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and today..what's d'date today?ahHa...may GOD blessd!
btw,i turn to 23 unwillingly...yerp...but..
Alhamdulillah..im still alive..yet,still i can build another dreams to treasure d'days ahead.

personally,i think i achieved so much things dat i wish for in dis life when i was 22 yrs old..was..ermm..thank GOD..Alhamduliilah...

but realisticallY,i realize dat this world is not perfect for any1, there is no one in the face of earth who gets all that he/she wants or is free from all kind off distress, yet im still searching for happiness dat i always longing for.

practially,it doesnt mean dat im not happy wif mylife after i got few things dat i can say brought me close to d''extreme-happiness-level' so far,but still its not yet complete untill 1 day i can smile and say--'im happy wif everything now,my life is blessed!1day -perhaps!

yeah2,u can not always think dat life must be 100%in ur favour rite?we will never get everything dat we want in dis life::there will always be some problems, sickness,adversity and trials--so,ppl we shud be gratefull at times of ease and patient at times of hardship--i always tell myself dis..but so far i managed to accept few trials but still got few which i cudnt handle it,i just make it worse instead...walllaaa---people make mistakes n so do i =( ..

but what ive learnt so far---dO appreciate people around us!seriously,now i think im dealing wif karma...i mean i had ppl who appreciated me much bfore,d'person who put myself bfore 'em...d'pure love dat i can feel it everyday 'd'give n take session'--but now d'hardest thing dat i shud face in life which is d'hardest thing dat i could accept.so people,pls take a lesson...good thing only come once in a lifetime.do appreciate it while its around.


anD the person who never faild to cheer me up,who always there for me when im down,thanks a bunch! thanks for d'small celebration---i do care bout u n u know it....to friends who texted me,wished me tru any medium *fon,testimony,email,meet me in person*---love u all...muahxxx