holla ppl..im back!!!
i know2..poyonye didnt jot down even a single word in this column when mr boyfren was around.haha. silela maafkan kami.
so,u ppl sure can guess dat he's leaving 4 5 weeks starting from today when dis entry posted. once again....he leaves me for quite huge number of days.sigh.. but no complaints...seriously,juz a lil sigh. a little... bcoz of being alone rite now...but honestly, deep inside my heart, i agree wif "distance" that we shud face n go tru 4 5weeks,bcoz it'll make us more appreciate every single moment dat we have when we spend our tyme together.serious people,it works! "distance" do keep us stong n more stronger each days.
huh, i juz sent him to KLIA, as usual, (dis tyme already my 6th tyme sending him to d'airport)i still cannot force my eyes to drop any tears. i dunno y,its hard for me to cry when seeing him go tru check in counter and going down to departure hall by escalator. my eyes hesitate to drop any tears. and i guess dats what he wants. he showed me how strong he is going tru dis "dramatic" moment and at d'same tyme he really hopes dat i can go tru it maturely and i can handle it welly.so, here im....crying alone at home.naah!!!!!wuwuuwuww..not really, i din cry..its juz i feel lonely, damne lonely rite now.but its ok,tyme will heal as every1 said.
ouh, and 1 of d'reason y i cudnt cry juz now was bcoz of parking system in KLIA.whutt d'heck i need to pay for 129rm for parking??? doesnt make sense rite? sgtla choy!!!! not us only, but got few ppl senasib dgn kami. so,to all, PLEASE DONT PARK UR CAR IN BLOCK A -KLIA. otherwise ull be charged for 129rm..huh, sudahla nak create mood nak nangis for dis farewell to agak susah,ade plak bende2 tk patut menimpe,lagila tak jadik.cissss..... so,mr bf accompanied me to mycar n kissed me goodbye on d'forehead. so,tidakla saye menangis.sekali lagi,gagal!hahahha....okie, 115am in d'morning n i have to go to work tomorrow. to mR azman patrick -U R 1 IN A' MILLION =)*kisses n hugs*
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