vacation
[x]every single place---actually i wish for scuba diving or travelling---gosh!im really into it!

~GOLLY--im a typical me =(~

ouh~~ im spending dis xmas day peacefully in d'office without any1 here...i need to settle down myjob over here,n dats y i need to come eventho today is a public holiday..naah,dis is my so-calld job--but im happy nway. plus i dun noe whutt shud i do in d'house without ASTRO (me also not a TV fan either), without daya (she's in her hometown rite now)&k.etty (wif her bf s usual), without any other entertainment such as internet (we r juz move in to dis hse,so everything is still unfixd&incompleted), without mypartner to play squash(but i like to play it at fitness centre nowadays), without myputih (mymushi2 cat) which is may concern to accompany me during myboring day, without d'intention to go for swimming &without d'feeling to b lonely without doing anything today---so its better for me to go to d'office and Q'c few things,study d'SRME + TauP LNA job(im sorry,u guys might having no idea bout whutt im doing,peeps).

i think i need to find time to write novels,numerous songs, poems, and plays, and ran magazines 1 day kot..*daydreaminghead*----ouh,itd better if i dream of being s a bussinesswomen and having myown empire so dat i would b known s a tycoon sumday in d'future =) *teehee*---amin!

can sum1 please help me on how to make d' celebrities-look-alike in myherritage webbie--i was trying to do it for few times but still..i faild to upload d'pic and seeing d'final result...i think nadya noe how to fix it...dewh~~

ergghh!!! i need to continue studying myjob so dat i wont b in a disaster ctuation in d'meeting room tomorrow
~im off peeps~

~D.U.D.E~

~D'new resolutions for years ahead~

OMG,i need to list up mynew resolutions bfore d'new season reach.OUH,*rise eyebrows* i did it last few years in a high school.okie2,im going to b s a manageble+organizeable person sumday. i need to organize things unless ill stuck in "delay-it-to-tomorrow spirit" forever. Delaying myjob to d'nextday, next week or nextmonth is dthing dat i do frequently...unavoidable~~.yerp *nodding*, its not a good idea&it was make me stuckd in amid of d'mountain of jobs dat need to b finishd at d same tyme and i was struggling to make it happen so dat i cud prove to everybody tdat i cud handle many things and i noe how to didvide myself wisely.
so, here i listed all d'things dat i need to catch up:


1) I need to change myself to b more punctual from now on--no more half and hour late(im dealing wif human,dude,so i need to b on tyme so that i wont make any1 wait for me for a vey long tyme.)

2) Hiding&reducing d'in-blood-resentment and b more secretive please!

3) Stop d'intention to win d'so called game which is playing in myheart rite now

4) Being more prolix&prominant in many things in any ways

5) Upgrading d'virtues inside me (i noe im not dat good,but stil....l i think i also did few good things for these years)

6) Every1 has dis--either a bit or conspicous--but d'priggishness is sumthing dat really not good (but ppl,is it ok being proud upon d'success dat we get after a very hard effort--its not dat im proud of myself juz might b 1 to open sumbody's eyes dat really _memandang rendah_ for those who r graduated from local universities)--trust me,i do hav dis kind of lame fren!

7) Achieve a higher grade than where r u now,iezawani =)

8) I need to appreciate ppl who r being here wif me thru thick&thin,yeah sorry if i was neglecting anybody for these years

9)MY OBLIGATION-------IMPROVE MYPRACTICAL SKILL IN OMEGA (i meet mylife here)

and to accomplish my newyear resolutions,i wish d'blessings from GOD,i wish to b'more loyal to HIM (u can count it in many ways),i wish for myvieltyme&wishing d'splendour for d'years ahead n frens i need ursupport,dude~~
~~so,end off d'promissory to myslef =)

~on d'forbidden&intention~

on d'forbidden & an intention


can i allocate 1 "jiwangness" song in here,dude?im still in demoralize mode today n ermm--who cares ya if i wanna put more than 1 jiwangness songs in here pon =p,dis blog is still....n forever will b under myobligation..hohoho =)

~CINTA ini kadang2 tak ada logika,
ILUSI semua hasrat dalam hati,
dan hanya ingin dapat memiliki,
DIRIMU HANYA UNTUK SESAAT~


below is d'fullpic of mytanktop&skirt for dat year end dinner wif mycolleagues(s i promised ya sabby)




ouh,i need to say dis...i felt very happy last weekend when i attended sort of small SAMURIAN gathering at sg wang plaza froom noon up to d'nite wif daya,dido,sabby,munira and kak yati(myofficemate). we did sum flashback scenes back in SAMURA,we were browsing&lingering around d'mall and i dyed myhair(d'inner part only) so dat my mom wont catch me did dat forbidden thingy =p (naughty daught,i am?)and 1 more thing--i was adding 1 more piercing on myears and got an improvement when finally i cud make it two which are on upper&lower part of myears (again, i did dat thing dat will make mymom screaming in a very high pitch tone to me,dude...ouh,n now i juz build up her resentment on me and im really scared if she cud find out dat i did d'thing dat she dun really like sumday (*praying dat this dark brown clr on myhair will b gone bfore mydad is coming back to mesia*)...y i do all dis thing????is it bcoz im growing up? wanna get more variable styles nowadays? ouh, bcoz im in a morale down mode since dat year end dinner probably kot...doinksssssssssss.....y i did all dis things???....bcoz im bend!-------pissed off--------im done!

+i dunno..im bend!+

+i dunno..im bend!+

~~i dunno--in emotionally unstable mode rite now...so,lets browse d'pics of my year end dinner wif mycolleagues at Villa Danieli Sheraton Imperial last Friday..for myastonishment,i dun really feel dat i was there at dat tyme,feel like i was bend!lets enjoy d'pics of mycolleagues and buzz me if like to order sum1 from d'pics--ill give u d'form to b filled in---kuakuakua~~





+me n kak dayang+



+me&mYcolleagues+



+go refreshing dudes+



+peep,dis is illegal,i was eating dude!+



+d'gurl wif cheekbones *wee*+



+mycolleagues pics--kak aida&roslan--another1 i dunno..hehe+



+d'cute mikey is myboss--hahaha+



+from left(michelle,naseer,aiyee,suhaimi)+



+suhaimi,affendi,anuar ole skol =)+


k peeps,im off---morale down,huh!

+CINTA isnt bad for stripling,dude!its worth 2 b'watchd+

+CINTA isnt bad for stripling,dude!its worth it 2 b'watchd+

CINTA----is really worth it to b watchd-it isnt bad for stripling..i bet u.but i think i was getting wrong wif dat movie bcoz i was juz laughing&keep on laughing d'evil plain lough untill i had d'teary eyes but i was surprized to c r'mc,kak etty and others were sobbing by d tyme we catchd up after movie.they said "udect takde perasaan"---woot*woot*

It wasnt dat i takde perasaan ok mydear,i was juz trying to take myselff off from those agony and torment dat had happened in dat story so,i juz take d'funny part wif me so dat i will feel like nothing dat shud b worry in our life..XOXO

dis story is all about 1 old man who is suffering alzhemer(did i spell it correctly sabby si pharmacist???) who met 1 old lady and he keeps on doing d same thing everyday bcoz of dat alzhemer...+ d'love&loyalty of a husband who hasnt pay off when his wife turn down d'marriage for sum1 else eventho they hav 1 cuttie daught...+ a naive gurl who was chasing for his bf but she felt more appreciated wif another guy who didnt care bout her mistakes and cud accept her for who she is(eventho she used to b s a slut)eventually and he's altruistic btw...+ d'love story of an egoist guy wif outspoken cashier lady(dis part was d'funniest i guess--wee---...+ d'loves between a sist&her bro&sm1 else's hubby(hehheeh)..okie2 sabby i wont teel d'whole story in here so dat u cannot guess waht will happen in d'end..but oppsss,i was giving u d'clue bout dat cutie amani's choice in d end--woot*woot*

so,ppl CINTA has it own msg upon everybody,it shows malaysians' mentallity,bout we shud accept other's virtues&bads and its keep on remind us bout nobody is perfect in dis world..but d'think is how bout those who says "yucksssss" to malay movies??? i hate those ppl who r being sooo judgemental bout malay movies and d'curses are jumped out from malay ppl's mouth also...who r u to put our natures down to d'bottom of our feet??? yeah, i know sum malay movies r not really good n we r juz wasting our tyme on watching it,but still....got sum malay movie dat we shud appreciate it much,more than we proud wif those james bond and other movies....hohohoho..n now im a good malaysian's product anyho---hahahhaa...PROUD TO B MALAYSIAN,dude!sort of patriotisme spirit inside me btw---gosh!!!!!

yawn----cheers!!!

by d'tyme i browsed d'lyrixpage,i found sumthing dat really stick to myears for now...lets enjoy listening to d'nickleback's outcome.i do love dis song and nickleback s well....


Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
How did our eyes get so red?
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?

This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out

This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times

I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in

Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for

It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye

Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin’ out
They say somebody went and burned it down

We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel

Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when

I miss that town
I miss their faces
You can’t erase
You can’t replace it
I miss it now
I can’t believe it
So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it
If I could relive those days
I know the one thing that would never change

Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me


wif dat..im off ya peeps!

~such a beautiful celebration+a curiosity feeling inside me~

~how do i look ek (lol)??


~he's retarded~


~d'blurry upon us---still...im sorry,i mean it~


2nDROUND--malaysian foOd~


~irresistable~


~i was craving for d'view bhind us =)~


~1STROUND--ejoyd d'western fOod&sushi~


~he completed me~


~me&him~


~yess,its been a while we didnt take d'dual photo~


~im happy,am i???~























d'two slices of cakes below were d unexpected gift from sum1 dat i appreciated most..i dunno how to say how glad i was at dat mo--