7billions

ok,this is cool.want to know ur no? if korang nak tau korang no brape dlm dunia ni,maka silalah ke website and check.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-15391515

The world at seven billion

As the world population reaches seven billion people, the BBC's Mike Gallagher asks whether efforts to control population have been, as some critics claim, a form of authoritarian control over the world's poorest citizens.

my no is:

4,815,819,539

hubby's no is:

4,722,606,029

Azriff's no is:

6,943,746,214

ok,this no might be wrong la kan.the chances to be right is tooo low since this just based on assumption. plus this for registered populations only, how bout those who are unregistered? but takpela, just for fun!

on things that matters to me....

hi all

its been ages since my last update.always remind myself to blog more often but fail tremendously.ouh God huge no-no to my laziness and always claim tak larat to update blog after been very busy whole day. well, nway, will try to update more frequent after this *ouh yes, another promises.wuwwuwu. till then. happy birthday sweetheart saya mr Azman Azis=)

LABOUR ROOM's experience

ngehehehhee...sampai dah entry ni.yes!

okla,1st of all sorry if this entry got few "18sx" words like "bukaan beberapa cm..." "jolok" and all...heheheeh.cant be avoided la kan in the process...

ok.1stly, during my pregnancy,i have few wishes and really hope that Allah will grant my wishes.

1)my first baby is gonna be a BOY,perfect&healthy -Alhamdulillah Allah granted my wish.speechless.i have 3siblings.all girls.and my mom also hoping that im gonna get a baby boy.everybody is happy when at 7mos of pregnancy (ouh,pemalu anakku cam mak die kan? 7 bulan baru nak tunjuk2 sikit.haha). seriously lots of people told me im carrying a baby girl.only mom said a baby boy ouh and my grandma too.mom said "mak time pregnant dulu muka berseri2,suka make up xmcm ko,pregnant selekeh muka". (padahal mak ku mmg suka bermake up xkire mase.haissshh). but finally,a baby boy.ouh my,so happyyyyyy =)

2)normal birth without epidural -just like how my mom did mase deliver her all 3heroins.hehe. Alhamdulillah Allah granted my wish,normal without epidural. indescribable pain but managed to bear with it patiently and strongly.my a not-so-supportive hubs really helped me a lot in went through the critical moment by saying "sayang,sayang boleh punya,sikit je lagi, syg dh tahan lame dah".eh i yg nak bersalin,dia pulak yg boleh.haha.

3)if possible,can my baby born in between time after Thursday maghrib-bfore solat Jumaat?-because its consider as Friday in islamic calendar.

actually Azriff was born in the same month wif our prophet Muhammad S.A.W (rabiulawwal). was hoping as well,that he gonna born on 12rabiulawwal,but terlajak sikit.but Alhamdulillah still thursday night (mlm jumaat).

4)water birth-haaaa,bab ni terpengaruh kt novel shopaholic,ouh my god,cool kannnnn????but whut to do,my gynae bfore this was working in Arab Saudi,she said arab saudi nye water birth much better than malaysia.here just a small pool,the plastic one like for kids tu and no jakuzi and all bfore the process.so,not recommended.ouh soo sadddd!after googling,i found only hospital pantai,penat pergi.skali Dr tak recommend.so, fine la.we go for the normal process,on bed punye (hubs kate ngade2 je nak dlm air bagai).actually i can use his privilege tau, can deliver baby anywhere in the globe, sure company cover.i dh request kat UK ke US ke tp xdilayan.nyampah!hahaha.(budget if branak kt overseas muka anak cam omputihla?)haha.

ouh my God,macam2 kan my wishes,certain people claimed im a "freak". hahahaha.

so, during my pregnancy,my gynae ouh my good very islamic,experienced and very good in assisting patients.mmg everytime nak check ke,everything she wanna do like rubbing lotion bfore she scan my tummy she'll bace doa,tgh2 check bace doa,and crita je ape prob kat dia.ade je doa dia suruh bace.so,jatuh cinta with her.haha.she told me with her,insyaAllah takde sakit2 emergency nak beranak ni,dia akan monitor frm time to time.i pon cuakla.alamak,camane nak monitor,because normally what i heard frm others,semua sakit2 nak bersalin baru gi hospital.what a good thing bout experienced Dr ni, dia bley agak dah bila nak bersalin.so,my EDD actually on 25th february but i really hope dpt deliver awal so that during confinement hubs will be here wif me.(giler x aci ok,dlm pantang srg2,nak amek exam bagai). so a week before i deliver baby,dh ckp kt Dr nak deliver next week (which is week yg 17th feb tu),so Dr ckp,if nak bersalin awal kene buat 3things:

1)ok,segan sikit nak tulis but since all my readers are ladies(i hope),haha.

having sex regularly like 1/2 times everyday.

2)play wif nipple.(suruhla hubs yg buat,jgn buat sendiri pulak,serious xfeel.haha)

3)pray continuously

so, after a week,went for check up,doc ckp dh bukak 3cm (ok,i dah cuak.gilo.xsakit xape,tetibe doc ckp dah bukak.ouh my God).that time rabu ptg(15th feb).so doc ckp balik rumah pack brg,lek2 gi hospital.and guess what?ktrg ni dah set in mind,since no rushing at all dr ckp nanti time bersalin,ktrg ape pon xprepare brg2 hospital.boley?haha.so, blk after maghrib,gerak pi Tropicana Medical Centre. then sampai sane dok tido je smpai the next day (thursday).pasai xsakit ape2pon.hehehe.then Dr dtg subuh tu ,she checked still 3cm, and asked "tak sakit ka?".i ckp "takde pon".then my doc ckp "ok,i tolong ni...." and she ...errrr jolok2 cket. few minutes after out of sudden my water broke.ouh my god,pebende yg doc buat td???hahahaha.then since after subuh tu barula rase sakit sikit2.the pain was like gradually increase.mase tu baru 4cm bukak.i tido bangun,tdo bangun.hubby?ouh kesian dia,kene tdo atas sofa,psl dlm labour room 1 bed je.tp nyenyak ooo die tido.takde la cuak ke ape.cettt!

then,after zohor ke asar baru rase sakit cam mencucuk2 sikitla,tahan lagi.tido bangun,selera makan xde dah.actually boring kot dok je atas katil.tp ade one nurse tu ckp,when my water broke,i cannot go anywhere,kene rest atas katil.gerammmmm jeeeeee!!!!org nak jalan2 barula bley distract sakit ni.but when nurse checked,still 4cm.apekaaaa???dr subuh td 4cm.grrrrr....then,after asar tu barula kemuncaknye.every 3mins sakit,every 3 mins sakit.then,ckp kt hubs,nak amek epidural la.actually nurse dah offer awal2,doc pon,but i reluctant to take it at first.mmg dah set takkan ambil epidural.no matter what.nak rase sakit beranak cane.hubs plak ckp "dosa u tu dahla banyak, bawak2la rase sakit sikit,baru insaf".cetttttt...wife mithali dikate dosa banyak.hahahaa.

then,when dah sakit2 tu,ckp kt hubs nak amek epidural,he said "sayang mesti ok,sayang dh tahan dr after subuh lg,ni tinggal sikit je,syg boleh".hangin gue.i yang sakit,dia yg boleh.tp mmg kuatkan smangat pon,bende yg keep on playing in y mind is what my mom gonna say bile amek epi.ooooo,mak i pedasssss wooo.hahahaha.die dh ckp awal2 "nenek ko beranak kt rumah,releks je takde epidural ke pejadah tu? mak dulu pon okje.ko jgn nak ngade2 amek bende2 yg tak tau effectnye...pot pet pot pet..." nanti if i amek,confirm die sebut2 smpai dapat cicitlaaa.hahaha.tu yg xmo.tp mcm dah sakit sgt kan,so,i ckp kt nurse call dr soh cepat dtg,bley amek epidural lg ke tak.nurse call dr,selambe dr ckp tunggu dia dtg.org dah sakit2 ni dr after Asar tu,bley plak doc dtg dkt2 nak isyak.dia ade operation buang ovari patient.kesian patient tu, tgh pregnant,ade cancer ovari pulak but they saved the baby,just buang 1 ovari.dont ask me how.dunno.after asar tu nurse check still 4cm bukak.haiyerr,pehal slow sgt tak bukak2.

then,dkt2 isyak doc sampai,dr check and she said "ok,dah bukak 10cm,we r ready k,boley start push".ok, menggelabah giler.apekah td nurse ckp 4cm tak gerak2.grrrrrrrr.....fyi, i tak mkn since lunch tu pasai tak selera,n rs mcm sengal giler dok hospital lame2,terbaring atas katil.serious the 2nd one nanti i nak gi jln2 pusing2 hospital tu kasi nak freshen up my mind and it'll distract myself frm thinking bout the pain.apedaaa nurse sengal, xkasi jalan2 pulak.

then,when everything was ready,dr ckp "bile rase sakit je push..."so,pushla bile rs sakit,i actually xdengar ape yg hubs i ckp mase tu die kene tlg ampu my head and push it towards the chest mase i push.doc suruh.so,maybe dia diam je kot.i mmg dah pesan awal ,jgn ckp "sabar yang" and yg seangkatan dgnnnye.org tgh sakit ckp sabar,mmg nak kenela.hehehee.so,maybe beliau diam dgn jayenye.hahaha. then halfway push i bley ckp "saye tak mampula dr...""...hahaahaha,bile ingat2 part plg lawak tu la.adeke bley ckp camtu mase push.doc ckp "eh,jgn maen2,baby dah engage,kene cepattttt...pushhhhh"....haiyerrrrr..so push la lagi.finally baby keluar Alhamdulillah.

so,the metaphor "mase bersalin mmg sakit,tp bile tgk baby hilang semua sakit"..booooo..tipuuuuuu...hahahaahah.din applied to me.1st time doc showed Azriff ms after mandikan dia,mase daddy dia nak taknikkan dia tu, i pandang je dia.dlm hati i ckp "budak ni la td yg nak keluar bkn maen susah"..bley ckp gitu?i bukan not being grateful.but i was blank.tak pernah layan budak kecik and actually i dont really like kids pon.i tak pernah babysit anak sape2,even my sist.psl gap jauh2 and mom never asked me to help her.and for us,yg beria2 nak anak was my hubby.i mase tu xde prasaan,husband ckp nak anak,kita layankan aje...hehehe.thought nak tunggu after i finish my master,but hubs tortured me la wehhh.everyday kt offshore called ckp nak baby.penat telinga dgr,6months after get married,production pon start Alhamdulillah tros jadi.heheeh.if la xplanning, maunye bunting pelamin.xdapekla gi eurotour.eh pasal tu plak i pk.hehe.

so,that was the process la.Alhamdulillah it went smoothly as planned, after deliver doc siap ckp "ok,dah deliver khamis mlm jumaat, as you WISHED =) ,nama dia ade muhammad lagi better psl ambil keberkatan Jumaat tu". at 1st ktrg tgh pk nak letak ke tak muhammad tu,bile dr dh ckp camtu,tros decide letak je muhammad. so,MUHAMMAD AZRIFF NAASHIF =). ouh i tak menangis pon mase sakit bersalin and mase push nak bersalin.mase tgk baby pon tak menangis.like certain mom,tgk anak terharu kan.i takde pon.wuwwuuw.am i a bad mom??? mase tu mcm2 yg ade dlm kotak fikiranku,dgn nak exam,assignment.few dys after deliver baby dh start pegang buku.wuwu.and my hubs pon takde nangis plak mase i deliver.grrrr.husband org laen siap ckp "if kite dpt 1 anak ni pon takpe,after this u takyahla bersalin lg ye,abg tak kesah".perghhhh...husband i?dlm pantang lg dh ckp "pasni Azriff dh 2years,dpt adik baru lg ok".i tny dia "nape syg tak nangis ms i deliver?" ."nak nagis watpe?"...uwaaa..kayu betul husbandku.tp since i pon tka nangis,so i tak rase apela.few of my frens said maybe sbab everything went smoothly.i takde terjerit2 sakit dlm tu,takde bende2 pelikla yg jadi like air ketuban tk cukup,baby cant breat ke ape.everythng was going ok.Alhamdulillah sangat2.thats y both of us rase mcm okey if ade baby lg insyaAllah =).

but i need to mention here,actually i feel glad,got hubs sooo kayu like that,certain women dont like that type of guy,a -non-romantic-type of guy (which is good laaa kan,takde org len nak.muahahaha).sometimes because of him,i become stronger and not easily give up.nak mengade2 pon tak boleh.mmg takkan dilayan.wuwu. and fyi, i didnt face any nausea,morning sickness,sakit pinggang ke ape throughout my pregnancy.Alhamdulillah.sebaliknya siap lagi bnyk berjalan and kehulu kehilir lagi.hehehe.mmg feel grateful sangat.im blessed wif excellent health during my pregnancy.puasa full sebulan =).yes,i should be strong for my baby.hopefully baby will be strong like mommy&daddy =)

till the next post.daaa =)

randomness

hey,im back!

ouh this entry wont be labelled under "baby/mommy" ok.dont worry.i know people will be getting bored if all entries are bout baby&mommy:P

oklah.scroll down to know more bout my idol.Tan sri syed Mokhtar AlBukhary.jika ade rezeki nak jadi mcm dia jugak.wuwuwu.got this info from few websites when i was doing for my masters assignment last semester. fyi,this tycoon is among 40 richest in malaysia.no 8 tu!hats off!

50 Perkara Dari Tan Sri Syed Mokhtar Al-Bukhary

1. Ada sebab kenapa saya bekerja seperti tiada hari esok. Agenda sosial dan kerja-kerja kemasyarkatan itulah antara sebabnya. Saya mahu meninggalkanwarisan untuk anak bangsa yang kekal berpanjangan

2. (berkenaan know who) Bangsa lain tak mengapa tapi orang Melayu kena berdamping dengan orang politik sedikit-sedikit. Tapi masalahnya kita tidak mahu melalui kesusahan; banyak yang mahu senang dengan mendampingi orang politik semata-mata.

3. Tiada apa-apa rahsia. Saya ini hamba Allah biasa, budak dangau macam saudara semua juga. Tuhan jadikan manusia ini sama sahaja. Proses kematangan saya yang membezakannya. Saya percaya sesiapa pun boleh menjadi apa sahaja asalkan mereka berusaha dengan tekun. Tetapi tentulah ia memakan masa. Tiada jalan singkat.

4. Saya mengenali kekuatan dan kelemahan saya. Apa yang tidak mampu buat saya akan minta orang lain tengok-tengokkan. Saya melalui jalan yang susah tapi itulah jalan yang kekal.

5. Kita perlu menggunakan kepakaran mereka (bangsa Cina) kerana mereka jauh lebih maju dan mahir daripada kita. Apa yang kita kurang faham kita berkongsi dengan tujuan untuk belajar dengan mereka. Apabila sudah faham baru kita boleh menjaga kepentingan kita.

6. Saya sedih melihat sistem sekolah pondok di Kedah. Saya ada cita-cita mahu memodenkan sekolah pondok. Kita kena maju.

7. Saya terlibat dalam perniagaan ini kerana saya tiada pilihan lain.

8. Untuk memajukan perniagaan, memang kena banyak sabar dan kuat berusaha.

9. Tidak ada jalan singkat. Saya belajar tentang perniagaan ini sejak kecil lagi dan saya juga biasa kena tipu.

10. Saya pun suka kemewahan. Saya pun suka tengok dunia, ke Tokyo , New York dan London . Saya pun suka pakai baju elok. Tapi kita hendak bermewah setakat mana, hendak pakai baju banyak mana, hendak tidur dalam berapa rumah satu malam, hendak makan pun sampai larat mana ?

11. Dalam hidup ini kita sebenarnya tidak ada status; ada masa di atas, ada masa di bawah.

12. Ketika Allah memberika kemewahan, kita kena turun ke bawah, tengok mana-mana yang boleh dibantu. Allah beri rezeki melalui kita untuk kita tolong orang lain. Rezeki itu bila-bila masa dia boleh ambil balik. Jika ada orang korporat Melayu yang tidak mahu turun ke bawah mungkin kerana bayangan duit itu lebih kuat daripada yang lain.

13. Korporat Cina turun ke bawah membantu. Orang Cina ada pelbagai persatuan. Kita tidak ada; kalau ada pun berpecah. Orang Melayu kita tidak mahu bekerjasama kerana perasaan dengki menguasai diri. Sudahlah tak mahu berusaha, apabila orang lain berusaha mereka marah

14. Rezeki yang ada itu sebenarnya untuk orang lain. Memang dari segi hukum pun begitu. Kita kena keluar zakat dan fitrah. Tetapi zakat fitrah banyak mana sangat. Islam agama yang adil; ia minta sedikit saja. Oleh itu, kalau ada duit yang lebih ia seharusnya dibelanjakan dengan baik.

15. Saya tak kisah kalau saya tak buat semua ini. Saya boleh tak buat apa-apa dan balik ke Alor Star. Tetapi saya rasa hidup ini sia-sia. Orang Kedah kata kalau mati nanti mata tidak tutup rapat kerana tanggungjawab depan mata kita tidak buat. Orang lain ambil kekayaan kita, ambil hak kita dan pergunakan kita, kita masih tidak buat apa-apa !

16. Saya ada emotional attachment kepada agama, bangsa dan ummah. Saya bukan individualistik. Diri saya tidak penting. Pangkat dan gelaran ini kepada saya tidak mustahak .

17. Saya sedih media tonjolkan saya begini. Saya malu kerana orang Cina kaya beratus-ratus kali ganda daripada saya. Tapi saya tahu orang Melayu kalau hendak berjaya kena kerja kuat tidak kira siang malam. Kita ada kekuatan yang tuhan beri melebihi daripada bangsa lain. Tetapi untuk maju kita perlu berusaha.

18. Saya asal daripada tidak ada apa-apa. Apa yang saya tidak tahu saya belajar, minta tolong daripada orang. Saya tidak malu. Saya bukannya mencuri. Saya usaha sendiri. Sikap pemalas dan pemalu ini yang orang Melayu kena atasi. Kita kena berani kerana benar. Apabila kita dapat keuntungan dan rezeki lebih, bolehlah kita menolong orang.

19. Kaya itu bukanlah kepada diri sendiri. Kaya itu adalah kepada kumpulan perniagaan ini, kepada bangsa dan kepada orang ramai. Saya hanya memegangnya untuk sementara sahaja.

20. Saya tiada keinginan untuk menyimpan kekayaan ini untuk anak dan isteri. Duit ini tidak akan kekal. Saya percaya hanya perkara yang baik yang kita lakukakan akan kekal. Bukan duit yang akan melindungi saya nanti tapi apa yang saya lakukan sekarang.

21. Saya perlu terus mencari peluang dan perniagaan lain supaya kita terus dapat bantu orang lain mengembangkan diri masing-masing. Saya bukan buat semua ini untuk diri saya semata-mata.

22. Ada juga yang saya usaha tapi tak dapat dan orang tak tahu. Apa yang saya dapat itu yang jadi masalah kononnya Syed Mokhtar sapu semua. Bangsa lain memegang pelbagai kepentingan dalam ekonomi, siapa pun tak kata apa. Ini masalah orang Melayu. Di kampung orang Melayu berpecah kerana politik, di bandar berpecah kerana ini (wang).

23. Saya percaya kalau rezeki itu Allah beri kepada saya ia bukan untuk saya tetapi untuk orang ramai juga. Orang tidak tahu banyak syarikat yang saya ada ini gagal dan tidak maju kepada saya tetapi orang tidak tahu.

24. Banyak orang percaya bahawa dia mesti ada RM10 juta atau RM20 juta dalam tangan baru hidup boleh selamat. Ini yang menyebabkan mereka hanyut daripada menolong orang lain. Mereka lebih takutkan diri sendiri. Mereka lupa bahawa kekayaan tidak boleh membantu selama-lamanya.

25. Orang kata saya takda duit tapi banyak hutang. Orang berniaga mana yang tak berhutang. Tapi mesti tahu bagaimana hendak meminjam dan membayarnya semula. Ada cara boleh kita buat. Tapi sebelum berhutang RM100 juta mesti sudah fikir bagaimana hendak membayarnya balik. Mesti ada tanggungjawab. Banyak orang mahu senang tapi tidak ramai yang mahu bertanggungjawab.

26. (perasaan setiap kali mendapat rezeki) . Saya ini kata orang Kedah, lebai kodok bukan lebai pondok. Tapi saya tahu hal-hal asas. Kalau mahu saya minta terus dari tuhan. Tuhan beri manusia akal dan fikiran. Kalau hendak pakai baju dan seluar biarlah padan dengan badan.

27. Kesenangan yang saya perolehi ini datang dengan tanggungjawab (bila pinjam bayar balik dan buat amal jariah). Kalau hendak dibandingkan dengan bangsa lain, perniagaan saya ini tidak ada apa. Tetapi walaupun sedikit tetapi yang sedikit itu ada berkatnya.

28. Saya suka kalau nikmat sedikit yang saya dapat itu orang lain boleh berkongsi sama.

29. Saya kadang-kadang kecewa dan sedih melihat anak orang alim yang sesetengahnya lupa diri setelah mendapat kekayaan. Saya pun sama seperti orang lain suka hendak ke luar negara tetapi kita tidak boleh lupa kubur kita dan asal usul kita. Di kampung kita mungkin ada jiran-jiran yang perlukan bantuan .

30. ……kalau tidak mungkin saya sudah ke Haatyai dan jadi nakal. Saya manusia yang banyak buat kesilapan. Tetapi saya insaf, beristighfar dan jalan lagi. Sejak awal saya ada kesedaran mahu mengekalkan hak kita sebagai orang Melayu.

31. Saya kata kepada diri sendiri kalau kerana itu saya terpaksa bersusah sedikit pun tidak mengapa.

32. Kekayaan ini tuhan beri kepada saya untuk saya menolong orang lain pula. Saya percaya kepada keberkatan rezeki. Hari ini kita tolong orang, esok lusa orang akan tolong kita pula dengan cara yang lain.

33. Kalaupun tidak sanggup tunggu 34 tahun seperti saya berilah sedikit masa untuk faham selok belok perniagaan, Insya Allah boleh maju.

34. Kita jangan cepat putus asa. Putus asa boleh tapi kena cepat-cepat kuatkan semula semangat untuk bangkit balik. Jangan jadikan agama hanya satu tempat untuk kita bergantung apabila kita susah. Tanggungjawab ibadah adalah tugas seharian.

35. Lifestyle ? Saya tidak ada lifestyle yang kena masuk kelab sana dan sini. Tapi tak semestinya saya tidak boleh turun ke kelab. Orang Melayu kalau hendak ke depan mesti ada cara hidup yang fleksibel, boleh naik dan turun.

36. Lifestyle ini sebenarnya satu penyakit. Saya biasa pakai Mercedes tapi sekarang saya pakai Proton Perdana untuk sokong kereta nasional. Kereta itu pun cukup untuk bawa saya ke mana-mana.

37. Tiada sebab kenapa orang Melayu tidak boleh maju. Ini saya berani perang dengan sesiapa pun. Orang Melayu boleh maju . Kalau saudara jadi wartawan saudara kena tanam semangat suatu hari nanti mahu ambil alih akhbar ini. Tidak ada sebab kenapa ia tidak boleh berlaku.

38. Kejayaan dan kelemahan orang Melayu bukan disebabkan oleh bangsa kita dan agama kita. Ia berkait dengan sikap dan cara kita berfikir. Gigih, tekun dan tidak mudah putus asa merupakan kunci kejayaan kita. Tapi perkara ini kurang wujud dalam cara orang Melayu berfikir.

39. Tuhan memberi peluang kepada siapa saja yang bekerja kuat. Apa yang ada pada saya ini hanya usaha. Kalau anak dangau macam saya boleh, tidak ada sebab orang lain terutama mereka yang dari pekan tidak boleh.

40. Kita tidak usahlah selalu mengulang-ulang perkara yang boleh memberikan kesan psikologi negatif kepada orang Melayu (kereta dan rumah besar). Kita kena kurangkan bercakap tentang kereta besar dan rumah besar .Sesiapa pun mahu pakai kereta mewah tapi bukan itu matlamatnya.

41. Orang Melayu sebenarnya kena membantu diri sendiri, kena bekerja keras dan fokus.

42. Sikap merendah diri perlu sentiasa ada dalam diri seseorang walau setinggi mana pun kejayaan dicapai.

43. Apa yang saya buat ini (kerja-kerja sosial) semuanya bermula daripada didikan orang tua saya sendiri.

44. Saya sendiri berhutang sambil berniaga dan buat sumbangan amal jariah. Saya tak mahu tunggu hutang habis baru hendak buat semua ini. Saya takut kalau hutang habis saya pun mati dan apa pun tak sempat saya buat.

45. Saya biasa saja. Hidup saya tidak berubah, dari dulu beginilah. Saya terima apa saja nikmat yang diberikan oleh Allah. Tidak ada segelas air, ada setengah gelas pun saya bersyukur.

46. Kalau kerana sedikit bantuan itu mereka lulus peperiksaan dan hidup mereka menjadi lebih baik, saya sudah gembira. Saya tidak boleh buat banyak. Alhamdulillah, lebih baik buat sedikit daripada tidak buat langsung.

47. Saya tiada minat untuk beli kapal layar atau kapal terbang. Saya fikir kalau saya beli sesuatu biarlah orang ramai boleh pakai. Saya suka kalau saya beli sesuatu yang mahal, biarlah orang ramai boleh pakai.

48. Saya gembira dapat membantu. Saya mahu orang lain merasai (kesenangan) apa yang saya pernah rasa. Saya tahu bagaimana perasaanya.Saya kata kepada diri saya, apa yang saya dapat saya mesti beri orang lain merasainya sama. Jangan beri kurang, lebih tak mengapa. Itu yang membuat hati saya seronok.

49. Saya rasa saya ingin menyumbang lebih daripada ini. Saya kata kepada kawan-kawan ini baru warm-up saja; kita belum berjalan lagi.

50. Saya rasa kita terlalu banyak ketinggalan.

Ouh my GOD!ive been on hiatus for errr....almost 2years!big applause!

i think im going to blog again...yes,bout many things.started with few interesting stories that need to be shared with you guys.will keep u posted! promise.xx

+ this blog will be closed soon,
new blog - only for invited readers..
few entries have been taken out , due to some reasons,,
till then, c ya +

word of d'day : its not worth it to hold anything which is not belong to you, its better you realize it now than never.....


adios...

beautiful coincidence - M.U at mandarin oriental

" MU is coming to mesia for 3 days, ko peminat MU kan?" my colleague told me

"yeah, i know" - concentrating on the screen in front of me and typing my weekly status report briskly.

"hey lunch time, lets go to KLCC, MU will be there shortly", and my other colleague dragged me to klcc for lunch


so, we go lepak at aseana cafe, while we were waitin' for our order....

"weh, look at those busses, maybe got MU stars inside, lets go to mandarin oriental!!!!"-which is juz nearby, 5secs je pon, hihi...

then?

"garnesh, please lend me ur iphone" - and happily capturin' few pics of all the Stars.
but where is owen?

*shrug*

and hey, rooney?

*ouh,shorty......*

ryan gigs?

*ermm,yummy*

edwin van de sar

*gulp, tempting*


hahhahahahaha... only few names i knowlaaa....


okeh,piccies....

bottomline: ooo, u DO NOT like MU? so whutt? i dont care and dont even bother 'bout what u like and dont-excuse me ya!

rio ferdinand

wes brown

from left: edwin van de sar, wayne rooney, michael carrick, and berbatov far behind

-ryan gigs, wayne rooney, edwin van de sar


uncle botak =P

nani

-darren fletcher, john o'shea

= fiance & france =

i wrote a letter to him since we r farther form each other at this moment-

Baby,

may i accompany you- to shop our wedding gifts in france?
eventho i've been there once, but this time it would be different because im gonna spend every single moment there wif u, browsing and shopping in paris would give us new experiences and well, you & me know u have a good tase in choosing handbag and shoes for me, but errr baby.... choosing it together would be more fun & memorable for us right?


love,

ur quay2...


alaaaa......approve tk baby? =(

Happy Teacher's Day

is it too late to wish all the teachers :



"Happy Teacher's Day" ?



i guess not =)

gambar sekadar perhiasan =P

and last saturday was d'first time in my life i SMS'd my lecturers (countin': ouh, only 2 lecturers actually)-hehe... and wish 'em happy teacher's day -and of coz followed by ayat sayu mendayu-dayu penyeri ucapan =) *but i meant it ok*

then, out of my concern, (i mean 4-5 hours i sms'd them-without knowing and hoping for em to reply,) i realized both of em replied my Sms with their "DOA" as well..

i felt touched...thanks to u prof hamzah and dr zaiton.

yerp, i think only 2 of em still remember my existance in UKM and who can still remember my name....because...



back in primary school, i was an active pupil, a prefect (wooOOooo-haha), quite active participated in few competitions like "health quiz, membaca sajak, pertandingan membuat karangan, kuiz umum, and many more laaa eventho only won few of it only...hahahhaa...

never skip classes, never took MC and never lied bout having headache or created any excuses to make me stay at home and sleep d'whole day -wuwuwuww..very innocent rite? i guess, many of us were like that bfore =) so, i think my primary school techers still remember me, plus few of em were my mom's frens, and some of em, live just few minutes away from my house.so, no wonderlaaa they still and can remember my name kan? takla glamour sangat pon...wuwuwuwu



secondary school- honestly, i've changed...either the school changed me, or bcoz of my maturity (ocechhh) level bcame higher than my age or my hormone changed me? ouh, i dunno...

errmm..but i became a lil bit (notice: a lil bit only) wild =)

i formed a group (not only me really formed d'group, all of us are pioneers )kekekeke...

then, we became (once again: a lil bit wild), skip classes, created lots and lots of excuses to not going for our preparation class, not finished tons of excercises given moreover during nak dekat2 PMR (OMG, homework and excercises sometimes are excessivekan?- )sekola rendah always pleased aje, dekat sekolah menengah? felt excessive plak..kekekeke...dah besarkan? then, "fly" lagi, and many more laaa... and dat time we considered prefect as "bulldog sekolah" - sebab menyebok nak kejar2 ktrg time tk dtg prep, time skip classes and time ktrg tgh syok2 tido... haaaa,part Qiamullail-sure almost 100% ponteng! time nak dekat2 PMR,jadi insan paling alim, everyday muke tercongok awal kat surau..heheheh...

s, i think none of my secondary school teachers can recall my name if u ask em about me, maybe 1 or 2 of em can remember, but i doubt it...maybe they can remember my group's name, but not me...whoa,pathetic!



then, changed school-what? boarding school u call? perghhh...

same thing happened..even worse....

band from going to school for a week as a punishment for entering restricted zone for "us"

huh? boys hostel je pon! then, what ek?

oooo, bilik bahase melayu- ceh! itu pon kene mara jugak!

ooo, then kantoi "fly" then? ouh , i cant remember all bad things ive done back in school.

so, i think none of my science muar teachers will remember me...undoubtedly!

read my lips "undoubtedly" occay..plus not a scorer at alll..plus got 400+ students at dat time,plus i wasnt "d'chosen 1" to further my studies abroad!plus....

ouh, so many hurtful things laaa happened to me dat time.



then, matriculation college and university?..still, skip classes even i think i have few frens who were very helpful to tick off my name in attandence lists..

ouh, sangat2 tak paham y diri ini sangat sukat untuk ke lecture hall.kan2?

then,i think no lecturer even know me or notice im one of their student that tyme,

until my final year, i've made dis one mistake, (no need to mention la kan- soo memorable actually), then dis 1 lecturer called me and give me mountain of advices... we called her dr zaiton-(she is strong in opinion but gentle in approach.)

then she became as my fav lecturer and i will refer to her, ask for her advices bfore i do anything (which is linked to study2 part la kan, takkan pasal boyfren pon i tanye die plak).

and another 1 is my dissertation's supervisor prof hamzah(i claim him as a knowledgeable, very charismatic, competent, organized, professional person)



until now im very close to both of em and now i know what is d;feeling of having a favorite person other than my family,frens and my boyfren...hhehehhee...bat d;age of 24 baru rase kan? pathetic!!!!!hohoho...

but anyway, i feel glad, i love em and ill appreciate em forever and ever.....



happy teacher's day all =)



*tak jumpe pic laaa...aiyoooo,my red laptop's charger disfunction plak-sigh*

ouh stalkers

wow! recent update!

got few stalkers- stalk at my blog, pick any entry they want and start evaluate the stories d'way they like and tadaaa! successfully created interesting stories which make my ears like terkejut beruk mendengar.but u know what? say whatever u want, create as many stories as u like,
and condemn me as much as u can. i dun mind...i know what type of persons u r, and ur deprecation honestly make me feel nothing! ur words are most of it laughable and none if it can make me feel upset, depress or whatever bad feelings dat u might think while making up those stories. its just i pray to god,dat ull be happier in d'future and may u realize 1 day dat any words in d'world wont break me into pieces.im still strong and even stronger! insyaALLAH, and segeralah kembali ke pangkal jalan.

err but ur visit here much appreciated. i thought only few close frens know my blog link, tak sangke ade org rajin google my name. means whut?
want to know more bout me? silekan...
and i wont make my blog private... as if im hiding anything from anybody.
i love to share my stories, my life and my probs wif anybody in d'world - frens and enemies are included.opps, i dun have enemies! unless they consider they are! *giggle*

anyway, jangan sampai pixies i yg sexy2 tu terlepas ke pengetahuan daddy i ye.
opps, so now, u know who YOU are..... *wink*

i'm in a relationship!

yeah, i know me n him 've been together for more or less
one year till 26th jan (which is yesterday).

but yesterday is d'day our relationship bcome official,
"he booked me" -*org tue2 kate*
and i consider myself -as his now =)*apekah ayat ini?*
and got ppl ask me bout d'ring? errmmm....lets ask d'bf if i can post it here.
*phewww,skrgla dh belajar mintk permission tu, giler practise for future*
hahahahahaha~~~

anyway,im happpy. im eternally grateful. n i think all d'ppl out there (decicated to frens)
know how much i care n love d' guy named Azman Azis.




Dear GOD,

"Ya ALLAH berkatilah hubungan kami, peliharakanlah hubungan ini
sehingga ke akhir hayat kami, permudahkanlah segala urusan untuk menyatukan kami kelak,
sesungguhnya segala yang akan berlaku adalah di bawah penguasaanMU,
Dengan melafazkan KUN FAYA KUN, maka jadilah ia,
dan begitu juga sebaliknya, kuatkanlah hati kami, satu kanlah hati kami,
di dalam menempuhi segala dugaan dan rintangan di masa akan datang,
jadikanlah kami orang2 yang sentiasa akan sedar kesilapan kami,
kemudian bertaubat padaMU dan sentiasa berada di bawah lindunganMU"

amin.

i think i need to blog bout me n d'partner 1 day laa
(see if i can find my spare tyme to blog more frequent after dis)

anyway, dis 1 is very xclusive =)




*spot d'ring =P *

peeps, please pray for us k =)

+ S.T.R.E.N.G.T.H! -i ordered it! +

hi... (errrr, do this blog still have readers? - after been in a very long unannouced hiatus? -gulp!)

ok,When the clock strikes twelve on December 31st,
it would be as d'beginnig of a better tomorrow for certain people
and it no more than a change in calender for the rest.

and for me its juz another year my age number will be increase
and i started looking back, what i've achieved for d'year 2008
and WOW! (minus wonderful relationship), i can say i cant see any improvement
and big achievement so far -dewh! gile membazir setahun mase gue!
akan terkuburkah cite2?
and i dig my own "ambition grave?"
errgghhhh!!!!!

1stly- huge gratitude to myself (who else?) for the ever patience and hopes that i managed to hold thightly for the year 2008 and most importantly big thanks to d'ppl who always cares bout me, ppl who always have faith on me. thanks sooo much!

2ndly- welcoming year 2009 wif "my arms wide open" -
look forward to a good year ahead and good luck to all of us
treasuring d'very challenging year of 2009


HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009



and today is what?27th january? soory for d'late wish-very impressive blogger-kaka

cit!!!

+ On patience and emotion +

first n foremost- im not stating dat im outrageously smart + succeed in handling Long Distance Relationship. got tyme i fail to show my patience n fail to be more tolerant in few things while me n my partner are miles away from each other( but it rarely happen), but we respect each other sooo much n we manage to discuss every failures dat we face (sumtyme)in a very good manner without screaming and cursing at each other. The most important thing is we have faith and trust towards each other, but trust me keeping a relationship alive across the miles is not an easy task.

But lucky mr boyfren - im not d'type yg suke merajok tak tentu pasal -credit to me! haha, n eventho i feel a bit terase towards him, ill talk to him nicely without enlarging that specific topic (which made me terase tadi).

i think few long distance couples, still bit luckier than myself. They can still texting their partners when he/she isnt sround, can talk for hours on d'fon while d'boyfren or girlfren is shopping alone or wandering around mall-alone!
email,ym,msn can do it all in 1 go wif mr boyfren or girlfren everyday or almost everyday. ME? dun ask! pathetic occay =(

but Y still feel ungrateful??? still looking for other "potential prospective" -macamla saye baek sangat! yess i know - u blab it a second ago!!!but yeah, now u can see "saye telah berubah"..first tyme being in long distance relationship n seems like i n him can handle it pretty well n may it continuously happen to us *praying & hopping*
n got people asked me "camane boleh tahan??" , "hey,maybe u gonna face dis 5weeks rotation for d'whole of ur entire life", "tak bosan ke, bercinta mcm tak bercinta?"
" boley loyal ke?"

ouh, zip d'mouth n see what gonna happen in d'future. dun have to commnet much bout dis, me n him know what are we going through, how much we appreciate each other n for me, as long as he's being loyal to me from tyme to tyme and treat me nicely ( u define how nice it should be-;), ill just let mr boyfren think d'best way to do it =) -i have no reason to ruin dis relationship by looking for other guy.

i think in anything pon, again it depends on us. how are we manage ourselves to be loyal, d'way to treasure our relationship wif d'love 1, juz dun simply give up on him/her.i think its better to take advantage of d'benefits of a long distance relationship offers =) , such as more time to hang out wif fam n frens (big thanks to my gurls, my member2 selepak, n every1 yg selalu melepak2 dgn diri ini) and of course, d'main part is the pleasure of seeing your sweetheart again after a long absence - (dis 1 love d'most), ill go pick him up at d'airport whenever i have chance to do dat.OMG-cant wait!!! another 27days to go-errrrr =( .okie, its d'tyme for u to mull ur options, juz bear wif d'distance or juz let him/her go .. bfore dis, i mean bfore i met mr boyfren, i always wondering how miss sabrina can handle distance wisely + patiently ? now i know, we both are tougher than the others!!!! kaakkkaaaa....instead of manje2 everyday wif mr boyfrens, we handle our emotions independently. we do most of d'things by ourselves (biasela, bile dekat2 dgn boyfren, sure mintak tolong boyfren do dis n it)-but i think d'best examples are -makan sorang2 n shopping sorang2-hahaahah..

summary from dis entry - long distance relationship aint suxx occay!- dun give up too soon ya!

dah2, piffling saje.. later..daaa~~

small appreciation for mR bofriend =)

private partY at duta vista poolside =)
birthday celebration wif d'theme "masquerade nite"

and it was a surprise party for mr boyfren =) (okie, he may know there will be a celebration for him -as me n my gurls usually do- but it was unexpected when he saw bundles of his frens joining d'party =) (over 20 paxs) he told me " you are the best ". whutt to do?? 1 of my forte = P *im now flying high up to d'sky* bluekkk!!!

actually a month bfore his birthday, i've started thinkin' bout what im gonna do, what shud i do n what's d'best thing i shud give to him to make his 25th birthday is d'most memorable celebration he ever had. mr boyfren is a very simple guy, dun care much bout birthday celebration or dreaming of funky2 things will happen in his life but once it happens, he appreciate it soo much..OMG, i got sumthing unbelievable in return =) *okie, im not trying to buy mr boyfren wif sum crazy ideas to make him happy n hoping dat im gonna get sumthing in return* pple might misjudge my words above-but erghhh... he knows me well. He knows.....

and d'idea is came from mr aswad actually. when we were lepaking at my house, discussing bout his birthday, he suddenly came up " ape kate buat masquerade nite?"
sekali i buat, encik aswad siap tk percaye kot "gilerrrr mu" - he screeched at me ..hohohoho..sape suruh bg idea giler ni kn? but nvm, d'party went well n every1 was happy (i hope =) ) and thanks for every1 diatas kerjasama yg sangat besh!
and a bit sad cket dat nite when sabby was oncall, haihsss.. but i missed out aswad's besday d'next day, bcoz mr boyfren brought me to langkawi wif few frens. anyway,im satisfied wif my effort to make every1 happy on dat nite, sure got imperfectness, but juz swallow it n gonna improve it in d'future .dats all. weee... as long as i know mr boyfren was happy n enjoying d'party, i felt glad enuff =) n i take dis opportunity to thank every1 for their support especially his frens.

foods i served :

1) spaghetti wif 2 sources (beef bolognese n chicken bolognese)
2) salad
3) maredo's pizza

his birthday cake (pasal dah 25, so tk muat candles tu kat 1 cake -hehe)

been thrown into d'pool -ciann =P

camwhored - while mr patrick sedang menahan kesejukan

-comotnyee -

wif my gurls =)

baby's frens + my frens

mY sayang : hamidah

better i stop now.. ngatuks sudaaa

+ R.A.Y.A mode

hurray!!!! im back... after few days being as a "tukun" at home. finally i come back to d'office n yeah, "bermulalah episod sedey seorang pekerja swasta kembali" haihhhss...

ouh, bfore i put dis blog lenghty i should thank my most doinks-ness friend in d'world, mr louqe for d'new layout. to louqe : "walaupon hidungmu tak berape mancung, tetapi ketidak"handsome" man mu itu yg menyebabkan ke13-13 aweks2 rabun itu terpikat padamu, terima kasih daun keladi di atas layout ini"

mY hari raya was sO-sO... both happy n sad. without daddy on 1stday of hari raya. n hari raya dis year wasnt really happening like last yr. few cousins dun even care to celeb raya at grandma's, they prefer to stay in kl n few of em practicing to celeb raya wif in laws (eventho they arent married yet)-haihss.. we've grown up dude!!! time moving faster than i expected.

few years ago, when i was in primary and secondary school, i remember those moments (everytyme we celebrated hari raya). it was like "WOW", happening sungguh, convoy from 1 hse to another hse, i prefer to follow my cousins berasak2 naik van than follow d'parents, so many pantang larang kene ikut. cannot bring any food inside d'car, cannot eat, cannot do dis n dat,so many DO n DONT thingy. so, better run away from d'rules by avoiding myself from 'em during convoy session (ampun mom n dad, selamat hari raya-hehe, and if d'parents felt tired to go jalan2 raye, me n d'cousins jalan2 satu kampung beraye, d'best part was kami2 ini only care to go to d' house yg ade potential to give us big money. haha...sungguh mate duitan kami ini....huh, but memories left.... we are big gurls n boys now. in fact, few of us already have our own commitments, so,its very hard n rare for us to gather ourselves together like bfore and do many xtvties together. uishh.sedey pulak....wuwuuwuuw...i suppose to post my hari raya pic but most of d'pics were taken using my c's fon, so wait until she email me the pics la yerk.hehehehe. ouh, but i got pic of mR boyfren. he's wearing decent baju melayu biru..siap dgn samping lagi...sooo dashing...ouch!!!! (dun puke!! : kasila chance, sape lg nak puji bf if not d'gf ,btol tak?heheheh



+ D.A.S.H.I.N.G : in his decent baju melayu n samping (but err, dat yellow slippers spoil t ur appearance laa baby =P) - hehe, dats mY guY - onboard on hari raya- gulf of mexico dan sedang bersedih..hehhehe

Selamat Hari Raya

+Selamat Hari Raya to all+
+maafkan salah silap , terkasar bahasa, terlajak kata, tersilap percaturan, sesungguhnya saya tidak sempurna...+


to hamidah syuaibah: thanks & sorry for everything
u never give up on me---i know that, i love u soooo much n u r my bestie
forever!!

+ emo...+

apabila hal ketidaksempurnaan yang diperbincangkan, i just sitting here silently, tears rolling on mycheek and im telling myself "shhhHHhhh...dun be sad..u know u r not doing good enuff in many things, n even sumtyme u forgot bout what GOD ask u to do n prohibit u from things u shudnt do. no1 gonna help u. n u know to whom u should turn to...GOD, give me light, give me strength n give me loves" -i end up praying....

saye redha.....

+ ouh.. whutt a STUPID assumption...+

lesson learnt!:: try to find and ask personal trainer everytyme u go work out in d'gym,otherwise u might end up wif non-effective-workout-technique----sigh!


golly...guess whutt? i was a bit frustrated ( A BIT?),sooo damne frustrated bcoz dis body weight still maintain d'same since 3weeks ago,i worked out,took calories annotation everytyme im cycling and make sure ill juz put dat amount of calories or less than dat into mytummy n i controlled my food,but y it still remain d'same?

d'answer is simple!(got it when i blab out dis little secret to my personal trainer at california fitness yesterday )- bcoz u maintain ur excercise algorithm for more than 1week.it wont bcome effective anymore bcoz urbody already absorp it,so it wont help u much!

daaAAAAaaaaa...so, simple rule to follow that will help you get off the couch and start getting in shape is:

~by doing effective work out technique-but pls change ur work out routine every week in order to get better result in d'end!

aiyoooOOOoo..gitu ka?..errgghh..OMG...so dis small issue which is bewildering me all dis while,*i can get rid off it now-thank GOD!*

okie-sum pics of ME + PARENTS + D'SISTERS at boulevard celebrating mother's day + mom &dad's birthday in advance- summed altogether otherwise im going to be broke in d'end of d'day maaa...all are in MAY! dewh!

+and they LOVE me...still... +

+they filled my life wif joy n happiness +



+ ma Familia =)- may GOD bless us always +


keyboard off!

+ hey.. im "Nurizawani" =) +

they judge..they say ...in blogthing- go try dis ppl !

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?


What Nurizawani Means

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!


whoaaa..they r juz exaggerating things.am i rite? i mean got few things which r really suit me and i've been told bout it bfore. but takkan semuanya baik belake kot .haha. maybe yess! maybe not! kan?kan? -heeee ..ouh,very honest.am i? -hahahhhahaa.

fewh. im off! kerane saye sedang girang!!!!!

::political issues::

i wish i cud stay out of dis issue as most of people know which party dat i always stand for.
and i think its better for me to talk face to face wif other ppl if i want to discuss bout dis sensitive issue instead of blaming or talking bout other ppl in dis blog.full stop.so, dats my answer 4 those who r asking me to write down bout what had happend,what's happening and what will happen in malaysia after election season yg mcm musim tsunami tu last week..but im proud of myself bcoz::

*i woke up early in d'morning (not dat earlyla,10 o'clock-haha)
*drove down to johor
*5mins max i spent tyme at d'voting place
*then, drove back to malacca.

semangat kan saye?

DEB??? "other ppl askd me bout dis after DAP raising up dis issue"
"so far,i think,its d'tyme for malay and other races to wake up.stop being as a free loader or hoping and depending on government."

but as i said,dun want to talk bout it much! ppl might get me wrongly if i juz answer in short sentence like above,dats y we need eye on eye conversation when we come bout issues dat a bit political.

btw, got d' copy of SURAT MUKHRIZ MAHATHIR to PAK LAH.
no comment on dat. zip D'mouth*

juz d'thing i want to say here as a conclusion

"take a brave stance when u check urself"-learn from your failure"
okie-done! *ppl,please gimme medicine for headache.im suffering nihhhhh......

offf