+i will adapt to mYenVironment n cope wif it...*praYing*+

yeah...yesterday evening was meaningfull to me..i need to admit dat,sumtime n most probably everYtyme i did mistakes,i should admit it,i should lean back n relax,ponderin' mymistakes n find out d'solution to correct everything dat goes wrong..yeah,peace of mind can be acquired by accepting the worst-case scenario..i admit dat,i xperienced it for many tymes....

after plaYing squash wif myteamleade(TL),-s i mentioned d'day bfore we really got a big fight-,so we settled it down n found d'conclusion to make things clear..so now,i know mymistakes and i promised him to never make it happen once again but 4 d'tyme being,i need to cope wif d'environment first..i need to put mYself in dis environment,not forcing d'environment to suit me. and i think for now,i juz set in mymind dat if i made mistakes in d'past,juz learn from them n then,let them go...and im gonna stick wif it...

but patience alwaYs has its limit..i need to hear d'big "S" word from him also,but he still...refused to admit anything,but i understand...egoistic comes first when it comes to d' man..an appologY for 'em seems like puttinG their pride at d'bottom of myfeet..yeah,i juz need to noe how to handle d'ctuation,how to cool down everytyme i lose mytemper and if GOD's willing,i cud handle myself n him without jump into any kind of tense condition or being in d'middle of arguement...

all i need here is just B' STRONG--stefen told me this..and hey,he lost his GPS when he was in beijing,China...he'd been there for 1week n he left his GPS in d'taxi dat he took when he went to d'forbidden citY.he juz forgot bout dat things for a minute or two,n by d'tyme he rememberd it,dat taxi already gone..*sigh*..dat GPS cost about 350USD n if i were him,ill cry..damne it!and guess what???it was his 2nd GPS..he lost d'1st 1 also when he went travelling...stefen,dun buy dat thing again or u'll keep losing it everytyme u go travelling...u need to b'more carefull for next tme(reminding d'clumsY me too :P)

*off*